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Just feeling down tonight

jbartsyjbartsy member
in Miscarriage/Pregnancy Loss
This is my first Friday since my m/c, and like most Fridays, I'm exhausted. I'm curled up in my favorite spot watching tv, which would usually be relaxing for me, except that I did a lot of this while pregnant and now I've come to associate the two :( I'm getting better every day, but little things like this that make me think about how much my life and future have changed in under a week just make me so sad. Just last Friday I was laying here thinking everything was ok.
BFP#1: 9/21/13  EDD: 5/31/14 m/mc @ 7w6d on 10/27/13
BFP#2: 10/4/14  EDD: 6/7/15  DD born 6/4/15💕
BFP#3: 12/24/19 EDD: 9/6/20
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Re: Just feeling down tonight

  • masterofallcheesemasterofallcheese member
    I'm so sorry. Hugs to you tonight.

    Missed M/C natural cycle 10/2013

    DX PCOS 3/2014

    2 cycles Clomid 50 mg + Ovidrel + TI

    1 cycle Clomid 50 mg + TI - no response stair-stepped to Clomid 75 mg + Ovidrel + TI

    1 cycle Clomid 50 mg + Ovidrel + IUI

    1 cycle Letrozole 7.5 mg + 150 mg Follistim + Ovidrel + TI

    1 cycle Letrozole 7.5 mg + 150 mg Folistim + Ovidrel + IUI

    1 cycle Letrozole 7.5 mg + 150 mg Follistim  - no response, repeated Letrozole 7.5 mg + 150 mg Follistim + Ovidrel + IUI = success! 12/2014

    Beta 1 - 15 dpiui, 324, Beta 2 - 17 dpiui 750. Twins!!

    My Blog: pcosandpizza.blogspot.com


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  • aschultz9aschultz9 member
    Im sorry. Hugs. Thinking of you as I totally understand. Time eases the hurt.
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  • FitMamaInProgressFitMamaInProgress member
    I'm so sorry. I'm babysitting a newborn and I'm very fragile today. Not my best move.

    I know what you mean about the couch. I feel the same on my spot on the couch ;(
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  • hadley135hadley135 member
    So sorry you find yourself feeling this way. I had similar sort of feelings tonight, all cuddled up watching a good tv show and eating some good leftovers and all I felt was sad. Sad that things change so quickly and not understanding the why. I hope with time, we can relax and actually feel relaxed again. Lots of hugs to you.
    Me: 28 DH: 30 
    TTC-January 2013
    BFP#1--September 2013 (EDD 5/30/2014)--D&C for Missed MC @ 9 weeks 3 days
    BFP#2--August 2014 (EDD 4/30/2015) --hoping this is our rainbow!
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  • colacrockcolacrock member
    *** ticker warning ***

    I'm so sorry :( I also started to m/c on a Friday (2 weeks ago actually) and every Friday night I think to myself, I would have been ____ weeks. And then that spirals into how far along I would have been at Christmas, birthdays, etc. That Friday night, we had literally just been talking about baby names and if the baby was going to be a boy or girl and then I started getting cramps. It's super hard going through this and I just want you to know that I am right here with you. I hope things get better soon for all of us here on this board. 
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     Jackson: December 09' 
    Remington: July 12'
    Piper Jo: October 14'
    m/c on 10/18/13. We miss you Peyton

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  • irons633irons633 member
    I totally understand! I was 27 weeks just 2weeks ago and it's hard sitting on the couch watching tv and I don't have constant buddy with me anymore. ((Hugs))
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  • alm288alm288 member
    I'm so sorry! I think every Tuesday how many weeks I would be. I think it's completely normal to feel sad and maybe lost. Big hugs!
    TTC: Since July 2013
    BFP #1: EDD 05/27/2014 (D&C 10/17/2014)
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  • jbartsyjbartsy member
    Thanks so much for the support everyone. After having a cry, I managed to peel myself off the couch and I refolded all my clothes in my dresser to get my mind off of things. I've been stress cleaning/organizing a lot this week haha Today is hard because I would have been 10 weeks, but I'll make it through.
    BFP#1: 9/21/13  EDD: 5/31/14 m/mc @ 7w6d on 10/27/13
    BFP#2: 10/4/14  EDD: 6/7/15  DD born 6/4/15💕
    BFP#3: 12/24/19 EDD: 9/6/20
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  • Danielle0311Danielle0311 member
    I'm so sorry you are having a bad day.. I think just keeping busy and switching up your routine will help a lot.. One day at a time (((hugs)))

    Me (30) DH (31) Married 5/13, TTC since 2/13
    BFP #1 Blighted Ovum resulting in D&C on 11/1/13
    BFP #2 Ectopic Pg, lap surgery on 3/12/14, R tube removed

    BFP # 3, EDD 2/21/15 * please be our rainbow*
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  • flamingo&flamingo& member
    Today was rough for me too... I lost my bean at 5 weeks earlier this month. I would have been 8 weeks today... I ovulated yesterday, too... I hope I get my rainbow but I know I probably won't, and that makes me depressed. All I want is a healthy LO. Is that too much to ask? :( {{hugs}}
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