Vent: Im too sick to go to the NICU :(

LucyRicardo3 · December 2013

Short version: I was diagnosed with walking pneumonia today by my primary care dr.

I"ve been feeling pretty rotten for a few days but had chalked it up to sleep deprivation, stress, etc.
I haven't seen my little guy since Sunday because of sitter coordination issues for my older kids, so it was a blessing in a way since I wasn't sick the last time I saw him.

Now I can't see him until this Sunday because I can't take a zpack due to pumping, so I'm on Ceftin which will take a lot longer to knock it out.
I know it's best for him, but goodness, I'm heartbroken. The nurses and lactaction counselors are being very supportive but this really sucks.... :,(

Tylynngrace · December 2013

I'm so sorry you can't see him! But at least you'll be 100% and feeling better the next time you do! Hang in there momma!

[Deleted User] · December 2013

Sorry that you can't see your little one. I just had strep throat and didnt see my son for 3 days and was super upset. At least you won't be contagious and that's the most important thing that matters.

aessary03 · December 2013

I'm so sorry

But he's in good hands.

rkcaraway · December 2013

I'm sorry! I had that happen once where I couldn't go for 9 days. My nurses were awesome and sent me pics, videos, and did facetime. My husband also went and snuggled with her. She is in good hands. Try to concentrate on getting better!!

Pips09 · December 2013

That is just the worst feeling! I hope you feel better soon!

LucyRicardo3 · December 2013

thanks, Ladies, for the support!
I've been feeling a lot better today and trying to focus on spending a few minutes at a time on disinfecting the house, and feathering the nest, so to speak.
My DH was able to go late last night and visit. He left a disposable camera for the nurses and they loved it. Little guy gets his picc line removed today since he is really gaining weight and tolerating increased feeds very well:)

Still trying to get him where he's comfortable on his oxygen levels.. He's back up to 38% and 4 liters.

kelly422 · December 2013

Hope you get better soon!

Side note: What's wrong with Zpak while pumping? It should be fine to use.

LucyRicardo3 · December 2013

@kelly422
I don't know specifics, but the nurse practitioner at the dr office and the lactation nurse said it was not recommended.

jbranden12 · December 2013

Sorry you are sick! How heartbreaking. I'm glad your LO is doing well and you can get a few things done around the house. I'm sure it will help your sanity later, though I won't go so far as to say it's a blessing in disguise, ha!

Pips09 · December 2013

LucyRicardo3 said:

@kelly422
I don't know specifics, but the nurse practitioner at the dr office and the lactation nurse said it was not recommended.

Hi there,

Have you asked the neo's about it? I was put on a strong antibiotic that my OB told me to pump and dump with, and when I told the NICU nurses how dissapointed I was with that, they brought it to their daily round-table discussions with the neo's and they all agreed it was OK to pump and give to the baby. It doesn't hurt to ask!

Eshirley26 · December 2013

I'm so sorry you are so sick and unable to see your LO. I'll keep you in my thoughts & prayers. It's what's best for baby, but having limitations to visiting was a terrible feeling when we were in the NICU. Try to rest & feel better soon!

LucyRicardo3 · December 2013

thanks again, everyone!

I had my big emotional break down last night. I just couldn't take it. DH had bought a newer car yesterday since his old one is on its last leg and his new job is a further commute. I rode with him to pick it up last night and there was a couple walking in carrying a baby in a carrier and, thankfully I was waiting in my van in the parking lot, before I knew it I had one tear and then a waterfall, ugly cry.

This has been the longest week of my life.

I even wanted to throw my pump out in the street last night.. I'd just had enough of the "fakeness" of being a new mom=ie not getting to see my LO, being plugged to a machine while having very sore boobs and expected to make milk on demand, and just feeling like poop from giving birth less than 2 weeks ago and trying to get over this yuck..

I am clear to go tomorrow and I plan on getting there as soon as I can. I'm sure y'all understand what that's like..

Thanks again for your support for this newbie.

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