Today is my 2 wk po d and e appt. I lost Emily at 23 wks.I'm nervous, i'm scared,i can't sleep. I also go back to class tomorrow, i'm afraid my classmates will ask me if I've had my baby, I've been gone for 2 Weeks and my belly is back to prepregnancy size, as I only gained like 8 lbs. I just want to wear a big sweater. In three Weeks this semester will be over I don't know if I can hang. Please please pray for me.i feel as if i'm going crazy...
Re: p.o appt
I will be thinking of you and hoping you get some rest and find some comfort soon.
TTC since 2008
Dh:34, no issues. Me:31, Endo, slightly hypothyroid, deformed ovary, paracentric inversion.
4 Gonal-F, Cetrotide, HcG, Crinone +TI cycles= all BFN
Lap in 2012 to remove large unresolving cyst discovered endo and double lobed ovary.
6 Gonal-F, Cetrotide, HcG, Crinone IUI cycles= All BFN,
1st IVF w/ICSI- June '13 Antagonist: Gonal-F, Menopur, Ganirelix, HcG, Estradiol, Crinone= 7 retrieved, 4 mature, 1 unfertilized, 2 abnormally fertilized, 1 normally fertilized. 2DT of only embryo and our miracle BFP.
Our beloved baby boy was born sleeping Oct. 13, 2013 due to pROM/IC/Uterine infection.
2nd IVF w/ICSI- Feb. '14 EPP/lupron/antagonist: Estrace, lupron, HGH, Gonal-F, Menopur, HcG, PIO, lovenox, doxy/dex.=21 retrieved, 16 mature, 15 fertilized!! 5dt of 1 blast/ 6 frozen. BFP! Beta 1 9dp5dt:83.9 Beta 2: 11dp5dt: 145.2 Beta 3 14dp5dt: 497 Please be our sticky rainbow baby!
I think it might be helpful for you to talk to your professor about what happened and maybe you can work something out.
Hugs to you. You're not going crazy...this situation just sucks.