So I was checking out the Freedom website for meds and they had videos on how to do the PIO and Lupron shots....ugh...I feel sick. How the hell am I going to do deal with this
I know everyone has to do them but I'm such a baby!! Maybe I can take a valium each time? JK....
ME:46 MH:44 DE IVF 2014
Met with RE 4/11.
2 IUI's BFN. DE best option. Switched clinics to do
"shared" program.
Had to retake all tests and a mamm that put me behind and then on a DE waiting list for 12 months.
Picked a donor!! (10/13/13) Got matched. Estimated transfer in December. After 2.5 years of patiently waiting I will finally cycle....can hardly believe it. DE cycle got cancelled. One of her tests came back positive. Waiting for another donor. Donor picked!! (1/18/14)
DE IVF #1 (4/26) BFN DE FET #1 (6/4) BFP! Beta 1=339 Beta 2=852 Beta 3=9957 EDD 2/22/15!!
Re: Watched video on doing shots...shouldn't have
ME:46 MH:44 DE IVF 2014
Met with RE 4/11. 2 IUI's BFN. DE best option. Switched clinics to do "shared" program. Had to retake all tests and a mamm that put me behind and then on a DE waiting list for 12 months. Picked a donor!! (10/13/13) Got matched. Estimated transfer in December. After 2.5 years of patiently waiting I will finally cycle....can hardly believe it. DE cycle got cancelled. One of her tests came back positive. Waiting for another donor. Donor picked!! (1/18/14)
DE IVF #1 (4/26) BFN DE FET #1 (6/4) BFP! Beta 1=339 Beta 2=852 Beta 3=9957 EDD 2/22/15!!
I totally read the title wrong I thought you were doing shots of alcohol while watching videos LOL. that would make some of it ok huh?
If DH (who is a bull in a china shop) and I could get through it, I have faith in you
My Ovulation Chart
Me: 41 DH: 46. We are TTC our 1st, started July '11,
3 cycles clomid with Ob,
1 cycle Tamoxifen with Ob,
Diagnosed PCOS 11/5/12
clomid, trigger & timed bd 12/12 BFN
1st clomid IUI 1/4/13 BFN.
2nd clomid IUI 2/13 cancelled didn't respond to clomid.
3/15/13 scheduled laparoscopy & on bcp.
May 10 IUI from injectibles - BFN
May 22 done with interventions it will either happen or it won't.
February 2014 No longer actively trying, but not preventing.
SURPISE BFP 4/2/2015!!!!!!!!!!
Miscarriage 4/23/15
BFP #2 5/7/13 EDD 1/14/2014 Ectopic discovered 5/21/13, lost left tube
Referred to RE, blood work done August 2013, AMH 0.27, all else normal, HSG clear
ME:46 MH:44 DE IVF 2014
Met with RE 4/11. 2 IUI's BFN. DE best option. Switched clinics to do "shared" program. Had to retake all tests and a mamm that put me behind and then on a DE waiting list for 12 months. Picked a donor!! (10/13/13) Got matched. Estimated transfer in December. After 2.5 years of patiently waiting I will finally cycle....can hardly believe it. DE cycle got cancelled. One of her tests came back positive. Waiting for another donor. Donor picked!! (1/18/14)
DE IVF #1 (4/26) BFN DE FET #1 (6/4) BFP! Beta 1=339 Beta 2=852 Beta 3=9957 EDD 2/22/15!!
Oh BeckyP005 I felt the same exact way. Watched the Freedom videos plus countless others on YouTube. I worked myself up into a little tizzy.
In reality it WASN'T as horrible as I was dreaming up. Here are some experiences I'll share with you...
Subcutaneous Shots - During this IVF (our 1st) I gave myself a total of 45 shots to my belly. At first I was a nervous wreck, however in reality they never really hurt and were quite simple and quick to do.
PIO - This one I knew I would need my hubby to do as I'm short with short arms and just can't reach back there easily. He is not a needle phobe, but was quite apprehensive about doing it. However, at somepoint you realize you have no choice and it is part of the process. So to prepare he watched one YouTube video of a husband doing it to his wife and then I gave him an orange and syringe to practice the "dart" like motion on until he was comfortable. So far he has been given me the shot every evening for 13 nights. He does a great job and I find myself more at ease knowing I don't have to watch or do anything other than bend over and take it, lol. As far as pain, etc goes the most I have ever felt is a little sting/prick for a second. Kinda like what you get when you get blood drawn. Even though the needle is larger than a subq one, it really glides in quite quickly and easily. Your mind just plays tricks that since it is larger it will be excruiatingly horrible.
Here are a few things I've learned with the PIO....
-When you draw the meds into the syringe prepare for it to take a bit. Air bubbles get in the syringe very easily and you'll need to keep pushing them out as you go. This frustrated me as it took awhile to get the shot ready. When the med vile is full it is easier to not get bubbles but as you use it over the days and there's less meds and more air it gets harder. It just takes patience and knowing that you need to go slow when drawing it.
-Ice the area prior to for about 10mins. It will freeze/numb the area so less pain. Well I assume less pain as I never did it without the ice numbing.
-Make sure the alcohol wipped area is dry before injecting or the needle prick will sting more.
-While icing the spot hold the syringe with the meds in your other hand with your fingers wrapped around it. This will help to get the meds a little warm and help to thin the oil before it goes in. I suppose your h could do that for you also as it just needs warm skin around it.
-When injecting the needle the quick dart like motion is best. For, me I had an issue with "pull back to check for blood" in case you are in a vein. I was petrified he would hit a vein everytime. The first few days I asked him every time are you sure there is no blood, lol. There never was. I think it is pretty rare to happen actually, but it does need to be checked.
-Once the needle is in and you are ready to inject, make sure the meds are pushed in slowly. It will take longer to be done with the process, but the muscle and your comfort will thank you.
-Once the needle is out, push gauze on it and rub it around for about 10 minutes after to help move the meds around. I also did some squats and down and up at my waist to activate the muscle.
-Ater the rub down, use a heating pad to warm the area and thin the oil inside.
If you have any questions please let me know and I can help in any way I can. Just remember our minds do crazy things and make up the worst case scenarios. In reality, you can handle it and it will most likely not be anywhere near as bad as you think.
**** siggy warning - bfp & loss **** ---- All Welcome ---
Me: 44 - Hashimoto's (under control), DH: 38 - (minor issues)
IUIs: 2 in 2012 ... Both BFN
IVF #1: 10/16/13 ... BFP, however it was not viable and ended in an early loss at 7weeks.
IVF #2: Feb '14 ... Cancelled. Positive beta at baseline appt, became very early loss.
IVF #2: Apr '14 ... Retrieval Only. 2 embryos made it to day 3 freeze & will be batched with IVF #3 for PGD testing.
IVF #3: June '14 ... Retrieval Only. 4 embryos growing, all arrested before day 5. Two from April thawed, but also arrested.
Currently benched while determining how to proceed.
"Keep going until you can't fail"
Over the 2 yrs I had a notebook where I scribbled stuff down from the boards but who knows where it is in my messy unorganized bedroom
ME:46 MH:44 DE IVF 2014
Met with RE 4/11. 2 IUI's BFN. DE best option. Switched clinics to do "shared" program. Had to retake all tests and a mamm that put me behind and then on a DE waiting list for 12 months. Picked a donor!! (10/13/13) Got matched. Estimated transfer in December. After 2.5 years of patiently waiting I will finally cycle....can hardly believe it. DE cycle got cancelled. One of her tests came back positive. Waiting for another donor. Donor picked!! (1/18/14)
DE IVF #1 (4/26) BFN DE FET #1 (6/4) BFP! Beta 1=339 Beta 2=852 Beta 3=9957 EDD 2/22/15!!
**** siggy warning - bfp & loss **** ---- All Welcome ---
Me: 44 - Hashimoto's (under control), DH: 38 - (minor issues)
IUIs: 2 in 2012 ... Both BFN
IVF #1: 10/16/13 ... BFP, however it was not viable and ended in an early loss at 7weeks.
IVF #2: Feb '14 ... Cancelled. Positive beta at baseline appt, became very early loss.
IVF #2: Apr '14 ... Retrieval Only. 2 embryos made it to day 3 freeze & will be batched with IVF #3 for PGD testing.
IVF #3: June '14 ... Retrieval Only. 4 embryos growing, all arrested before day 5. Two from April thawed, but also arrested.
Currently benched while determining how to proceed.
"Keep going until you can't fail"
ME:46 MH:44 DE IVF 2014
Met with RE 4/11. 2 IUI's BFN. DE best option. Switched clinics to do "shared" program. Had to retake all tests and a mamm that put me behind and then on a DE waiting list for 12 months. Picked a donor!! (10/13/13) Got matched. Estimated transfer in December. After 2.5 years of patiently waiting I will finally cycle....can hardly believe it. DE cycle got cancelled. One of her tests came back positive. Waiting for another donor. Donor picked!! (1/18/14)
DE IVF #1 (4/26) BFN DE FET #1 (6/4) BFP! Beta 1=339 Beta 2=852 Beta 3=9957 EDD 2/22/15!!