Glad to be here (intro)

I stumbled across this board from a thread on my month board Aug13 and was encouraged by seeing how many others are going through or have made it through what I'm going through. I have been struggling with invasive thoughts that have me sick to my stomach and lay awake at night worried about the kind of person I must be to think such things. I've been working with my midwife to try and correct the imbalance. I have seen lots of improvement but it's an ongoing battle and hope to come out of it not hating myself. I have a beautiful 15 week baby girl and life should be perfect and wonderful and I should be so happy, as even perfect strangers like to remind me. I'm just glad I've found a place where people can understand if I talk about how I'm really doing. I hope to post heremuch more in the future. Thanks for reading!