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Pharmacy meltdown

kaf7kaf7 member
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So I realized this morning that after my office expenses and setting aside my taxes my net income for the last 3 weeks is $270. That's it. Fast forward to picking up my (not previously frozen) suprefact with no drug plan this evening which came to $186. And then the pharmacist asks if I am transferring to the local fertility clinic and I say no, that I am going to finish up at my old clinic and she then shares that she is applying to adopt because that's the best fit for her and her husband and how she knows how tough IF can be mentally. And then I burst into tears. I don't have a real point to this post other than to share how emotional I am when I haven't even started back on hormones yet!!!
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  • imoveritimoverit member
    Hugs. IF is not easy and deserves a CIO every now and again.
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  • TJ1979TJ1979 member
    Oh kaf. Big hugs. IF is such a B. and a surprise compassionate person can be an overwhelming feeling sometimes when you are used to holding it all on your shoulders alone. I would have cried too. Treat yourself to something special. You deserve it.
    TTC with PCOS since November 2009
    IUI#1 Femara/Ovidrel (cd 3-7) = BFP, m/c
    IUI#2 Femara/Ovidrel (cd 5-9) = BFN
    IUI#3 Femara/Ovidrel (cd 3-7) = BFP!
    beta #1 11/23 = 270, P4 = 75
    beta #2 11/28 = 2055
    Our daughter E was born 7/29/2012!
    Surprise, our 2nd daughter P was born 5/22/14!
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  • kaf7kaf7 member
    Thanks guys. I had some of my fave ice cream and put LO down 30min early to have some extra time to myself. I am feeling a little better now. I start suprefact on Saturday and I wish I didn't have to work on fri night or I'd have my fave wine before heading into the FET!
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  • Mrs.AmyDylanMrs.AmyDylan member
    Boooo! Huge hugs. I would cry if I took home $270 for three weeks of work, nevermind the evil IF bs.
    TTC Since 3/2010
    Me-36, Unexplained Infertility, DH-35, all clear
    Clomid 50mg 12/2011 = BFN
    Clomid 100mg 1/2012 = BFN, with Cyst
    IVF #1 Lupron/Menopur/Gonal-f/HCG Trigger
    ER 4/19/12 = 11 retrieved, 6 fertilized,
    ET 4/22/12 = 2 transfered (day 3), remaining 3 weren't good enough to freeze
    Beta 5/3 = BFP, 87 Beta #2 5/7 560.9 Beta #3 5/9 1376.5 First u/s One Baby, 125bpm!
    Second u/s, 176bmp! Kicked over to the OB by the RE at 8w. Team Green!! 
    Baby girl J arrived two weeks early! Born into water, med-free. Hooray for Team Pink!

    TTC #2 - back to the RE, treatment started 12/2014. 

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  • MneraniMnerani member
    Sorry, that's really hard. I hope things get better for you soon.
    DH and I are Americans living an adventure in Kenya since 2011
    DX: PCOS (annovulatory)
    Feb 2012: IUI #1 w/ only 1M sperm and a single follie = BFP! 
    Nov 2012: Little buddy born in Kenya
    Nov 2013: Trying for a second, still w PCOS
    Dec 2013: IUI cycle canceled for non-response
    Jan 2014: Break cycle BFP!

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  • Dragonfly1226Dragonfly1226 member
    IF just sucks. I hate it. (((((hugehugs)))))
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    After two Clomid cycles, three injectable IUI cycles, two IVFs, two miscarriages, and one lap surgery, IVF #2 has brought us our little boy!

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    After months of being postponed or cancelled, FET #1.3 (Natural FET) brought us twin girls!

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  • mcgeevamcgeeva member

    Wow some people. I'm sorry I hope your feeling better today :/

    Married: 5/09 ~ TTC Since: 10/10 ~ PCOS ~ Progesterone from 10/10 - 2/11 ~ HSG on 3/18 - Clear ~ Started Metformin 1000mg & Clomid 50mg 2/11 ~ Metformin upped to 1500mg 4/6 ~ 6/7 Now going to SG and put on Clomid, Ovidrel, Gonal F, Prometrium, Estrace ~ IUI #1 7/2 = BFP!!!!!! March 6th our little man was born. 

    6/17/13 - Ovidrel, Follistim, Prometrium ~ IUI #1 7/2 = BFP! March 17th our St. Pattys day baby arrived

    10/29/17 - Started process for IVF, got pregnant & miscarried a 2nd time since summer. 2/22 started stims - Menopur, Gonal F, Cetrotide - retrieval 3/6 - , PIO, estrace 3xday - FET 4/18 = Beta 1: 616; Beta 2: 1342 = BFP 

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