Trouble TTC

Flame Free Tuesday Confessions? Anyone?

I'll start...I got my first BFN from a treatment cycle....I haven't been to work all week. In fairness to me, I have a super shitty cold, but I'd be lying if I didn't admit my major illness was feeling blue. Someone else confess something!! Please!
Me: 34 | He: 40
TTC since 08/2012
DX: DOR




Re: Flame Free Tuesday Confessions? Anyone?

  • Yes! Thank you @BlueJoan!
    Me: 34 | He: 40
    TTC since 08/2012
    DX: DOR




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  • edited December 2013
    Amen to that!
    Me: 34 | He: 40
    TTC since 08/2012
    DX: DOR




  • I am having a super shitty day at work so I just went and got a pralines and cream mcflurry and I will not be tracking the weight watchers points.  I think that angry points shouldn't count :)  If hubby asks i'm going to say i needed a big ol' diet coke :) 
    This isn't nearly as scandalous as you other ladies, but I think it counts!
    Ba hahahaha!


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    Me-30 DH-34
    2002- Diagnosed with PCOS at 18
    10/11-10/12 - tried to conceive naturally with Metformin, due to PCOS never had a cycle
    10/12-12/12 3 cycles of Clomid - fail
    6/13- 1st cycle on Clomid 50mg, Metformin, Follistim, and Ovidrel- BFN
    7/13 2nd cycle on Clomid 50 mg, Metformin, Follistim, and Ovidrel 1st IUI - BFN
    8/13 3rd cycle on Clomid 50 mg, Metformin, Follistim, and Ovidrel 2nd IUI - BFN
    9/13 4th cycle on Clomid 50 mg, Metformin, Follistim, and Ovidrel - Benched with Cysts
    From 12/13 to current I have ovulated 4 times naturally
    Currently on break to get healthy.... 35 pounds down, 13 to go!
    All Are Welcome!!

  • edited December 2013
    I am skipping work's holiday party on Thursday.  First, who in the world schedules a holiday party during the week (and expects you to show up to work bright and early the next day)?  Second, given that I am fully expecting a BFN at tomorrow's Beta, the last thing I want do to is plaster a fake grin on my face and pretend that everything is all happy.  I would much rather go home and eat pizza in my pjs.

    Married 10/06

    Baby Girl "C" arrived on 10/07/14 (39 weeks, 6 days)


     

  • @calindi Do you have an etsy shop?
    Me: 34 | He: 40
    TTC since 08/2012
    DX: DOR




  • @calindi those are awesome!
    Married 8/6/2011 Me (26) DH (33) SA normal,HSG clear TTC since August 2011 7/2012 50mg Clomid+Trigger+IUI+progesterone =BFN 8/2012 100mg Clomid+estrogen+Trigger+IUI+progestrone=BFN 10/2012 100mg clomid+Gonal+Lupron+Trigger+Progestrone+IUI=BFP but ectopic.
  • Love4ScienceLove4Science member
    edited December 2013
    I'm a week late on setting up the advisory committee for my program's state approval.  And I don't care.  And it feels great.

    And for lunch our culinary program made baked potato casserole and chocolate chip cookies.  I ate both and they were delicious.
    Baby girl N born 10/29/14!

    **Follow your heart, but take your brain with you**


  • I love it @gsancho! I was doing C25K last year and doing an amazing awesome job. Running further and faster than ever before. Then I realized that I was running on a slight decline.
    Me: 34 | He: 40
    TTC since 08/2012
    DX: DOR




  • @gsancho that is sooooo hilarious!  Totally something I would do (if I exercised of course)!
    Ba hahahaha!


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    Me-30 DH-34
    2002- Diagnosed with PCOS at 18
    10/11-10/12 - tried to conceive naturally with Metformin, due to PCOS never had a cycle
    10/12-12/12 3 cycles of Clomid - fail
    6/13- 1st cycle on Clomid 50mg, Metformin, Follistim, and Ovidrel- BFN
    7/13 2nd cycle on Clomid 50 mg, Metformin, Follistim, and Ovidrel 1st IUI - BFN
    8/13 3rd cycle on Clomid 50 mg, Metformin, Follistim, and Ovidrel 2nd IUI - BFN
    9/13 4th cycle on Clomid 50 mg, Metformin, Follistim, and Ovidrel - Benched with Cysts
    From 12/13 to current I have ovulated 4 times naturally
    Currently on break to get healthy.... 35 pounds down, 13 to go!
    All Are Welcome!!

  •  
    @hope2bmom83 yeah, I'm not ready for the Getting Healthy Check-in, yet!!  Maybe after this weekend when I go skiing, I'll feel more fit :)


    Me 33, DH 37 -- TTC since Jan'12 -- Low AMH (0.78) & endo, SA w/ low motility
    IUI's 1-3 = BFN, IVF converted to IUI 4/13 = BFN
    IVF 1.2: 8R 6M 4F -- 2 blastocysts frozen, FET 8/15 = BFP!!
    Beta #s = 445;1,098; 9,545  -- EDD 5/2 -- Team Pink!
    Camila Josephine arrived 4/30 :)
  • At lunch today, I ordered a bag of sliced apples...in addition to the fries that came with the combo.  I was going to be good and only eat the apples.  I devoured it all.  LOL.
    Me: 30/Moderate Endometriosis/Bicornuate Uterus
    DH:  34/Perfect

    TTC #1
    June '11 - Lap + Hysteroscopy to remove endo + polyps
    July '11 - July '13:  TTC naturally
    Aug '13 - RE tracked natural cycle/Began aggressive approach
    Oct 10, '13:  Lap + Hysteroscopy #2 to remove endo + polyps + endometrioma
    11/5/13 - IUI #1 (Femara + Follistim + HCG Trigger + Progesterone) = BFN
    12/5/13 - IUI #2
    (Femara + Follistim + HCG Trigger + Progesterone) - BFN
    Jan '14 - IUI #3
    (Femara + Follistim + HCG Trigger + Progesterone) - BFN
    Feb '14 - Prepping for IVF #1...Begin BCP on 2/17
      
  • edited December 2013
    I love it @NotSoPatientlyWaiting.  Yesterday I went to Chick Fil A and got a large fry and a peppermint milkshake. That was my lunch. I thought they forgot to give me a straw and I almost had a meltdown. 
    Me: 34 | He: 40
    TTC since 08/2012
    DX: DOR




  • @mrs.chaiffetz There is a such thing as Thanksgiving candy?  How do I not know this?
    Me: 34 | He: 40
    TTC since 08/2012
    DX: DOR




  • @ronniesgirl1981 - Fries and a shake...sounds about perfect to me! :)
    Me: 30/Moderate Endometriosis/Bicornuate Uterus
    DH:  34/Perfect

    TTC #1
    June '11 - Lap + Hysteroscopy to remove endo + polyps
    July '11 - July '13:  TTC naturally
    Aug '13 - RE tracked natural cycle/Began aggressive approach
    Oct 10, '13:  Lap + Hysteroscopy #2 to remove endo + polyps + endometrioma
    11/5/13 - IUI #1 (Femara + Follistim + HCG Trigger + Progesterone) = BFN
    12/5/13 - IUI #2
    (Femara + Follistim + HCG Trigger + Progesterone) - BFN
    Jan '14 - IUI #3
    (Femara + Follistim + HCG Trigger + Progesterone) - BFN
    Feb '14 - Prepping for IVF #1...Begin BCP on 2/17
      
  • @ronniesgirl1981  Yep.  I get the fall colored Hershey kisses and peanut butter cups LOL

    Me: 35   DH:  29

    TTC:  Since 10-31-2007

    Dx:  Me: PCOS, an-ovulation    DH:  Nothing so far

    2007-2011 - Tried Clomid, Ovidrel Trigger with TI -BFN

    11/2013 - back to RE for new plan.

    Cycle 1: Letrozole cd3-7; U/S cd12 (27mm left); ovidrel trigger; progesterone test and suppositories - BFN

    HSG- 12/16/13 - clear and "Beautiful" per Dr. Attaran

    Cycle 2- Letrozole cd3-7, ovidrel trigger, progesterone test and suppositories-BFN

    BENCHED UNTIL FURTHER NOTICE



  • JMForte33JMForte33 member
    edited December 2013
    Rumbera28 -- Ha! Yes! I do this too. That show is soooo addicting :)

              --II-------- >  Siggy Warning < --------II--
    Info:
    Me: 28  DH: 26
    TTC Since Sept '12
    10/2013: FirstRE appt.
    HSG and bloodwork normal;SA normal
    Dx: A-Typical PCOS  /  MTHFR folic acid gene mutation
    Treatments: Gonal-F Pen Injections
    11/22/13 - Ovidrel Trigger
    11/24/13 - IUI #1 -- BFN
    12/18/13 - Ovidrel Trigger
    12/20/13 - IUI #2 -- BFN 
    1/23/14  - IVF #1 Transfer
    2/3/14   - BFP! Beta #1 = 508
    2/5/14   - Beta #2 = 1193
    3/3/14   - 1st Ultrasound- 1 Bean, HR 171 bpm 
    4/3/14   - OB Ultrasound & Appointmnt

                   *~*~~ All Welcome ~~*~*
    AnniversaryPregnancy Ticker
  • mines small.. 
    but when my husband came home from work earlier this week..-i told him all the things ive been doing to our new house (cleaning, cooking, organizing, unpacking) lol when really i did 2 of them, he thought i worked so hard, that he offered to rub my feet for 20 minutes! ((i didnt correct him)) it was AWESOME. i might try round 2 tonight haha. 



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    DH= burn vic, abn sa MFI|| ME= PCOS, Sarcoidosis, Hypohyroidism HSG-OK
    tried naturally 2011 & 2012-
    TTC with nurse practitioner 2013
    2 clomid cycles- both bfn, started seeing RE 2013 
    FEBUARY PLAN-HSG|| March Game plan-FEMARA IUI+TRIGGER 
    MARCH-BFP (beta1;104-beta2;302)-bc of hsg
    [[all welcome !!!!!!!!!!!! ]]
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  • I'm so stressed out with work, buying a house and this IF stuff - I really miss wine.  I mean REALLY miss it. I just ordered a case of de-alcholized (why bother) wine just so I can feel like I'm drinking. Who does that?  I also had M & M's for lunch - which I later learned 54 of them is equal to the caffeine in 2 cups of coffee.  I wonder how many are in a package.  

    ***Siggy Warning***

    Me: 35 DH: 34 
    TTC since May 2012 
    Unexplained Infertility
    IUI#1 October 2013-  58m post wash - BFN
    IUI#2 November 2013- 39m post wash - BFN
    IUI#3 January 2014- 33m post wash - BFN
    IVF #1 March 2014- 23R/18F/ZERO Frosties - BFN 
    IVF #2 May 2014 - 17R/14F/1 frozen pea (2-8 cell 10% fragmentation day 3) BFP
    Beta #1 77.7 (13dp3dt) 
    Beta #2 307 (17dp3dt)
    Beta #3 695 (19dp3dt)
    Beta #4 2232 (23dp3dt)

    1 Beautiful Baby - EDD 1/28/15

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    **All Are Welcome**
  • This is a nice thread thanks for starting it. I'll confess even though my RE says I can go back to work after my IUI, I am taking the day off using FMLA.
    Me 29 DH 30 Unexplained IF TTC since wedding May 2012. IUI #1 11/5/13-BFN.  IUI #2 12/5/13-BFN. IUI #3-12/30/14. All three with Femara CD 3-7 and Ovidrel trigger. +HPT 1/13/14 First +ever!!! Beta #1 195 Beta #2 1/15-533. Ultrasound on 2/4 showed one bean. EDD 9/22/14. Team Green turned Team Blue-Baby Conner arrived on 9/19/14.



  • @calindi Added you to my favorite!
    Me: 34 | He: 40
    TTC since 08/2012
    DX: DOR




  • I ordered a shake tonight at the drive in at Steak N Shake and sat in the parking lot and drank it. I told DH I would be home a little late because I got hung up at work...

    DH (29) & Me (26) - Married 9/22/2012
    TTC since 9/2012
    Dx - Annovulatory; PCOS-IR

    8/2013 - First consult with RE
    9/2013 - HSG, SHG both clear; SA normal
    Oct 2013 - Jan 2014 - Clomid + Trigger + IUI #1-3 = BFN's
    Feb 2014 - Femara + Trigger + IUI #4 = BFP!!!!!
    Beta #1 - 3/2/14 (15dpo) - 123
    Beta #2 - 3/4/14 (17dpo) - 378
    1st ultrasound - 3/21/14 - 1 little ninja, heartbeat - 120bpm
    Due November 7, 2014

    **ALL** Welcome

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  • I really love these confessions! Here's mine: while discussing Christmas gifts, my SIL decided that each couple in the family would together buy each family member one gift. I asked if she was sure 'cause she loves to shop. Well... yesterday morning she tells me in passing that she buys my husband 3 Christmas gifts. I asked her why we agreed to only buy 1 gift since the damn holiday sales all passed and I could have bought extra gifts but didn't want to embarrass her. She told me I misunderstood her lol and the number of gifts didn't count, it's the cost that counted. Well, my confession is now I plan to buy my MIL the gift of the century just to spite SIL and blow her out of the water. A spite gift...this is how low I will go when I'm pissed!

    Me and DH: 32, TTC since 2/2012
    Dx: lean PCOS, low hormone levels, 2 CP's before seeing RE, MTHFR heterozygous
    IUI #1 with clomid and ovidrel: BFN
    IUI #2 with clomid (unresponsive), femara, ovidrel and novarel: Possible CP
    IUI #3 with femara, ovidrel and novarel: BFN
    IUI #4 with Follistim (115 iu) and ovidrel= BFN, developed OHSS, benched- 2 weeks of birth control pills
    IUI #5 with Follistim (75iu) and ovidrel= BFN........Taking a medication break for a few months
    IUI #6 with Follistim (75iu) every other day, femara and Lupron trigger= BFN
    *Taking a long break to get healthy and research/prepare for IVF*
    Goal: gain 5 lbs, gluten/dairy/soy/nut free
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    3T June Siggy Challenge- Celebrity Crush: Woody Harrelson
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  • i love the spite gift idea, u go girl ! i wish i could see her face @jadziadax




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    DH= burn vic, abn sa MFI|| ME= PCOS, Sarcoidosis, Hypohyroidism HSG-OK
    tried naturally 2011 & 2012-
    TTC with nurse practitioner 2013
    2 clomid cycles- both bfn, started seeing RE 2013 
    FEBUARY PLAN-HSG|| March Game plan-FEMARA IUI+TRIGGER 
    MARCH-BFP (beta1;104-beta2;302)-bc of hsg
    [[all welcome !!!!!!!!!!!! ]]
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  • i have an etsy shop as well, "hhiilluuhhrree" shut down for the holidays, but still. lol 



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    DH= burn vic, abn sa MFI|| ME= PCOS, Sarcoidosis, Hypohyroidism HSG-OK
    tried naturally 2011 & 2012-
    TTC with nurse practitioner 2013
    2 clomid cycles- both bfn, started seeing RE 2013 
    FEBUARY PLAN-HSG|| March Game plan-FEMARA IUI+TRIGGER 
    MARCH-BFP (beta1;104-beta2;302)-bc of hsg
    [[all welcome !!!!!!!!!!!! ]]
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  • @pcrumley Found and added!
    Me: 34 | He: 40
    TTC since 08/2012
    DX: DOR




  • I just got home from getting my hair cut and colored. And my eyebrows waxed. And a facial (they were running a special). Plus tip. And I needed to pick up some nail topcoat. I spent entirely more money than I meant to. Like @200 dollars. Which I realize isn't totally insane for the haircut and color and highlights and the other stuff, but it's a bit much. Not like hugely effecting to the overall budget, but I feel bad spending that much on myself. Confession part 2: I didn't tell H how much it cost. He can look at the bank account if he wants. If he wants to discuss it with me he can bring it up. He knew I was going and about how much it would cost, but I'm not getting into specifics. I feel a teeny bit justified and let myself get talked into the facial and highlights because I just paid off our car. Technically we paid it off, but the large chunk we just paid came from a trust that's mine. And spending it on the car was totally okay, don't get me wrong, but I feel like that means I get a nice haircut.



    TTC #1 since 11/2012
    Me-31, H-27
    **Loss 1-Cycle 7(June 2013) at 5w6d-CP**Loss 2-Cycle 11(October 2013) at 5w4d-CP**
    **Loss 3-Cycle 14 (January-February 2014)-M/C dx 2/10, EP dx 2/24, MTX 2/25**
    Beta Hell--hCG finally down to 0 - 6/20/14
    SA normal. Genetic testing normal. Hormonal testing normal.
    HSG 6/30/14 - found blocked left tube and 2 'bubbles' on uterine wall.
    Hysteroscopy/Lap--8/4/14 - Tubes unblocked. Polyps removed from uterine wall. Septum removed.
     9/30/14--Off the bench! Unmedicated TI through December 2014
    BFP 12/14/14!!! Beta #1, 12/16: 990 Beta #2, 12/18: Over 2000! Beta #3, 12/22: over 8000!
     U/S #1, 12/23: gestational sac, possible heartbeat
    U/S #2, 12/30: HEARTBEAT! 128bpm, measuring right on at 7w EDD: 8/19/2015
    U/S #3, 1/9: BPM in the 180s, IT'S HAPPENING!!!
    BabyFruit Ticker
  • I've been really distracted and unmotivated at work. I spent most of the day today surfing the web and reading my book club book.
    Ready to take the road less traveled. 
  • Sorry about the BFN... I will confess... I called in sick today.  I don't feel well at all but I am not sick, it's mostly exhaustion from all this crap.  I am so sick of it and depressed that here we are in the Christmas season again and I am still not preggo.  I know you ladies all know what I am talking about.
    Siggy Warning... loss mentioned

    Married since March 2008 -- Me- 31    DH - 30  Trying to grow our family since 2009... Diagnosed Unexplained Infertility 

    Started seeing RE Aug 2013

    Cycle #1  – IUI #1  10.31.13 - BFN

    Cycle #2 - IUI #2 cancelled – FAIL

    Cycle #3 - IUI #2 12.27.13  BFN

    Cycle #4 -  IUI #3 1.24.14  BFN

    Cycle #5 - IVF #1 with ICSI(2 3bb blasts) 3.19.14, no frosties.. BFN


    Surprise BFP on 6.10.14 ... Miscarried 7.7.14 


    Walked away from Fertility Treatments and began to look into our Foster/Adopt License in April 2014.


    Our Journey Blog...  http://salatafamilyest2008.blogspot.com/


  • Kacelets said:

    I'm so stressed out with work, buying a house and this IF stuff - I really miss wine.  I mean REALLY miss it. I just ordered a case of de-alcholized (why bother) wine just so I can feel like I'm drinking. Who does that?  I also had M & M's for lunch - which I later learned 54 of them is equal to the caffeine in 2 cups of coffee.  I wonder how many are in a package.  

    OMG, I agree about the wine. I actually cried last week when I realized I wasn't going to get to drink my favorite Christmas wine from the local vineyard. I'm going to order a case and save it (why? What if I actually do get pregnant?).
    Pregnancy Ticker

    TTC #1 since June 2012
    Me (28) - DOR (AFC <10, undetectable AMH, >10 FSH), homozygous E429A MTHFR
    DH (29) - MFI low count and morphology

    September 2013 IUI#1 - Clomid + Trigger + IUI = BFN
    October 2013 IUI#2 - Letrozole + Menopur + Trigger + IUI = BFN

    Nov 2013 IVF/ICSI #1 - Protocol: BCP prep, high doses Menopur and Bravelle (12 days), ganirelex
    Results: 5 retrieved / mature, 4 fertilized, 1 arrested and 3 complex abnormal after day 3 PGS = Cancelled after ER
    Jan/Feb 2014 IVF/ICSI #2 - Protocol: Estrogen priming, high doses Menopur and Bravelle (11 days), microdose lupron
    Results: Cancelled after 11 days of stims due to low response and E2 levels
    Feb 2014 IVF/ICSI #3 - Protocol: No prep, low dose Menopur (6 days), ganirelex, Bravelle booster with trigger
    Results: 1 retrieved / 0 mature = Cancelled after ER

    Officially moving on to embryo adoption! We used and love Embryo Adoption Services of Cedar Park
    October 2014 FET #1 - BCP/Lupron/Estrace/Prometrium, transferred 2 of 4 from match #1, BFN
    December 2014 FET #2 - BCP/Lupron/Estrace/Prometrium, transferred 2 of 4 from match #1, BFN
    March 2015 FET #3 - BCP/Lupron/Estrace/Prometrium, transferred 2 of 6 from match #2, BFN
    May 2015 FET #4 - BCP/Lupron/Estrace/Prometrium, lost 2 to thaw, transferred 2 of 6 from match #2, BFN
    October 2015 FET #5 - Natural cycle, lost 1 from match #3 and 1 from clinic backup to thaw, transferred 1 backup, BFN
    February 2016 FET #6 - Natural cycle, transferred 1 from match #4, B FREAKING P!
    Beta 1 = 162, Beta 2 = 316, doubling just over 48 hours

     

  • ejrobbi said:
    Sorry about the BFN... I will confess... I called in sick today.  I don't feel well at all but I am not sick, it's mostly exhaustion from all this crap.  I am so sick of it and depressed that here we are in the Christmas season again and I am still not preggo.  I know you ladies all know what I am talking about.
    Yes, yes yes! I know how you feel and it sucks. I'm sorry =(
    Now i'm just giving myself the goal to be pregnant by the holidays next years. It's hard not to let this all get to you. 

    Me and DH: 32, TTC since 2/2012
    Dx: lean PCOS, low hormone levels, 2 CP's before seeing RE, MTHFR heterozygous
    IUI #1 with clomid and ovidrel: BFN
    IUI #2 with clomid (unresponsive), femara, ovidrel and novarel: Possible CP
    IUI #3 with femara, ovidrel and novarel: BFN
    IUI #4 with Follistim (115 iu) and ovidrel= BFN, developed OHSS, benched- 2 weeks of birth control pills
    IUI #5 with Follistim (75iu) and ovidrel= BFN........Taking a medication break for a few months
    IUI #6 with Follistim (75iu) every other day, femara and Lupron trigger= BFN
    *Taking a long break to get healthy and research/prepare for IVF*
    Goal: gain 5 lbs, gluten/dairy/soy/nut free
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  • gsancho said:
     
    @hope2bmom83 yeah, I'm not ready for the Getting Healthy Check-in, yet!!  Maybe after this weekend when I go skiing, I'll feel more fit :)
    Girl me neither... I can't lie i'm sitting here thinking about the McDonalds french fries I want to eat.  AF came today and I am like a freaking food monster!  I want to eat everything but my weight watchers weigh in is today.  Darn you AF and your mind numbing cramps and food cravings!
    Ba hahahaha!


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    Me-30 DH-34
    2002- Diagnosed with PCOS at 18
    10/11-10/12 - tried to conceive naturally with Metformin, due to PCOS never had a cycle
    10/12-12/12 3 cycles of Clomid - fail
    6/13- 1st cycle on Clomid 50mg, Metformin, Follistim, and Ovidrel- BFN
    7/13 2nd cycle on Clomid 50 mg, Metformin, Follistim, and Ovidrel 1st IUI - BFN
    8/13 3rd cycle on Clomid 50 mg, Metformin, Follistim, and Ovidrel 2nd IUI - BFN
    9/13 4th cycle on Clomid 50 mg, Metformin, Follistim, and Ovidrel - Benched with Cysts
    From 12/13 to current I have ovulated 4 times naturally
    Currently on break to get healthy.... 35 pounds down, 13 to go!
    All Are Welcome!!

  • divinemsbee    Love it!!  I have never actually told DH how much it costs to get my hair done.  He never asks for a specific amount so I don't tell.  I figure if he knew he would be sooo pissed so why get him all upset for nothing.  He likes my hair and for me to get it this color it costs money!  LOL

     

     

    Me: 35   DH:  29

    TTC:  Since 10-31-2007

    Dx:  Me: PCOS, an-ovulation    DH:  Nothing so far

    2007-2011 - Tried Clomid, Ovidrel Trigger with TI -BFN

    11/2013 - back to RE for new plan.

    Cycle 1: Letrozole cd3-7; U/S cd12 (27mm left); ovidrel trigger; progesterone test and suppositories - BFN

    HSG- 12/16/13 - clear and "Beautiful" per Dr. Attaran

    Cycle 2- Letrozole cd3-7, ovidrel trigger, progesterone test and suppositories-BFN

    BENCHED UNTIL FURTHER NOTICE



  • I was having a depressing day and the hubby came hone at a half day and cuddled with me on our fold out couch and watches movies after putting up the tree. I needed some quality time
  • This is bad. I am ashamed that I thought it. But when the diagnosis was changed to premature diminished ovarian egg production I thought about how I wanted to have children years ago but DH wanted financial security..and how now we are going to leave financial security to even have the child. For that moment, I was really mad at him for making us wait. And I know that it is really unfair of me to think that, so now I feel bad.
    TTC Since January 2012 Me:37 DH:34      DX July 2013: Unexplained Infertility      New DX Dec 2013: DOR
    BFP#1 6/4/12 EDD 2/13/13 M/C 6/6/12  BFP#2 2/21/13 EDD 11/3/13 M/C 2/26/13 BFP#3 C/P
    4 rounds of clomid, 2 with IUI = BFN
    November/December Retesting/Natural Cycle = Surprise BFP @ 11dpo! Beta#1 76.6@13dpo Beta #2 276@15dpo u/s#1 6w2d hb113 u/s#2 8w2d, measuring 8w4d hb168! 10w2d hb171 12w3d Verifi results are in and good! EDD 8/23 Our Baby Girl Rainbow Baby born 8/20/2014!!!
    Um...what? BFP 11/2/15!?! EDD 7/4/16
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