Hi Girls, sorry to be such a PW lately. There really is no point to this post... Just putting it out there in the hopes that it'll make me feel a little better. It's been a little (a lot) rough around here as we do our best to pick up the pieces after Monday... getting canceled before ET was/is a horrible blow. We are still heartbroken and stunned.
We had our WTF appointment yesterday... feel free to read about it in my blog (link in siggy or mobile bumpies
click here). The cliff notes version: Doc thinks egg quality is our issue and offered three options (IVF with PGD, IUI+injects, donor eggs). We got a copy of our records (that file is THICK! A lot of paper!!) and have appointments set up with three other clinics to get a second (third & fourth) opinion. We are not going to move forward with IVF#3 until we have a rock solid plan and a decent amount of hope to go on. In the meantime, we are going to do another IUI with our current doctor.
I cannot believe this is happening... I'm just praying for our miracle to come along... I don't care how, just want it to happen before my heart can't be glued back together anymore. I'm sending a lot of love and luck out to everyone here hoping that our miracles are on the way very, very soon.
**SIGGY WARNING**
Me: 32 DH: 35 TTC#1 since March 2012
Dx: Poor Embryo Quality, Arcuate Uterus, Poor Uterine Blood Flow, Mild Endo,
Protein S Deficiency, Sjorgen's Syndrome
IUI #1-5: BFN
Laparoscopy & Hysteroscopy: minimal endo, partial septoplasty
IVF #1: 10R/6M/6F ~ Day 3 ET = BFN
IVF #2: 14R/9M/5F ~ transfer canceled ~ all embryos arrested at 1-2 cell stage
IVF #3: 9R/5M/5F ~ 1 frosty!
IVF #4 (FET #1): BFN
IVF #5 (DE IVF #1 with Dr. KK protocol): Currently PREGNANT!!!!!!
Synthroid + Prednisone + Metformin + Baby Aspirin + Supplements Galore = 15+ pills a day
Lupron + Lovenox + Delestrogen + IVIG + B/W = 2-5 pokes a day
19R, 17M, 17F - transferred two Grade A blasts 11/16, four frosties!!!
Beta #1 11/24 (13dpo/8dp5dt) = 367 ~ Beta #2 11/26 (15dpo/10dp5dt) = 709
Beta #3 11/29 (18dpo/13dp5dt) = 1,997 ~ Beta #4 12/1 (20dpo/15dp5dt) = 3,403
Re: AW Alert: WTF Appointment...
TTC since Sept 2011, Unexplained IF
Oct 12 - Jan 14: 3 clomid/TI cycles, 2 hysteroscopies, 2 IUIs, 1 BFP (MMC @ 12w), 2 more IUIs
Feb 14: Gonal-f + IUI #5 = BFP! (EDD 11/4/14)
Baby boy arrived 11/13/14!
Just to offer the other side of the supplements story, I've been on DHEA, CoQ10, and L-Arganine since the beginning of September. Given my results last cycle, I'm not sure they're doing much for me, but it can't hurt!
TTC #1 since June 2012
Me (28) - DOR (AFC <10, undetectable AMH, >10 FSH), homozygous E429A MTHFR
DH (29) - MFI low count and morphology
September 2013 IUI#1 - Clomid + Trigger + IUI = BFN
October 2013 IUI#2 - Letrozole + Menopur + Trigger + IUI = BFN
Nov 2013 IVF/ICSI #1 - Protocol: BCP prep, high doses Menopur and Bravelle (12 days), ganirelex
Results: 5 retrieved / mature, 4 fertilized, 1 arrested and 3 complex abnormal after day 3 PGS = Cancelled after ER
Jan/Feb 2014 IVF/ICSI #2 - Protocol: Estrogen priming, high doses Menopur and Bravelle (11 days), microdose lupron
Results: Cancelled after 11 days of stims due to low response and E2 levels
Feb 2014 IVF/ICSI #3 - Protocol: No prep, low dose Menopur (6 days), ganirelex, Bravelle booster with trigger
Results: 1 retrieved / 0 mature = Cancelled after ER
Officially moving on to embryo adoption! We used and love Embryo Adoption Services of Cedar Park
October 2014 FET #1 - BCP/Lupron/Estrace/Prometrium, transferred 2 of 4 from match #1, BFN
December 2014 FET #2 - BCP/Lupron/Estrace/Prometrium, transferred 2 of 4 from match #1, BFN
March 2015 FET #3 - BCP/Lupron/Estrace/Prometrium, transferred 2 of 6 from match #2, BFN
May 2015 FET #4 - BCP/Lupron/Estrace/Prometrium, lost 2 to thaw, transferred 2 of 6 from match #2, BFN
October 2015 FET #5 - Natural cycle, lost 1 from match #3 and 1 from clinic backup to thaw, transferred 1 backup, BFN
February 2016 FET #6 - Natural cycle, transferred 1 from match #4, B FREAKING P!
Beta 1 = 162, Beta 2 = 316, doubling just over 48 hours
Late to the party, but here is what supplements I am taking for "egg quality."
300mg of ubiquinol (advanced form CoQ10)
2000mg of L-Arginine
Vitamin C (labeled dosage)
Myo Inositol (I am taking powdered form that I found online at the labeled dosage)
This is all in addition to my PNV and extra DHA.
I will warn you that the L-Arginine that I bought tastes like crap (even though it is capsules) and gives me burps that taste like crap. It's worth it though if it helps with my egg quality.
TTC #1 since August 2011
My Blog
September 2012: Start IF testing
DH (32): SA is ok, slightly low morph, normal SCSA Me (32): Slightly low progesterone, hostile CM, carrier for CF, Moderately high NKC, High TNFa, heterozyogous mutated Factor XIII, and +APA
October 2012-May 2014: 4 failed IUIs, 3 failed IVFs, and 1 failed FETw/donor embryos
November 2014: IVF w/ICSI #4 Agonist/Antagonist with EPP and Prednisone, Baby Aspirin, Lovenox, and IVIG for immune issues. Converted to freeze all due to lining issues. 2 blasts frozen on day 6!
January 2015: FET #2 Cancelled due to lining issues
April 2015: FET #2.1
PAIF/SAIF Welcome!
No problem. Most of my supplements came as suggestions from @calindi and my own research, my clinic isn't big on supplements. I ran most of them through my RE (or nurse) to get the ok before starting them.
Another supplement I am going to take is melatonin, but only during my cycle (I usually take it during down regulation anyway because lupron + bcp gives me insomnia). I have read that long term melatonin use isn't a great idea.
TTC #1 since August 2011
My Blog
September 2012: Start IF testing
DH (32): SA is ok, slightly low morph, normal SCSA Me (32): Slightly low progesterone, hostile CM, carrier for CF, Moderately high NKC, High TNFa, heterozyogous mutated Factor XIII, and +APA
October 2012-May 2014: 4 failed IUIs, 3 failed IVFs, and 1 failed FETw/donor embryos
November 2014: IVF w/ICSI #4 Agonist/Antagonist with EPP and Prednisone, Baby Aspirin, Lovenox, and IVIG for immune issues. Converted to freeze all due to lining issues. 2 blasts frozen on day 6!
January 2015: FET #2 Cancelled due to lining issues
April 2015: FET #2.1
PAIF/SAIF Welcome!