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One month tomorrow and angelversary approaching....

irons633irons633 member
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Tomorrow will be one month since we said goodbye to our baby girl Olivia and I can not believe time was gone by that quickly. I came to my moms house this weekend and tonight we released balloons for each of my babies and I can say that I did not break down but it was sort of a release in a way. I miss my daughter everyday and as next month approaches, for I would have been preparing for when my last day of work would be as well as pre registering for the hospital I know that I may have a mini breakdown. It's still so hard to realize that this is my life. Also, Wednesday will be one year since we said goodbye to our precious boy EJ. I just can't believe I have been pregnant twice, in labor twice and have no physical babies to show for it. This is so hard but I know that this rainy season won't be forever. I do pray each day for my babies as well that the doctors can help that I can carry successfully and bring home our miracle baby. Love and blessings to you all!!!
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  • VyD81VyD81 member
    Hugs and sending you T&P. I'm glad that releasing balloons to your two babies gave you comfort.
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  • kz's_girlygirlkz's_girlygirl member
    I am thinking of you and your babies!  I am glad you got to do a balloon release, and hope it brought you a sense of comfort that will carry you through the next month. 
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  • princezjkprincezjk member
    So many (((hugs))) for you.  
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  • CRUN2012CRUN2012 member
    Sending lots of hugs and prayers for strength for you and your family right now ♥
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  • bunnybun4bunnybun4 member

    thinking of you.  my angelversary is Thursday and this week has already been really emotional.  ((HUGS))

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    Big ((hugs)). I'm so sorry.
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  • irons633irons633 member
    @marylaurena my sons one year angelversary is Thursday as well. I will be thinking of you. Thank you ladies so much! I went to my supper group tonight which helped and I also dropped of a couple cards chocolate and Starbucks gift cards to my nurses. While I was there on of my nurses remembered me and even knew today was a month since I said goodbye to my Olivia. Made me break down right there!!!
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