after 6 short weeks, I lost my sweet miracle baby. I just got out of the hospital. My heart is so broken right now. I woke up with heavy bleeding, and severe cramps. I have passed a few clots. They checked my betas, levels are down to 210 and they should be so much higher.

I had a transvaginal U/s and we couldn't find baby anywhere...

I went to the er a few days ago for bright red spotting, and they didn't even check me, I am pretty sure that is when this all started.... I am at such a loss.
DH & I 23
Married: 3/23/13 Together since: 4/11/10
DD born 4/19/09 after a summer fling after graduation. Not planned
Dx with Endometriosis and Ovarian Cysts July 2010
TTC since July 2010
DX with unexplained secondary IF 2012
BFP Oct 6, 2013
Confirmation BFP at Dr. Office Oct 7, 2013
Miscarriage confirmed 10/19/13
CD 21 full panel blood work 3/18/14 to initiate fertility treatment
Psalm 34:18 "...The Lord is close to the broken hearted and saves those who are crushed in spirit..."

Re: I'm back...
DS born Jan 2010
TTC#2 since Nov 2010 with breaks for DH cancer tx (remission!)
Tube with hydro removed Feb 2013
BFP 11/11/13 IUI#2 clomid+trigger+prometrium
Beta #1 14dpIUI=106; Beta #2 16dpIUI=287; Beta #3 20dpIUI=1158
5w6d 1 hb 109 and 2nd smaller sac; 7w0d 1 hb 125 and confirmed vanishing twin
Spontaneous pregnancy #1
DD1 July 31, 2011
Trying for #2 since Oct 11
Spontaneous pregnancy #2= Ectopic #2= lost left tube
Spontaneous pregnancy #3= DD2 January 29, 2016
Spontaneous pregnancy #4= Ectopic #3
Spontaneous pregnancy #5= Baby #3 is a BOY!!!
Me: 27 DH: 33
Conceived DS after 4 years of MFI
TTC # 2 (not trying,not preventing ever)
May 2013 - August 2013 Timed Intercourse = BFN
September 2013 Timed Intercourse, Weekly Acupuncture, Herbs=BFN
October 2013 Timed Intercourse, Weekly Acupuncture, Herbs, and "warming foods" = BFP
Beta #1 19, Beta #2 18 Progesterone 4.6 Miscarried 11/9/13
November 2013 - Benched, waiting for first post-loss AF.
No longer benched per New RE/OB!
Jan. 15 2014 - BFP. HCG 3900 - Ectopic
Jan. 16 2014 Left tube removed and D&C
March 2, 2014 First AF
TTC #2 since 8/2012
IUI #1 April 2014: BFN
IUI #2 July 2014: BFN
IUI #3 August 2014: BFN
BFP: September 15, due May 22nd 2015
October 2011 - DS (7)
July 2014 - Stillborn DD (24 weeks)
August 2015 - DD (3)
April 2018 - 5 week loss