Late Term and Child Loss
AJCagle82
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EDD Today
AJCagle82
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It is a bitter mile marker today. DH and I are handling it better than I thought we would He is actually on call and was called out to work so I'm alone in the house. I've been doing well all day, but being alone is giving me too much time to think. I miss my little girl so much. When DH gets home we are going to get a Christmas tree. I finally picked out the angel ornament we are going to use. I'm excited to get it (I didn't find it until last night online). I'm trying to stay positive and think about all the goods things Parker did for us. My heart is still heavy, and I hope the bottom doesn't drop sometime tonight.
Thank you for all the support each of you have shown.
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Re: EDD Today
TTC since 2008
Dh:34, no issues. Me:31, Endo, slightly hypothyroid, deformed ovary, paracentric inversion.
4 Gonal-F, Cetrotide, HcG, Crinone +TI cycles= all BFN
Lap in 2012 to remove large unresolving cyst discovered endo and double lobed ovary.
6 Gonal-F, Cetrotide, HcG, Crinone IUI cycles= All BFN,
1st IVF w/ICSI- June '13 Antagonist: Gonal-F, Menopur, Ganirelix, HcG, Estradiol, Crinone= 7 retrieved, 4 mature, 1 unfertilized, 2 abnormally fertilized, 1 normally fertilized. 2DT of only embryo and our miracle BFP.
Our beloved baby boy was born sleeping Oct. 13, 2013 due to pROM/IC/Uterine infection.
2nd IVF w/ICSI- Feb. '14 EPP/lupron/antagonist: Estrace, lupron, HGH, Gonal-F, Menopur, HcG, PIO, lovenox, doxy/dex.=21 retrieved, 16 mature, 15 fertilized!! 5dt of 1 blast/ 6 frozen. BFP! Beta 1 9dp5dt:83.9 Beta 2: 11dp5dt: 145.2 Beta 3 14dp5dt: 497 Please be our sticky rainbow baby!