As I sit, half awake with our last newborn I'm reminded of a phrase that we hear often, "this too shall pass." It's ever so true but tonight is the first time it's not been a source of encouragement. Tonight it makes me sad. I will never have another 2 week old. I will never have a newborn whose cries can be instantaneously be resolved by my touch. Yes, there will be other times, happy times, but none like these. I am sad. So even though I'm dead tired I'm gonna enjoy my late nights because sooner than I realize those most precious middle of the night moments when it's just her and I will be gone. I love you Nola, to the moon, around the stars and back again.
Re: In the bleary eyed AM
Wow, sorry for the thread jack! Your post really got me thinking.
Last night DH and I were reminiscing about when DS was DD size and I started crying. He's such a big boy now and the last two years went by so fast. It makes me sad to think I'm going to blink and DD will be two. Definitely planning on enjoying every minute of this (no matter how painful it is sometimes).
"Happiness is like a butterfly; the more you chase it the more it will elude you but if u turn your attention to other things it will come & sit softly on your shoulder."
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