Late Term and Child Loss
irons633
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My letter.....
irons633
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Dearest EJ,
It has been a year today that we said goodbye to you. I cannot believe that time has passed so quickly and as we mourn you my son, we also are now mourning the loss of your sister who I know has her big brother to watch over and care for her. I miss you so much my son and as April 13th approaches I know that we should be celebrating your first year of life and instead we will be thinking of what type of person you are becoming. We miss you so much and we have yet another Christmas to endure and you nor your sister is here with us physically. Know that mommy and daddy are making my it my precious baby boy and we believe that we will see both of you again one day. I just ask that you keep an eye out for your baby sister 
. Did you and Olivia get the balloons that we sent up to you? Mommy has met so w great ladies who unfortunately share in her pain of loosing babies, I know that as mommy has built great communication and comfort win them that you and Olivia have been laughing and playing with their babies. I know every time the sun shining, wind blowing, butterflies or the chimes at Yuit grandma Na's house that is the way you and your sister communicate with us.
I love and miss you my son and each day is getting easier but know you are forever in my heart and I carry you both in the spirit. I may have only had you for a short time but I am grateful to know that I not only carried one but two angels.
Love you so much EJ!!!!
Forever your mommy!!!
. Did you and Olivia get the balloons that we sent up to you? Mommy has met so w great ladies who unfortunately share in her pain of loosing babies, I know that as mommy has built great communication and comfort win them that you and Olivia have been laughing and playing with their babies. I know every time the sun shining, wind blowing, butterflies or the chimes at Yuit grandma Na's house that is the way you and your sister communicate with us.
I love and miss you my son and each day is getting easier but know you are forever in my heart and I carry you both in the spirit. I may have only had you for a short time but I am grateful to know that I not only carried one but two angels.
Love you so much EJ!!!!
Forever your mommy!!!
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Re: My letter.....
TTC since 2008
Dh:34, no issues. Me:31, Endo, slightly hypothyroid, deformed ovary, paracentric inversion.
4 Gonal-F, Cetrotide, HcG, Crinone +TI cycles= all BFN
Lap in 2012 to remove large unresolving cyst discovered endo and double lobed ovary.
6 Gonal-F, Cetrotide, HcG, Crinone IUI cycles= All BFN,
1st IVF w/ICSI- June '13 Antagonist: Gonal-F, Menopur, Ganirelix, HcG, Estradiol, Crinone= 7 retrieved, 4 mature, 1 unfertilized, 2 abnormally fertilized, 1 normally fertilized. 2DT of only embryo and our miracle BFP.
Our beloved baby boy was born sleeping Oct. 13, 2013 due to pROM/IC/Uterine infection.
2nd IVF w/ICSI- Feb. '14 EPP/lupron/antagonist: Estrace, lupron, HGH, Gonal-F, Menopur, HcG, PIO, lovenox, doxy/dex.=21 retrieved, 16 mature, 15 fertilized!! 5dt of 1 blast/ 6 frozen. BFP! Beta 1 9dp5dt:83.9 Beta 2: 11dp5dt: 145.2 Beta 3 14dp5dt: 497 Please be our sticky rainbow baby!
this was beautiful-thank you for sharing.
happy angelversary EJ! EJ and Bunny not only share an angelversary...her EDD was April 17th so they were also due the same week. ((HUGS)) to you today.
8/12-Suprise BFP- Sweet Bunny Born Sleeping 11/21/12 (19 weeks)
-5/7/13- MMC (8 Weeks)
11/6/13- BO discovered at 7 weeks- natural MC 11/25/13
8/14- Surpise IF dx...low AMH (.24)- moving on to IVF
IVF #1- 11/14- 6R5M4F=2 perfect frosties
12/19/14- FET of 2 embabies = BFP!!! One Little Bean EDD: 9/3/15
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That was beautiful; thank you so much for sharing. Happy Angelversary, sweet EJ! I know all of our babies are celebrating with you today. **HUGS**
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BFP# 1 7/7/12 Beautiful DD born still at 36 weeks 5 days on 3/2/13
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