I obviously need only 5 hours sleep to function anymore. No matter what i'm up at the ass crack of dawn. Me and big f stayed up late watching a movie and enjoying a few goodbye drinks, I totally woke up drunk. So now im downing coffee to sober up before lil f wakes up.

Im also getting really bummed about big f leaving tomorrow. I know i will push through it, and im really proud of him for taking this leap but damnit im going to fucking miss him.
Your turn, I need a coffee IV STAT!
Re: ~FC~
I am not looking forward to this weekend at all.
You better believe if we move into a house with a family room separate from the living room, mommy will have her grown up living room!
What just happened in my diaper?!
My FC: MIL is coming for 10 days but DH the kids and myself are leaving to visit my parents for the weekend and I haven't been talking to Cortlandt about MIL coming just about going to see my parents. MIL booked her trip after we told her we were going to be out of town this weekend and she will be staying at our house and most likely drinking all of DH's whiskey and not doing a damn thing!
Which is insane because sometimes I miss her even when She's right in front of me.
I also think she's getting less cute (swear to God... I am horrible. What the fluck is wrong with me!?!?)... Maybe I just miss the baby baby Ernie.
Even a minor event in the life of a child is an event of that child's world and thus a world event.
I have had one of the worst and most trying week ever. I cant remember the last time I was tested this way. It tested my personality, my values, my interpersonal relationships.
I made some strong decisions and while I dont regret them, Ive just been kind of sad. Sad that certain things werent what I thought. With that said it really reminded me to invest in the relationships I do have because those are very important.
Married: 5/21/05 **~** Emery Aylin 6/30/12
BFP#1-11/5/10- Surgery for ectopic pregnancy 11/15/10 BFP#2-11/1/11 Due 7/8/12 Born 6/30/12
Oops we did it again... BFP 03/23/14 Due 12/6/14 Nora Born 11/23/14
I find that I NEED breaks from my kid. Makes me a little sad.
I'm this way with 5 guys. I tried so many times, but I rent their food. Ugh. Since Thomas has a peanut allergy, we can't go there anyway.
But for real. I know its just the beginning of many phases where she won't appear runway ready 24/7 but sheesh!
She hears "You're a dog Louise, a doooooooog!" Or "Buzz, your girlfriend" At least once a week. And by once a week I mean once a photo sesh. Put your tongue back in your mouth, Miley.
You can shun me now.