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7 years

christina&mike2016christina&mike2016 member
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First post ever and I guess I need to vent. On 11/07 it was my angel baby's 7th birthday. It still gets hard and I know things happen for a reason and all of that uplifting trying to be supportive stuff but it still hurts. I'm on BC now and am on so many meds that even if my bf and I did want to start ttc we would have to wait at least 4-6 months. He is supportive in everything that I go through and that is great, but I'm 28 and just have that urge to be a mom. I hear a baby cry my boobs hurt, I see a baby I want to hold it. I treat my niece like she is my daughter and I know that's not healthy. (It goes beyond the spoiling and taking care of her.) So I distance myself from her. This is the first year that I didn't cry over the miscarriage and I treat that as a step moving forward but at the same time my heart hurts. Blah! I get worried about even being able to ttc because everyone women in my ENTIRE family has had all of their children by the age of 24-26. So I don't know if there is fertility issues or anything else after that. Being the only one in my family with that thought in my head kinda sucks. That and my bf's mom doesn't help. She constantly reminds me of my age and how my bf's cousin found out she was infertile when she was 30. Who would do that? Seriously? But if we had a child out of wedlock I would never hear the end of it. Okay I think I vented enough sorry for the long post. Thanks for listening. :)
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Re: 7 years

  • masterofallcheesemasterofallcheese member

    wow your post made me cry. you poor thing! you have a lot you are going through. it must be so horrible when FAMILY members, the ones that should be the most supportive, let annoying comments slip. i hope that your boyfriend or a close friend is giving you some support right now. i also hope that you will be able to ttc within the 4-6 month time frame that you mention. i assume that you are working with a doctor on getting ready to try again? ((hugs))

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