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Dreams about the babies

diamante1181diamante1181 member
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I woke up this morning after dreaming that I was in the hospital again, only that I was still pregnant, and we were going to be able to save and have Gabriel. It felt so real, I could even feel him moving around. My heart is heavy and broken, yet again. What a cruel trick, to dream of something I can not possibly hope to change. Why does God allow such things? The physical world isn't difficult enough to endure, that now my grief must invade my dreams? It reminds me of how raw this wound really is. I feel like there is no reprieve from the anguish. Needless to say I can't go back to sleep now, despite the exhaustion. I wish today would end already. 
On 10/23/13 Baby Sophie and Baby Gabriel born at 21+5 weeks. They grew wings and flew away from us. May God bless them always. We love you beans!
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  • jess123456jess123456 member
    Big hugs to you. That is so so hard. I dreamt of my daughter shortly after we lost her. It was very difficult but part of me believes it was some kind of visitation and her way of telling me that she was OK in Heaven. I am not sure what your beliefs are but that did bring me some comfort.
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  • PiperSPiperS member
    I dream about my baby girl all the time. Sometimes I wish I could go back to earlier in my pregnancy when I was so excited instead of now where I am scared and depressed. I am sorry you are going through this. I think it's doubly hard when it's twins. Good luck sweetie.
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  • irons633irons633 member
    I'm sorry Hun! I dream of my daughter and son a lot. ((Hugs))
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  • diamante1181diamante1181 member
    Thanks. It's just so hard. You try to do all the things you think will help you cope, but in the end you feel just as empty.
    On 10/23/13 Baby Sophie and Baby Gabriel born at 21+5 weeks. They grew wings and flew away from us. May God bless them always. We love you beans!
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    Phoebe Jaslene born at 19w3d. We love you beba! Lilypie Angel and Memorial tickers



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  • diamante1181diamante1181 member
    I cannot stop crying myself. My heart and soul are heavy.
    On 10/23/13 Baby Sophie and Baby Gabriel born at 21+5 weeks. They grew wings and flew away from us. May God bless them always. We love you beans!
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    Phoebe Jaslene born at 19w3d. We love you beba! Lilypie Angel and Memorial tickers



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  • VyD81VyD81 member
    I'm sorry. Big hugs. Sending you thoughts and prayers.
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  • stefugestefuge member
    ***LO ticker *** I'm so sorry. ((Hugs))
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  • shandorfml2shandorfml2 member
    I'm sorry. It isn't fair. I have dreams occasionally about Ana, and did last night actually. I was looking at her clothes and really wanted to dress her but I couldn't. In the dream I wanted to unbury her and dress her :(

    Our journey is hard mama (((hugs)))

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  • cawettigcawettig member
    I am so sorry, I haven't dreamed about Arianna in a long time. I have dreamt of her in my arms and looking at her smile in my dreams. I never wanted to wake up.

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