Can't believe I thought it would happen....

Re: Can't believe I thought it would happen....

• imoverit member

  October 2013

  Hugs mama.

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• Robeano member

  October 2013

  Hugs. Sorry Willie
  

  Diagonsed PCOS TTC since May 2009
  

  First M/C December 2010 Second M/C August 2011
  Oct 2011~Second round clomid 50 mg; BFN
  Nov 2011~Third round clomid 50 mg: BFP
  Dec 11- Beta #1 91;Dec 13- Beta #2 186.2
  Dec 27- third miscarriage
  May 25th- Beta #1 369;May 27th- Beta #2 798
  Baby girl born Jan 23, 9lbs 3oz, 21 1/2" long
  May 27th-Beta #1 80; May 29th- Beta #2 304; May 31st- Beta #3 860
  

  

  

  

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• kmc84 member

  October 2013

  ((Hugs))

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  TTC# 1 since 5/10
  Me:34 Type 1 Diabetes, Ankylosing Spondylitis, Hypothyroid DH:35 Perfect
  DX: Unexplained IF
  Many IUI's with various meds all BFFN
  IVF #1 11/11 canceled due to OHSS
  IVF #2 Feb/March 2012 ET of 2 on day 3 4/7 BFP! 5/1 u/s blighted ovum
  IVF #3 July 2012 ET of 3 on day 3 7/24 BFP!
  Healthy baby girl born at 36w4d on 3/9/13
  

  TTC #2

  IVF #4 May/June 2014 ER 6/4 18R 8M 8F ET 6/9 1 blast, 2 frosties

  Beta 6/18 BFFN

  
  

  FET of 2 blasts 7/24...BFP!

  Healthy baby girl born at 36w3d on 3/17/15
  
  TTC#3
  IVF #5 June 2018- PGS planned, no surviving embryos
  IVF #6 August 2018- ET of 2 on day 3 - Chemical pregnancy
  IVF #7 August 2019-....?

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• ELF4321 member

  October 2013

  I'm sorry. My LP was all over the place for a few months post partum. It worked itself out into a more regular pattern, but it did take awhile. ((Hugs))

  
  

  
  

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• Ruthie04 member

  October 2013

  Many hugs your way. My LP/ cycles were completely off right after weaning. It's so frustrating- especially when TTC.

  TTC in 2009, Dx: Unexplained IF

  Three TI cycles (BFP...miscarriage), five IUI attempts and 2.5 IVF cycles later...BFP!!
  12dp5dt: 765; 15dp5dt: 1979; 17dp5dt: 3379...TWINS!!!!!
  Our perfect baby boys were born at 36w1d!! 

  
  

  
  

  
  

  
  

  
  

  
  

  
  

  
  

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• Dragonfly1226 member

  October 2013

  (((((Hugs)))))

  
  Unexplained Infertility
  
  After two Clomid cycles, three injectable IUI cycles, two IVFs, two miscarriages, and one lap surgery, IVF #2 has brought us our little boy!
  
  
  
  TTC #2
  After months of being postponed or cancelled, FET #1.3 (Natural FET) brought us twin girls!
  
  

  
  
  

  Surprise! Baby #4 is due in March!

  
  
  

  

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• kaf7 member

  October 2013

  I think it's normal to be hopeful, but it sucks when AF arrives. My DH has zero sperm and I still hoped every cycle. Hugs

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• PennyLane26 member

  October 2013

  (((Hugs))) sorry- that's so disappointing.

  dx: MFI 0% morph & low count. Occasional Anovulatory cycles.
  

  
  

  TTC #1

  • IVF #1 4/21/12 - c/p
    
  • IVF#2 8/1/12 - BFP! DD arrived 4/10/2013.

  
  

  
  

  
  

  TTC #2
  

  • FET #1 3/18/14 - BFP! DS arrived 11/19/2014.

  
  

  
  

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• IBackBevo member

  October 2013

  My first post-partum LP was only 3 days. The next one was 7.  Then it evened out to about 9-10 days. It was shorter (as were my cycles in general) than it was before pregnancy, but my LP's were always on the short side.

  IF DX: DOR & Fragile X pre-mutation carrier
  2011: FSH 13.3 & E 99; AMH 0.54 2nd FSH 6.2 E 40's AFC: 8
  BFP from Clomid/IUI ~ Pre-e and IUGR during pregnancy ~ DS born 9/4/12
  Feb./March 2013: AMH less than 0.16 (undectable) and AFC = 4;
  BFP from supps ~ DS#2 due May 2014
  

  
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• JBDamonM member

  October 2013

  Hugs my friend!

  I went through the same thing recently. 5 days late and I dared to dream (And I'm not in a position for number 2 quite yet but the thought of a natural BFP was just so amazing

  
  

  "I won't give up on us, even if the skies get rough, I'm giving you all my love, I"m still looking up."
  TTC #1 since August 2011 MFI Diagnosis - April 2012
  IVF #1 - July 2012 - Stims start 7/2, ER 7/12, 20 retrieved, 16 mature, 13 fertilized!
  ET - 7/17 - 1 blast transferred. Beta - 7/26 273, Beta 2 7/30 - 1143. Beta 3 8/6 - 11,597
  12/25 - Santa tells us "IT'S A GIRL!" EDD - April 4th
  
  Our Little Easter Bunny has arrived!

  Molly Mildred born 03/31/13
  

  
  

  TTC A Sibling....... FET #1 11/14/14, Transferred one beautiful blast

  Remaining four frosties arrested due to "embryologist error"
  

  Plllllleasssee stick little icicle.....Beta 11/23...BFN

  Starting ALL over with a fresh IVF cycle

  Stims start 11/28/14, ER December 10th, 13 eggs retrieved, 11 mature, only 4 fertilized 

  1 Blast Transferred on December 15th..... Beta Christmas Eve... Please Santa, bring me a baby!

  Beta #1 345.....Beta #2....750/ First U/S 1/13/15/HB 131....EDD 9/2/2015

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• TJ1979 member

  October 2013

  Hugs wille. @ducky719 is right, it hurts every time. Hopefully your cycles will even out soon. It's still early though, I'm gonna keep hoping for you, k?

  TTC with PCOS since November 2009
  

  IUI#1 Femara/Ovidrel (cd 3-7) = BFP, m/c
  IUI#2 Femara/Ovidrel (cd 5-9) = BFN
  IUI#3 Femara/Ovidrel (cd 3-7) = BFP!
  beta #1 11/23 = 270, P4 = 75
  beta #2 11/28 = 2055
  Our daughter E was born 7/29/2012!
  Surprise, our 2nd daughter P was born 5/22/14!
   
  

  
  

  

  

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• carrera317 member

  October 2013

  We always do that to ourselves, don't we?! Sorry to hear of your roller coaster month. Hopefully next month will be a whole lot better with a perfect LP and a bfp. Good luck.

  Me = 36 with PCOS and 1 tube removed for a cyst and adhesions

  DH = 35 with low morphology

  
  

  April '09 IVF (antagonist protocol) = 5R5M, none fertilized, cancelled at ET

  May/June '09 IVF/ICSI = 6R6M6F, 2ET on 6.18.09, 1 frostie, Beta on

  6.30.09 = 51 OMG!! Beta #2 = 167 Beta #3 = 2630!!!!! An uneventful pregnancy. 

  3.16.10 a healthy beautiful miracle boy born via unscheduled c-section

  
  

  Now on the quest for another, so our dear son is not alone.

  
  

  May/June '12 IVF/ICSI (antagonist protocol) =10R9M9F, 1ET = BFN, 2 frosties

  Aug '12 FET, 1ET= beta hell, 2 rounds of methotrexate, 4 months later Hcg < 2 
  

  Jan/Feb '13 IVF/ICSI (long lupron protocol) = 18R18M18F, 1ET = BFN, 10 frosties
  

  Apr '13 FET w 2ET (one from '09 and one newer) = (strep throat during 2ww) biochemical = BFN

  June '13 FET w 2ET = 1 baby boy lost at 10w, D/E with karyotyping, loss due to monosomy 21.

  Karyotyping of me and DH negative for a balance translocation.

  Dec '13 FET w 2ET, BFP!!!! 12/26 beta #1 10dp5dt = 781, beta 2 12dpt= 2234 could this be real?!

    Not giving up yet.

  5 frosties on ice.

  
  

  Truly realizing how much of a miracle my son is and praying this will be a sibling for him.

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• mcgeeva member

  October 2013

  I'm sorry! We all want to be the ones that get pregnant naturally after having our other kids. I feel like it's so rare but it does happen.

  Married: 5/09 ~ TTC Since: 10/10 ~ PCOS ~ Progesterone from 10/10 - 2/11 ~ HSG on 3/18 - Clear ~ Started Metformin 1000mg & Clomid 50mg 2/11 ~ Metformin upped to 1500mg 4/6 ~ 6/7 Now going to SG and put on Clomid, Ovidrel, Gonal F, Prometrium, Estrace ~ IUI #1 7/2 = BFP!!!!!! March 6th our little man was born. 

  6/17/13 - Ovidrel, Follistim, Prometrium ~ IUI #1 7/2 = BFP! March 17th our St. Pattys day baby arrived

  10/29/17 - Started process for IVF, got pregnant & miscarried a 2nd time since summer. 2/22 started stims - Menopur, Gonal F, Cetrotide - retrieval 3/6 - , PIO, estrace 3xday - FET 4/18 = Beta 1: 616; Beta 2: 1342 = BFP 

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• wille2b member

  October 2013

  Thanks ladies, you are the best!!

  
  
  
  
  TTC since 2005
  missed miscarriage nov 2006- 4 failed clomid cycles-
  3 failed femara iui cycles-
  moving on to IVF oct 2011
  ER nov. 7th
  tansfered 2 blasts on 11/10
  lots of +hpt!!
  beta #1 on 11/21= 50.4
  beta #2 on11/23= 90.8
  another miscarriage 12/23
  moving on to Round 2 of IVF with an auto immune dx
  ER 4/23-retrieved 12 eggs
  ET 4/28 3 transfered
  Beta #1- 356
  Beta #2- 870
  
  

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• jessica_gail2 member

  October 2013

  Ducky719 said:

  Aww willie...it hurts everytime.  I'm sorry, dear!

  Couldn't say it any better. Hugs!

  MF (low motility) - Began stims for IVF#1 7/21/12

  ER 8/2/12 - 14 eggs retrieved, 12 mature and ICSI'd, 6 fertilized. ET 8/7 - 2 embies. Beta#1 8/17: 143! Beta#2 8/20: 590! Beta#3 8/22: 1,162! 1st US 9/4: one beautiful little bean with the best sounding HB I've ever heard!

  
  

  
  

  
  

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• phishgirl29 member

  October 2013

  ((Hugs))

                      

  IVF #1 September 2012, beta #1: 213; beta #2: 580. Expecting Twins! 

  EDD 6/9 lost one angel at 9w3d  

  Baby boy arrived 6/1/13

  FET #1 10/14, BFP -Chemical Pregnancy

  Everyone Welcome

  
  

  

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• MoFree member

  October 2013

  I'm really sorry. I think many of us harbor fantasies of a spontaneous BFP. I have almost zero chance of conceiving without medical help and occasionally when AF is 15 minutes late I wonder if I could be KU. Nice fantasy while it lasts.

  TTC since 3-08 IVF # 1 Dec 2011 BFP DD born at 31 weeks 6-24-12
  
  FET #1 Dec 2013 BFN
  
  FET # 2 Feb 2014 BFN
  
  No more frosties
  
  IVF #2. September 2014
  
  PGD yielded 2 perfect 5d blasts
  
  SET November 9, 2014
  Nov 23, 2014. Another BFN
  
  Not sure where to go from here.
  
  
  
  
  

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