i just want it to be over

masterofallcheese · October 2013

went for ultrasound at 7-8 weeks and they said "fetus isn't developed properly." i was too shocked to ask what that even meant. just tried to get out of there and accept that i had lost my baby. they took my blood and next day basically told me there's no hope, betas had only risen to 4800 from 3725 the previous week. scheduled an ultrasound i guess to see if everything is all out? or do they think there is hope? they said it's not likely a positive outcome but i cant help but hope. probably stupid, right?

masterofallcheese · October 2013

also pregnancy symptoms have subsided. as i write this i realize miscarriage is imminent. i just can't accept it

FishyMom · October 2013

I am so sorry for your loss. I know exactly how you feel. Take it one day at a time, you will be able to get thru this. I know it may not seem like you will, but you can. ((Hugs)) If you need to vent my pm is always open.

masterofallcheese · October 2013

thank you so much for the support. very kind of you

alm288 · October 2013

I agree - take it one day at a time. I'm sorry that you have to go through this. For me it all happened very quickly and I didn't have time to really think about what was going on. I find that each day I feel a little better and stronger. I doubt one ever forgets but one is able to heal and focus on other things - more positive in life. That's what I keep telling myself. Some says will be good and others will be harder. I wish you all the best! *hugs*

Laragphib · October 2013

I am so sorry

No words can ever make you feel better, but we all have empathy for you and having to go through this. I think it is the worst experience any of us have ever had and I wish there was a magic wand to wave and make it all go away. Crying is good, hug someone you love!

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