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2 Month Anniversary

AJCagle82AJCagle82 member
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Today marks two months since we lost Parker Jane. DH and I handled it better than I thought we would. Again, grieving comes when it wants to and I'm learning that I will never figure out when it is triggered. What triggers me one time might not trigger me at another. 

My heart goes out to all the women on this board. Also, I want to thank all of you for the support through this horrible time. This community has been so helpful for me. I didn't know how much I needed this outlet until I began posting here. I hope others are finding the same comfort. Thank you all so much. Much love to this board!
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Re: 2 Month Anniversary

  • mingaling2mingaling2 member
    Thinking of you!

     
    EDD 1/8/10 - our sweet sunshine DD born 12/30/09
    EDD 2/15/14 - Stillbirth at 21 wks 10/02/13
    EDD 8/12/15 - MMC 1/12/15
    EDD 12/24/15

      
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  • NoetholaNoethola member
    ***Siggy warning***


    Thinking of you and your DH today. 




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  • kz's_girlygirlkz's_girlygirl member
    Thinking of you today and remembering your sweet Parker Jane with love <3
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    TTC since 2008
    Dh:34, no issues.  Me:31, Endo, slightly hypothyroid, deformed ovary, paracentric inversion.
    4 Gonal-F, Cetrotide, HcG, Crinone +TI cycles= all BFN
    Lap in 2012 to remove large unresolving cyst discovered endo and double lobed ovary.
     6 Gonal-F, Cetrotide, HcG, Crinone IUI cycles= All BFN,
    1st IVF w/ICSI- June '13 Antagonist: Gonal-F, Menopur, Ganirelix, HcG, Estradiol, Crinone= 7 retrieved, 4 mature, 1 unfertilized, 2 abnormally fertilized, 1 normally fertilized.  2DT of only embryo and our miracle BFP.
    Our beloved baby boy was born sleeping Oct. 13, 2013 due to pROM/IC/Uterine infection.
    2nd IVF w/ICSI- Feb. '14 EPP/lupron/antagonist: Estrace, lupron, HGH, Gonal-F, Menopur, HcG, PIO, lovenox, doxy/dex.=21 retrieved, 16 mature, 15 fertilized!!  5dt of 1 blast/ 6 frozen. BFP!  Beta 1 9dp5dt:83.9  Beta 2: 11dp5dt: 145.2  Beta 3  14dp5dt: 497  Please be our sticky rainbow baby!

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  • diamante1181diamante1181 member
    My thoughts are with you today and Parker.
    On 10/23/13 Baby Sophie and Baby Gabriel born at 21+5 weeks. They grew wings and flew away from us. May God bless them always. We love you beans!
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  • AJCagle82AJCagle82 member
    Thank you, ladies. I actually had a breakdown after posting this. I was taking a bath and DH was in bed watching some video on the iPad. During the video playing, a baby started crying. I got so sad and started crying. It took everything I had just to get myself out of the bathtub. I'm doing fine now, but last night ended badly. Thank you for all the support.
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  • irons633irons633 member
    Hugs and love to you and your DH!!!
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  • JessicaG220JessicaG220 member
    I remember 2 months out. It's such a variety of emotions. I'm glad you're feeling better now. Thinking of you!

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  • stefugestefuge member
    Thinking of you and sweet Parker. You are so right in what you said about triggers - you just never know what will cause the breakdown.
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    DS1 born 6/5/10 at 40 weeks via emergency c-section due to fetal distress and IUGR caused by placental insufficiency
    DS2 born still 8/28/13 at 32 weeks via emergency c-section due to a complete placental abruption - cause unknown
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  • VyD81VyD81 member
    Big hugs.
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  • neptunebljcneptunebljc member
    @ajcagle82. Maybe our angels celebrated together. 
    I hope you are feeling better. On our angel-versary DH and I watched one of our favorite shows with snacks and such. Turned out one of the pregnant characters suffers a late loss, needless to say there was a whole lot of sobbing on my part.  DH kept apologizing and felt so bad even though it wasn't his fault. 
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    Started Progestrone Treatment, BFP#3 May 10,2013  PROM/PRL on Sept 7 2013
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  • AJCagle82AJCagle82 member
    @neptunebljc, we had that same experience last week. We were watching a show, there was a late term loss, but the baby was brought back to life. DH and I just looked at each other and said "If only it were that easy." I'm sorry you had to experience that. It seems like baby loss or pregnancy is around every corner and it is so hard to shield yourself from it. Is your anniversary also on the 6th of each month? I like to think that all our angels know each other and play together since we are pulling together as a community to support each other through all this.
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  • neptunebljcneptunebljc member
    Mine is the 7th, not 6th, but still close. I gave birth at 1am. 
    I think after a loss, you also become more sensitive to it. Others may not realize how much watching people on TV go through it, or people talking about baby's can affect you.  And in the same breath when they try to avoid all pregnancy related conversations it also is hard.
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    BFP#1 March24,2011  MC on May 29,2011 BFP#2 Sept,2011 MC Oct 2011 (Molar)
    Started Progestrone Treatment, BFP#3 May 10,2013  PROM/PRL on Sept 7 2013
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