Late Term and Child Loss

p.o appt

Today is my 2 wk po d and e appt. I lost Emily at 23 wks.I'm nervous, i'm scared,i can't sleep. I also go back to class tomorrow, i'm afraid my classmates will ask me if I've had my baby, I've been gone for 2 Weeks and my belly is back to prepregnancy size, as I only gained like 8 lbs. I just want to wear a big sweater. In three Weeks this semester will be over I don't know if I can hang. Please please pray for me.i feel as if i'm going crazy...

Re: p.o appt

  • I am so sorry you are dealing with so much right now :(  Maybe you can talk to your doctor about something for sleeping or anxiety as you navigate through the next few weeks of school.  Also, maybe you could talk to your Prof. and see if you could do a few days of class from home by participating online.  IDK what types of classes you are taking, so a webinar format might or might not be possible, but just a thought. 

    I will be thinking of you and hoping you get some rest and find some comfort soon.
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  • Wishing you lots of luck at your f/u appt today.  I agree with PP about asking you doctor for something to help with anxiety.  Sending lots of (((hugs)))
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  • I hope your appointment goes smoothly and I do wish you luck. I agree with PP - maybe request something for anxiety at least short term?  Thinking of you.

     
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  • Thinking of you and sending lots of positive thoughts.

    I think it might be helpful for you to talk to your professor about what happened and maybe you can work something out.

    Hugs to you. You're not going crazy...this situation just sucks.
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  • I'm so sorry - good luck with the appointment.
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  • I am so sorry, I had to go into see urgent care to get a prescription for anxiety and to help fall asleep.

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  • I missed school today,i couldn't do it.instead I slept in till almost noon. The appt went well, not so many preggos in the waiting room. Ob said we could try again.in three months my body and heart have to heal. I am feeling so sad.
  • Thoughts and lots of love to you dear!
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  • Thanks ladies, have a beautiful blessed evening with your loved ones. Hugs and kisses to our angel babies. God bless you all
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