I am so over this IF emotional rollercoaster.
Of course in the back of my head I thought I would luck out and the 3rd time would be the charm but 12 dpiui, and bfn on FRER (not FMU) but does it even matter?
Ack, I just want to drink. Guess I can now!
I love my DD and we'll make the best of the holidays, she brings us all such joy.
But this hurts my heart and I am not sure if we should quit trying or get ready for IVF.
6/09 right tube loss (fallopian torsion) 12/09 BFP #1 (DD born 9/10)
8/12 dx Lupus (ANA+/APA-), 12/12 BFP #2 natural m/c 6w 2d
since 9/12 50mg Clomid/Ovidrel IUI #1 Beta 10/4=BFN
50mg Clomid/Ovidrel IUI #2 Beta 11/1= BFN
100 mg Clomid/Ovidrel IUI #3 Beta 12/26=BFFN
100 mg Clomid/Ovidrel IUI #4 Beta 2/14= BFFN
Took a LONG Break
Lots of Luck and Love BFPB for life KOFMKG