Today is the 7th anniversary of the plane crash that took my dad and grandma from me & it's the first time since then that I've had to work on the 26th. I've always been able to wiggle my way out of it, but this year I had to work on either the 24th or the 26th and chose to have Christmas Eve off so I could spend it with LO and our family. I don't regret that decision but of course today has been super slow at work and has given me way too much time to think about everything. I so wish that my dad was able to be around to be a grandpa - he would love seeing his grandchildren grow.
Losses always seem so much more difficult around the holidays. ![]()
Re: Rough Day
Over-40 parents...what we lack in vigor, we make up for with cunning.
I got home from work a little while ago to dinner ready (yay!) and LO with her first cold (boo!). Poor girl is super congested and her nose is a faucet. I don't foresee much sleep tonight but hoping she'll at least let me get some extra snuggles in.
"I won't give up on us, even if the skies get rough, I'm giving you all my love, I"m still looking up."
TTC #1 since August 2011 MFI Diagnosis - April 2012
IVF #1 - July 2012 - Stims start 7/2, ER 7/12, 20 retrieved, 16 mature, 13 fertilized!
ET - 7/17 - 1 blast transferred. Beta - 7/26 273, Beta 2 7/30 - 1143. Beta 3 8/6 - 11,597
12/25 - Santa tells us "IT'S A GIRL!" EDD - April 4th
Our Little Easter Bunny has arrived!
Molly Mildred born 03/31/13
TTC A Sibling....... FET #1 11/14/14, Transferred one beautiful blast
Remaining four frosties arrested due to "embryologist error"
Plllllleasssee stick little icicle.....Beta 11/23...BFN
Starting ALL over with a fresh IVF cycle
Stims start 11/28/14, ER December 10th, 13 eggs retrieved, 11 mature, only 4 fertilized
1 Blast Transferred on December 15th..... Beta Christmas Eve... Please Santa, bring me a baby!
Beta #1 345.....Beta #2....750/ First U/S 1/13/15/HB 131....EDD 9/2/2015
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Nov siggy challenge: animals eating Thanksgiving food
Rhys - born 04.17.2013
Harry - born 04.18.2016