April 2013 Moms

Rough Day

Today is the 7th anniversary of the plane crash that took my dad and grandma from me & it's the first time since then that I've had to work on the 26th. I've always been able to wiggle my way out of it, but this year I had to work on either the 24th or the 26th and chose to have Christmas Eve off so I could spend it with LO and our family. I don't regret that decision but of course today has been super slow at work and has given me way too much time to think about everything. I so wish that my dad was able to be around to be a grandpa - he would love seeing his grandchildren grow.

Losses always seem so much more difficult around the holidays. :(

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  • I'm so sorry, it's really rough when work is slow and you have that free time to dwell. I hope it gets better for you & try to keep yourself busy.

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  • I am really sorry. I am sure they were with you as you celebrated with your family on Christmas Eve.
  • I'm so sorry. What a terrible loss. Sending hugs your way.
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  • Thanks ladies.

    I got home from work a little while ago to dinner ready (yay!) and LO with her first cold (boo!). Poor girl is super congested and her nose is a faucet. I don't foresee much sleep tonight but hoping she'll at least let me get some extra snuggles in.
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  • I am so sorry for your loss. Today is also the anniversary of one of my husbands best friends dying in a house fire. Nineteen years ago. Loss is never easy - having it this close to Christmas just makes it sting even more. Hugs. I hope your LO feels better too!


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  • So sorry for your loss. Also, hope your LO feels better soon.
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  • I am so sorry about your devastating loss. Many T&Ps and hope you made it through your rough day :(
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  • So sorry for your loss and for the constant reminder at the holidays. Must be so hard. Hugs!
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