I had an ultrasound this morning, and although I was excited… something was telling me to be nervous/anxious more than anything. The baby stopped growing at 7 weeks 1 day and there was no heartbeat detected.
I am sad, and I am scared for the d&c scheduled for this evening… but trying to stay as positive as I can, so before you just say "I'm so sorry for your loss" please think of something cheerful to say. I will likely get back on and check… I just don't want it all to be so grim.
I really appreciate the support the group has offered for the short time I was here, and I truly hope I am the last one from the group to have to leave.
***UPDATE***
Thank you ALL so much for the kind words… The D&C went as good as one can go, and as I was recovering last night, I took the time to read everyones replies. I am so grateful I was part of such a great group, even for a short period of time... The replies really brightened my day. As a token of my appreciation… I am going to have a glass of wine for EACH.ONE.OF.YOU. (Oh and probably sushi, beef tartare, and deli meat too) 
Have a happy and healthy 9 months… and I'll hopefully you'll be seeing me back on the bump in no time. I'll definitely be sneaking back over here come delivery time… I can't wait to see all of your squishes. Lots of love!
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Re: Sad to go… trying to stay positive. **UPDATE**
IVF #1: 4-11-11= Transferred 1 beautiful blastocyst I named "Nugget"
5 Snowbabies! Beta#1 4/21= BFP! 226; Beta#2 4/25= 944
DS born 12/14/11
Baby #2 FET Nov/Dec 2013
12/13 Beta#1=BFP 349; 12/16 Beta#2=1,089. First ultrasound 12/26. DS#2 born 8/8/14



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Thinking of you and your family. Feel free to PM me if you need to vent.
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TTC #1 since June 2012
Current Status: IVF with ICSI and PGS
Genetic, RPL, SA and Fertility testing = Normal/Good HSG = All Clear
BFP #1 12.30.2012 || Blighted Ovum 02.05.2013 || D&C 02.11.2013
BFP #2 09.10.2013 || c/p 09.12.2013
BFP #3 12.1.2013 || mm/c 01.15.14 || D&C 01.21.14 chromosome abnormality
May 2014: Residual HCG and retained tissue found
05.13.2014: Hysteroscopy D&C to find and remove retained tissue
June 2014: Tissue sample results indicate a partial molar pregnancy
May - Aug 2014: TTA for monitoring and testing
08.21.2014: Hysteroscopy to remove minor scar tissue - the result of 3 D&Cs
Sept/Oct: IUI #1 Femara + Bravelle + Ovidrel = BFN
Oct/Nov: IUI #2 Femara + Ovidrel = BFN
Nov/Dec: IUI #3 Femara + Bravelle + Ovidrel = BFN
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You've got too much fire to let this slow you down for long. I wish you the best of luck!
DS born 8.11.14
BFP #2: 9.14.16, EDD: 5.24.17
Stella - 7.7.11 | Ian - 8.6.14 | Isaac- 7.20.18
#4 due 4.22.23
Me: 06/12 Dx w/ IR PCOS (rx 2000 metformin) DH: SA all clear; looking good
06/12-10/12- Clomid/Femara + trigger + TI + P4 = 3 BFNs, hysteroscopy, polypectomy, D&C
11/12 - 7.5 mg Femara + trigger + IUI + P4 = BFN
12/12 - Surprise BFP ectopic (MTX 01/13)
04/13 - Off the Bench! 7.5 mg Femara + trigger + IUI #2 + estradiol + P4 = BFN
05/13 Clear HSG-5 mg Femara + Menopur + trigger + IUI #3 + P4 = BFP ectopic (MTX 07/03 & 07/11)
07/23 emergency lap to remove ectopic mass and left tube
.. first date 04/23/06 ♥..
.. engaged 10/08/11♥..
.. married 06/29/13 ♥..
Me 28 DH 30
After 4+ years TTC