Maternity leave is officially over...so sad but feeling lucky I had 4 months off and a job to return to! I keep staring at my LO in the baby monitor. I may never fall asleep tonight. I work on a postpartum floor...LO is going to seem huge compared to all the newborns!
Anyone else back to work tomorrow? Good luck to anyone else out there!
Re: Who else returns to work tomorrow?
-My step-daughter is 12 years old.
-BFP #1 on 9/2/12, D&C 10/18/12 no heartbeat on US @ 10 weeks.
-BFP #2 on 1/7/13, R was born on 9/22/13 via C-Section
Thankfully DH will be doing drop offs, so I get to look forward to seeing LO's smiling face when I do pick ups.
Good luck to all the other back to work mamas!!!
It's going to suck. It's not easy. It will get harder before it gets better. Your little one would rather be with you than anyone else right now. You will feel guilty.
I know it might seem harsh but knowing the truth about what I was about to experience helped me cope when I was a mess. I didn't think I was alone and knew that others feel the same way. I really want to SAH full time but I also know I have a great schedule for having to work. The saying that you will get adult time is foolish in my world of teaching kids and I would rather stay home and see my mom friends and engage in "adult conversation."
I know everyone experiences it differently but knowing that it was going to suck for awhile made me better prepared mentally for the day to day.
My kiddos are with my in laws but knowing I have to leave two sick kids that want their mommy, is going to suck tomorrow morning, especially loading up and getting out of the car.
-My step-daughter is 12 years old.
-BFP #1 on 9/2/12, D&C 10/18/12 no heartbeat on US @ 10 weeks.
-BFP #2 on 1/7/13, R was born on 9/22/13 via C-Section