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DDF

It's Friday...................... AGAIN. 


Why is this month going by so fast?????????????? 


Make 'em count, ladies. 


Spontaneous pregnancy #1
DD1 July 31, 2011

Trying for #2 since Oct 11
732973 Clomid Cycles
2 IUIs 
3 Fresh IVFs= 1 Ectopic treated with MTX
Spontaneous pregnancy #2= Ectopic #2= lost left tube
Spontaneous pregnancy #3= DD2 January 29, 2016
Spontaneous pregnancy #4= Ectopic #3
Spontaneous pregnancy #5= Baby #3 is a BOY!!! 



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Re: DDF

  • I have a lot of shit to DDF, I need time to break them into entries. My brain is scrambled eggs today. 


    Spontaneous pregnancy #1
    DD1 July 31, 2011

    Trying for #2 since Oct 11
    732973 Clomid Cycles
    2 IUIs 
    3 Fresh IVFs= 1 Ectopic treated with MTX
    Spontaneous pregnancy #2= Ectopic #2= lost left tube
    Spontaneous pregnancy #3= DD2 January 29, 2016
    Spontaneous pregnancy #4= Ectopic #3
    Spontaneous pregnancy #5= Baby #3 is a BOY!!! 



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  • Dearest Diary,
    1. 10(?)dpo BFN - wah wah
    2. I woke up early and Jillian-ed - go me! 
    3. Then I ate a delicious cinnamon roll from Target that pretty much negates #2  :-?
    4. Cocktail party tonight and DH in on call tomorrow...that means this girl gets to enjoy some adult beverages! 

    Time for a boring work conference call...

    Two DDs 10/08 and 08/10, no primary IF
    TTC #3 since 10/2011 - dx unexplained/weak ovulation
     3 BFN clomid + TI cycles, 5 BFN clomid/gonal f IUIs, 1 mmc IUI
    2/19/2014 IVF #1 Unexpected low E2 (oversuppressed) -> increased to max doses = 3 or 4 follicles, converting to IUI
    BFFP Saw 1 beautiful heartbeat at 6w6d, follow up u/s at 9w showed mmc. Eff this.
    NTNP 5/2014-9/2014, OPKs and TI 10/2014 - 1/2015. 
    RPL testing all normal, AFC, AMH, and FSH all normal. 
    IVF 1.2 1/22/2014 natural cycle start, AFC 28, 300 gonal f/150menopur. 
    ER 2/3/15 14R 8M 3F w/ICSI Day 5 transfer on 2/8/15 of one "Grade A+" blast and have TWO frosties! 

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    My DD is sick and I think she has shared her germs with me. This is how I feel today.

    BFP #1 12.24.07 - DD born @ 39w1d on 08.26.08
    BFP #2 08.04.11 - DD born still @ 37w3d on 03.25.12

    Lilypie Angel and Memorial tickers

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    TTC #3 since May 2012

    BFP #3 12.29.12 - CP @ 4w2d on 01.02.13
    BFP #4 10.17.13 - CP @ 4w2d on 10.23.13

    BFP #5 04.06.14 - MMC 05.07.14

    No longer trying to conceive.

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  • So ok Jen, I am digging your format today: 


    #1 My kid comes out of her bedroom with her pants and underwear around her effing ankles because she shit in her underwear again- see the catch is, she HATES having poop in her underwear, so she'll take her pants off and throw them somewhere OR she'll trying to put on a pullup herself before she actually poops all in lieu of shitting on the actually POTTY. I don't fucking get it. She has pooped in the potty before, she gets all excited, I put a potty in the living room (AND THE BATHROOM) to accommodate this child, and she STILL prefers to shit in her pants and throw them around. FML. I am in never even potty training hell. 

    #2 My SIL is an asshole. There's  just too much to go into any detail. 

    #3 Ughh.. We have to go to the mall, a week and half before Christmas ON a Friday. FML. 

    #4 My husband is being extra annoying today. 


    Spontaneous pregnancy #1
    DD1 July 31, 2011

    Trying for #2 since Oct 11
    732973 Clomid Cycles
    2 IUIs 
    3 Fresh IVFs= 1 Ectopic treated with MTX
    Spontaneous pregnancy #2= Ectopic #2= lost left tube
    Spontaneous pregnancy #3= DD2 January 29, 2016
    Spontaneous pregnancy #4= Ectopic #3
    Spontaneous pregnancy #5= Baby #3 is a BOY!!! 



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  • Dear Diary,

    I'm spotting and I got another BFN. Which means! lots of wine tonight at the Xmas party!

    ~KC
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    Me: 27 DH: 33
    Married 6 years
    Conceived DS after 4 years of MFI

    TTC # 2 (not trying,not preventing ever)
    May 2013 - August 2013 Timed Intercourse = BFN
    September 2013 Timed Intercourse, Weekly Acupuncture, Herbs=BFN
    October 2013 Timed Intercourse, Weekly Acupuncture, Herbs, and "warming foods" = BFP
    Beta #1 19, Beta #2 18 Progesterone 4.6 Miscarried 11/9/13
    November 2013 - Benched, waiting for first post-loss AF.
    No longer benched per New RE/OB!
    Jan. 15 2014 - BFP. HCG 3900 - Ectopic :( 
    Jan. 16 2014 Left tube removed and D&C
    March 2, 2014 First AF


  • Dearest diary, why do I have to have my usual period headache today? It sucks knowing that AF is about to start. And I just wasted my last pregnancy test just to make sure, but yep, still negative! :(

    I'm right there with ya! Get you a cocktail!
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    Me: 27 DH: 33
    Married 6 years
    Conceived DS after 4 years of MFI

    TTC # 2 (not trying,not preventing ever)
    May 2013 - August 2013 Timed Intercourse = BFN
    September 2013 Timed Intercourse, Weekly Acupuncture, Herbs=BFN
    October 2013 Timed Intercourse, Weekly Acupuncture, Herbs, and "warming foods" = BFP
    Beta #1 19, Beta #2 18 Progesterone 4.6 Miscarried 11/9/13
    November 2013 - Benched, waiting for first post-loss AF.
    No longer benched per New RE/OB!
    Jan. 15 2014 - BFP. HCG 3900 - Ectopic :( 
    Jan. 16 2014 Left tube removed and D&C
    March 2, 2014 First AF


  • Dear Diary-

    Thankful my post D&C bleeding seems to have finally freaking stopped, but now it seems I might have a yeast infection from all the antibiotics from my post-op infection. Sweet. Just the cherry on top. Let's hope AF comes soon so we can get this TTC show back on the road. On that note, I am freaking pissed off that I have to be back at square one. Back to temping, and charting and drinking green tea, and peeing on OPKs and back to being anxious waiting on AF or a BFP.

    And also, big FU to miscarriage in general. I feel like I have been robbed of so much. Especially ANY peace during first tri if I am blessed to get pregnant again. Because THREE ultrasounds with a great heartbeat mean jack s*%& apparently.

    Signed,

    Still heartbroken and angry about my miscarriage.

    DD 12/1/2009
    TTC#2 Since May 2012
    Dx PCOS February 2013 on Metformin 1500 mg
    Met with RE October 2013, we've got a plan!
    Surprise BFP on "break cycle" 10/12/13. EDD 6/17/14.
    MMC discovered 11/25/13 at 10 weeks. D&C 11/27/13.
    BFP 2/8/14 Beta#1: 176, Prog 18! Beta#2:335, Prog, 19.5!
    EDD 10/16/2014

  • cerad5 said:

    Dear Diary-

    Thankful my post D&C bleeding seems to have finally freaking stopped, but now it seems I might have a yeast infection from all the antibiotics from my post-op infection. Sweet. Just the cherry on top. Let's hope AF comes soon so we can get this TTC show back on the road. On that note, I am freaking pissed off that I have to be back at square one. Back to temping, and charting and drinking green tea, and peeing on OPKs and back to being anxious waiting on AF or a BFP.

    And also, big FU to miscarriage in general. I feel like I have been robbed of so much. Especially ANY peace during first tri if I am blessed to get pregnant again. Because THREE ultrasounds with a great heartbeat mean jack s*%& apparently.

    Signed,

    Still heartbroken and angry about my miscarriage.

    Big ((hugs)). A MC is so devastating.

    Two DDs 10/08 and 08/10, no primary IF
    TTC #3 since 10/2011 - dx unexplained/weak ovulation
     3 BFN clomid + TI cycles, 5 BFN clomid/gonal f IUIs, 1 mmc IUI
    2/19/2014 IVF #1 Unexpected low E2 (oversuppressed) -> increased to max doses = 3 or 4 follicles, converting to IUI
    BFFP Saw 1 beautiful heartbeat at 6w6d, follow up u/s at 9w showed mmc. Eff this.
    NTNP 5/2014-9/2014, OPKs and TI 10/2014 - 1/2015. 
    RPL testing all normal, AFC, AMH, and FSH all normal. 
    IVF 1.2 1/22/2014 natural cycle start, AFC 28, 300 gonal f/150menopur. 
    ER 2/3/15 14R 8M 3F w/ICSI Day 5 transfer on 2/8/15 of one "Grade A+" blast and have TWO frosties! 

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  • Jen071407 said:

    cerad5 said:

    Dear Diary-

    Thankful my post D&C bleeding seems to have finally freaking stopped, but now it seems I might have a yeast infection from all the antibiotics from my post-op infection. Sweet. Just the cherry on top. Let's hope AF comes soon so we can get this TTC show back on the road. On that note, I am freaking pissed off that I have to be back at square one. Back to temping, and charting and drinking green tea, and peeing on OPKs and back to being anxious waiting on AF or a BFP.

    And also, big FU to miscarriage in general. I feel like I have been robbed of so much. Especially ANY peace during first tri if I am blessed to get pregnant again. Because THREE ultrasounds with a great heartbeat mean jack s*%& apparently.

    Signed,

    Still heartbroken and angry about my miscarriage.

    Big ((hugs)). A MC is so devastating.
    ^^ this. Big hugs and an alcoholic beverage to you delivered by a hot naked guy with a thong, a Santa hat and rock hard abs :)
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    Me: 27 DH: 33
    Married 6 years
    Conceived DS after 4 years of MFI

    TTC # 2 (not trying,not preventing ever)
    May 2013 - August 2013 Timed Intercourse = BFN
    September 2013 Timed Intercourse, Weekly Acupuncture, Herbs=BFN
    October 2013 Timed Intercourse, Weekly Acupuncture, Herbs, and "warming foods" = BFP
    Beta #1 19, Beta #2 18 Progesterone 4.6 Miscarried 11/9/13
    November 2013 - Benched, waiting for first post-loss AF.
    No longer benched per New RE/OB!
    Jan. 15 2014 - BFP. HCG 3900 - Ectopic :( 
    Jan. 16 2014 Left tube removed and D&C
    March 2, 2014 First AF


  • KC1212 said:

    Dear Diary-

    Thankful my post D&C bleeding seems to have finally freaking stopped, but now it seems I might have a yeast infection from all the antibiotics from my post-op infection. Sweet. Just the cherry on top. Let's hope AF comes soon so we can get this TTC show back on the road. On that note, I am freaking pissed off that I have to be back at square one. Back to temping, and charting and drinking green tea, and peeing on OPKs and back to being anxious waiting on AF or a BFP.

    And also, big FU to miscarriage in general. I feel like I have been robbed of so much. Especially ANY peace during first tri if I am blessed to get pregnant again. Because THREE ultrasounds with a great heartbeat mean jack s*%& apparently.

    Signed,

    Still heartbroken and angry about my miscarriage.

    Big ((hugs)). A MC is so devastating.
    ^^ this. Big hugs and an alcoholic beverage to you delivered by a hot naked guy with a thong, a Santa hat and rock hard abs :)

    Thanks ladies :) And I can't wait for my beverage from a hot naked guy!! Woooohooo! Maybe I'll settle for a glass of wine delivered by DH who is quite handsome ;)
    DD 12/1/2009
    TTC#2 Since May 2012
    Dx PCOS February 2013 on Metformin 1500 mg
    Met with RE October 2013, we've got a plan!
    Surprise BFP on "break cycle" 10/12/13. EDD 6/17/14.
    MMC discovered 11/25/13 at 10 weeks. D&C 11/27/13.
    BFP 2/8/14 Beta#1: 176, Prog 18! Beta#2:335, Prog, 19.5!
    EDD 10/16/2014

  • DD-

    Why does formatting suck on the iPad? It is better than pre-update mobile bumping, though. Having to turn off java and all..

    Anyway, 10dpo bfn and spotting. Awesome. Drinks all around.

    Work sucks. It hasn't slowed down since September and I am exhausted. So exhausted. That's one job.

    This is my other job. I have ONE client scheduled tomorrow. One asked for a Saturday appointment and I accommodated, and then no one else took an open spot. And it's supposed to snow like crazy tonight. So I may have to white-knuckle it the whole commute tomorrow morning for one person. Not looking forward to that.

    My house is a wreck again. I busted ass for a whole weekend cleaning the hell out of it- organizing, rearranging, scrubbing. And DH manages to have time to get to the gym during the day but can't manage to maintain anything but the dishes. WTF?

    And I just went to check on DS, to see how he was doing with going potty (he's recently become a little more independent in that) and found him flinging pee and toilet water all over the place using MY HAIRBRUSH. FML.
  • Dear Diary,
    Lovely heaviest period ever. Have ruined pants for first time since a teen. Acne too. Wasn't bfn enough? Oh and according to my calendar I will ovulate on Christmas- what a cruel joke. 12 days til Christmas- am I the only one who feels totally unChristmasy?
    January 2007- Stop BCP! Let's DO this!
    June 2010- MFI. BS. IVF! Ectopic. BS. image

    November 2010- FAILED FET! BS!
    January 2011- BFP FET! TWINS!
    February 2011- lost twin. BS. image

    SEPTEMBER 2011- DD Born! Most awesome girl in the world!

    November 2013- FAILED FET! BS! (screw you November FETs)
    April Fresh Cycle, FAILED. Frozen embryos frozen for future FETs.
    FROZEN CYCLE JUNE! BFP
    BABY BOY VINCENT!
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    We can't wait to meet you!
    Conception:image
    imageimage Potato Love!

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  • Dear Diary,

    It was fun celebrating  DDs 2nd birthday today.  Now, if I could just get pregnant with a sibling for her, that'd be really great.  She's got a bad case of only child syndrome right now.  We need to cure that.  
    href="http://www.fertilityfriend.com/home/33e2da" rel="nofollow">Chart


  • Dear Diary, 


    Fuck you December. Fuck the entire fucking month. 


    I'm so over it. 


    #teameverybodygetspregnantinjanuary


    Spontaneous pregnancy #1
    DD1 July 31, 2011

    Trying for #2 since Oct 11
    732973 Clomid Cycles
    2 IUIs 
    3 Fresh IVFs= 1 Ectopic treated with MTX
    Spontaneous pregnancy #2= Ectopic #2= lost left tube
    Spontaneous pregnancy #3= DD2 January 29, 2016
    Spontaneous pregnancy #4= Ectopic #3
    Spontaneous pregnancy #5= Baby #3 is a BOY!!! 



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  • Dear diary,

     

    these cramps are fucking killing me! Im fixing to get a knife and cut my own vagina off!!!  it feels like it's falling off anyway, might as well get it the fuck over with. Im so moody, i literally hate everything. True story, i cussed out the leaves that wont stay off my effing porch tonight!

     

    Ughhh someone shoot me now, please! :(

  • Dear diary,

     

    these cramps are fucking killing me! Im fixing to get a knife and cut my own vagina off!!!  it feels like it's falling off anyway, might as well get it the fuck over with. Im so moody, i literally hate everything. True story, i cussed out the leaves that wont stay off my effing porch tonight!

     

    Ughhh someone shoot me now, please! :(

    Hugs. :( It's gonna get better soon, love. Promise.  :-*


    Spontaneous pregnancy #1
    DD1 July 31, 2011

    Trying for #2 since Oct 11
    732973 Clomid Cycles
    2 IUIs 
    3 Fresh IVFs= 1 Ectopic treated with MTX
    Spontaneous pregnancy #2= Ectopic #2= lost left tube
    Spontaneous pregnancy #3= DD2 January 29, 2016
    Spontaneous pregnancy #4= Ectopic #3
    Spontaneous pregnancy #5= Baby #3 is a BOY!!! 



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