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Late Term and Child Loss
kz's_girlygirl
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TTC since 2008
Dh:34, no issues. Me:31, Endo, slightly hypothyroid, deformed ovary, paracentric inversion.
4 Gonal-F, Cetrotide, HcG, Crinone +TI cycles= all BFN
Lap in 2012 to remove large unresolving cyst discovered endo and double lobed ovary.
6 Gonal-F, Cetrotide, HcG, Crinone IUI cycles= All BFN,
1st IVF w/ICSI- June '13 Antagonist: Gonal-F, Menopur, Ganirelix, HcG, Estradiol, Crinone= 7 retrieved, 4 mature, 1 unfertilized, 2 abnormally fertilized, 1 normally fertilized. 2DT of only embryo and our miracle BFP.
Our beloved baby boy was born sleeping Oct. 13, 2013 due to pROM/IC/Uterine infection.
2nd IVF w/ICSI- Feb. '14 EPP/lupron/antagonist: Estrace, lupron, HGH, Gonal-F, Menopur, HcG, PIO, lovenox, doxy/dex.=21 retrieved, 16 mature, 15 fertilized!! 5dt of 1 blast/ 6 frozen. BFP! Beta 1 9dp5dt:83.9 Beta 2: 11dp5dt: 145.2 Beta 3 14dp5dt: 497 Please be our sticky rainbow baby!
Hard day :( (mainly a vent)
kz's_girlygirl
member
The past few days have been really tough.
We had a phone consult with our RE last night to talk about when he would give us the green light for another IVF (we don't want to cycle until next year , but wanted to see what he said) and also a new med protocol. So that was tough.
Then he looked at all my medical records from my pregnancy and asked why I wasn't being checked more often since I had a leep procedure done. He also said he would bet the uterine infection that 'caused' my PROM was prob bc of IC and I should have had a cerclage. Preventing dilation may have prevented infection which would have prevented rupture. Enter intense feelings of guilt!! I had been asking about a preventative cerclage since day 1 bc of my leep, and the week before my water broke I was practically begging for a cervical check bc of Intense back pain and cramps. My dr said the don't do preventative cerclage's there anymore and that I would be checked at my next appt. So my RE said to find another dr who will do it for next time.
Then today, exactly 1 month since Jesse was born, I got a huge bill from the hospital. They 'forgot' to run it through my insurance. Of all days! Thanks for the reminder, hospital.
(Edit- I deleted the few sentences about my sister b/c she came on here and sent me a private message because it upset her. I know this is a safe place, but...I guess I want to avoid even -more- drama in my life) Ugh!! I want to scream and rip my hair out- it is so f*ing unfair!!!!! To top it all off DH is traveling for work and won't be home until tomorrow night
. I'm going to the monthly IF/Loss support group tonight (for the first time as an IF AND Loss person) and hoping getting out of the house helps.
If you've read this novel, you deserve a bowl of cookie dough and a giant bottle of wine! It feels so good to just get it out to people who understand
We had a phone consult with our RE last night to talk about when he would give us the green light for another IVF (we don't want to cycle until next year , but wanted to see what he said) and also a new med protocol. So that was tough.
Then he looked at all my medical records from my pregnancy and asked why I wasn't being checked more often since I had a leep procedure done. He also said he would bet the uterine infection that 'caused' my PROM was prob bc of IC and I should have had a cerclage. Preventing dilation may have prevented infection which would have prevented rupture. Enter intense feelings of guilt!! I had been asking about a preventative cerclage since day 1 bc of my leep, and the week before my water broke I was practically begging for a cervical check bc of Intense back pain and cramps. My dr said the don't do preventative cerclage's there anymore and that I would be checked at my next appt. So my RE said to find another dr who will do it for next time.
Then today, exactly 1 month since Jesse was born, I got a huge bill from the hospital. They 'forgot' to run it through my insurance. Of all days! Thanks for the reminder, hospital.
(Edit- I deleted the few sentences about my sister b/c she came on here and sent me a private message because it upset her. I know this is a safe place, but...I guess I want to avoid even -more- drama in my life) Ugh!! I want to scream and rip my hair out- it is so f*ing unfair!!!!! To top it all off DH is traveling for work and won't be home until tomorrow night
. I'm going to the monthly IF/Loss support group tonight (for the first time as an IF AND Loss person) and hoping getting out of the house helps. If you've read this novel, you deserve a bowl of cookie dough and a giant bottle of wine! It feels so good to just get it out to people who understand
TTC since 2008
Dh:34, no issues. Me:31, Endo, slightly hypothyroid, deformed ovary, paracentric inversion.
4 Gonal-F, Cetrotide, HcG, Crinone +TI cycles= all BFN
Lap in 2012 to remove large unresolving cyst discovered endo and double lobed ovary.
6 Gonal-F, Cetrotide, HcG, Crinone IUI cycles= All BFN,
1st IVF w/ICSI- June '13 Antagonist: Gonal-F, Menopur, Ganirelix, HcG, Estradiol, Crinone= 7 retrieved, 4 mature, 1 unfertilized, 2 abnormally fertilized, 1 normally fertilized. 2DT of only embryo and our miracle BFP.
Our beloved baby boy was born sleeping Oct. 13, 2013 due to pROM/IC/Uterine infection.
2nd IVF w/ICSI- Feb. '14 EPP/lupron/antagonist: Estrace, lupron, HGH, Gonal-F, Menopur, HcG, PIO, lovenox, doxy/dex.=21 retrieved, 16 mature, 15 fertilized!! 5dt of 1 blast/ 6 frozen. BFP! Beta 1 9dp5dt:83.9 Beta 2: 11dp5dt: 145.2 Beta 3 14dp5dt: 497 Please be our sticky rainbow baby!
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Re: Hard day :( (mainly a vent)
IVF #1- BFN
IVF #2- BFP!!! Beautiful baby girl became an angel on 2/6/13 at 17.5 weeks due to PPROM/IC
**PAIF/SAIF welcome**
Brooke Elizabeth born Feb 17, 2013 grew wings May 9, 2013 @ 11 weeks & 4 days old from SIDS
TTC since 2008
Dh:34, no issues. Me:31, Endo, slightly hypothyroid, deformed ovary, paracentric inversion.
4 Gonal-F, Cetrotide, HcG, Crinone +TI cycles= all BFN
Lap in 2012 to remove large unresolving cyst discovered endo and double lobed ovary.
6 Gonal-F, Cetrotide, HcG, Crinone IUI cycles= All BFN,
1st IVF w/ICSI- June '13 Antagonist: Gonal-F, Menopur, Ganirelix, HcG, Estradiol, Crinone= 7 retrieved, 4 mature, 1 unfertilized, 2 abnormally fertilized, 1 normally fertilized. 2DT of only embryo and our miracle BFP.
Our beloved baby boy was born sleeping Oct. 13, 2013 due to pROM/IC/Uterine infection.
2nd IVF w/ICSI- Feb. '14 EPP/lupron/antagonist: Estrace, lupron, HGH, Gonal-F, Menopur, HcG, PIO, lovenox, doxy/dex.=21 retrieved, 16 mature, 15 fertilized!! 5dt of 1 blast/ 6 frozen. BFP! Beta 1 9dp5dt:83.9 Beta 2: 11dp5dt: 145.2 Beta 3 14dp5dt: 497 Please be our sticky rainbow baby!
TTC since 2008
Dh:34, no issues. Me:31, Endo, slightly hypothyroid, deformed ovary, paracentric inversion.
4 Gonal-F, Cetrotide, HcG, Crinone +TI cycles= all BFN
Lap in 2012 to remove large unresolving cyst discovered endo and double lobed ovary.
6 Gonal-F, Cetrotide, HcG, Crinone IUI cycles= All BFN,
1st IVF w/ICSI- June '13 Antagonist: Gonal-F, Menopur, Ganirelix, HcG, Estradiol, Crinone= 7 retrieved, 4 mature, 1 unfertilized, 2 abnormally fertilized, 1 normally fertilized. 2DT of only embryo and our miracle BFP.
Our beloved baby boy was born sleeping Oct. 13, 2013 due to pROM/IC/Uterine infection.
2nd IVF w/ICSI- Feb. '14 EPP/lupron/antagonist: Estrace, lupron, HGH, Gonal-F, Menopur, HcG, PIO, lovenox, doxy/dex.=21 retrieved, 16 mature, 15 fertilized!! 5dt of 1 blast/ 6 frozen. BFP! Beta 1 9dp5dt:83.9 Beta 2: 11dp5dt: 145.2 Beta 3 14dp5dt: 497 Please be our sticky rainbow baby!
8/12-Suprise BFP- Sweet Bunny Born Sleeping 11/21/12 (19 weeks)
-5/7/13- MMC (8 Weeks)
11/6/13- BO discovered at 7 weeks- natural MC 11/25/13
8/14- Surpise IF dx...low AMH (.24)- moving on to IVF
IVF #1- 11/14- 6R5M4F=2 perfect frosties
12/19/14- FET of 2 embabies = BFP!!! One Little Bean EDD: 9/3/15
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