I think I hit a milestone which finely illustrates the pyschotic crap this 2IF is...
Had first RE appointment today. CD 28. 2 BFNs in the last 2 days. He decides to go ahead and do an ultrasound to check uterus and ovaries. Confirms with me during ultrasound that it is CD 28 and says everything looks great. I ovulated on the right, lining is what it should be- nice and thick, no obvious abnormalities.
Fast forward to now. Because AF has not started, I am googling "4 week pregnant ultrasound" to see if anything matches what I saw today. Craaaaaazy. A fertility specialist did the ultrasound HIMSELF. Clearly, I he saw something pregnant-like, he would have said something or added a beta to my bloodwork.
I am fully aware that I am not pregnant this cycle (I may officially start using "psychle" now), but without my usual CD 27/28 spotting, I have this crazy notion that "maybe?"
I can only say this here, because I know you ladies understand the crazy. DH would side eye me so hard. Love you all!
Re: New level of crazy!!
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Me: 27 DH: 33
Conceived DS after 4 years of MFI
TTC # 2 (not trying,not preventing ever)
May 2013 - August 2013 Timed Intercourse = BFN
September 2013 Timed Intercourse, Weekly Acupuncture, Herbs=BFN
October 2013 Timed Intercourse, Weekly Acupuncture, Herbs, and "warming foods" = BFP
Beta #1 19, Beta #2 18 Progesterone 4.6 Miscarried 11/9/13
November 2013 - Benched, waiting for first post-loss AF.
No longer benched per New RE/OB!
Jan. 15 2014 - BFP. HCG 3900 - Ectopic
Jan. 16 2014 Left tube removed and D&C
March 2, 2014 First AF
All I have to say, is you're in good company. And when I read your post, I thought "well yeah, maybe she is and they just couldn't see anything."
October 2011 - DS (7)
July 2014 - Stillborn DD (24 weeks)
August 2015 - DD (3)
April 2018 - 5 week loss
Rainbow Surprise Baby due 05/26/2017
June 2010- MFI. BS. IVF! Ectopic. BS.
November 2010- FAILED FET! BS!
January 2011- BFP FET! TWINS! February 2011- lost twin. BS.
SEPTEMBER 2011- DD Born! Most awesome girl in the world!
November 2013- FAILED FET! BS! (screw you November FETs)
April Fresh Cycle, FAILED. Frozen embryos frozen for future FETs.
FROZEN CYCLE JUNE! BFP
BABY BOY VINCENT!
We can't wait to meet you!
Conception:
You win the best attitude award!