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Who else is in the 2ww...

Jen071407Jen071407 member
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and wants to over-analyze/complain/ponder possible symptoms with a crazy person??!!  I'm 8dpiui and obsessing. I'm a little crampy and trying to decide what I think that means.... I have ridiculous amounts of work to do and cannot focus one bit. 

Two DDs 10/08 and 08/10, no primary IF
TTC #3 since 10/2011 - dx unexplained/weak ovulation
 3 BFN clomid + TI cycles, 5 BFN clomid/gonal f IUIs, 1 mmc IUI
2/19/2014 IVF #1 Unexpected low E2 (oversuppressed) -> increased to max doses = 3 or 4 follicles, converting to IUI
BFFP Saw 1 beautiful heartbeat at 6w6d, follow up u/s at 9w showed mmc. Eff this.
NTNP 5/2014-9/2014, OPKs and TI 10/2014 - 1/2015. 
RPL testing all normal, AFC, AMH, and FSH all normal. 
IVF 1.2 1/22/2014 natural cycle start, AFC 28, 300 gonal f/150menopur. 
ER 2/3/15 14R 8M 3F w/ICSI Day 5 transfer on 2/8/15 of one "Grade A+" blast and have TWO frosties! 

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Re: Who else is in the 2ww...

  • CheesyPeasCheesyPeas member
    I'm not in the 2WW but since obsessing is my thing, I'm drawn to obsessing about others' cycles.  Are you still free from spotting?  I got a bit excited for you yesterday when I read that you always spot by 7 dpo and hadn't yet as of yesterday.
    November 2010 - 10.5 week loss  o:) 
    October 2011 - DS (7)  <3 
    July 2014 - Stillborn DD (24 weeks)  o:) 
    August 2015 - DD (3)  <3 
    April 2018 - 5 week loss o:) 

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  • Jen071407Jen071407 member
    No spotting! Just these random cramps that could mean something or nothing! I go back and forth between being convinced I'm going to get a bfp to scolding myself for being so unrealistic 8-}

    Two DDs 10/08 and 08/10, no primary IF
    TTC #3 since 10/2011 - dx unexplained/weak ovulation
     3 BFN clomid + TI cycles, 5 BFN clomid/gonal f IUIs, 1 mmc IUI
    2/19/2014 IVF #1 Unexpected low E2 (oversuppressed) -> increased to max doses = 3 or 4 follicles, converting to IUI
    BFFP Saw 1 beautiful heartbeat at 6w6d, follow up u/s at 9w showed mmc. Eff this.
    NTNP 5/2014-9/2014, OPKs and TI 10/2014 - 1/2015. 
    RPL testing all normal, AFC, AMH, and FSH all normal. 
    IVF 1.2 1/22/2014 natural cycle start, AFC 28, 300 gonal f/150menopur. 
    ER 2/3/15 14R 8M 3F w/ICSI Day 5 transfer on 2/8/15 of one "Grade A+" blast and have TWO frosties! 

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  • CheesyPeasCheesyPeas member

    That sounds about right. :)  I find myself there every cycle feeling excited one minute, convinced I'm pregnant and completely defeated the next when I convince myself that AF is coming.  I think the no spotting thing would make me 100% convinced that a bun is in the oven if I were you.  When are you going to test?

    November 2010 - 10.5 week loss  o:) 
    October 2011 - DS (7)  <3 
    July 2014 - Stillborn DD (24 weeks)  o:) 
    August 2015 - DD (3)  <3 
    April 2018 - 5 week loss o:) 

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  • Jen071407Jen071407 member
    Weeeellll I started testing out the trigger at 5dpo and got a clear bfn for that yesterday at 7dpo, double checked it today at 8dpo, and since I got my bfp in July at 9dpo I guess I'll test tomorrow :)

    Two DDs 10/08 and 08/10, no primary IF
    TTC #3 since 10/2011 - dx unexplained/weak ovulation
     3 BFN clomid + TI cycles, 5 BFN clomid/gonal f IUIs, 1 mmc IUI
    2/19/2014 IVF #1 Unexpected low E2 (oversuppressed) -> increased to max doses = 3 or 4 follicles, converting to IUI
    BFFP Saw 1 beautiful heartbeat at 6w6d, follow up u/s at 9w showed mmc. Eff this.
    NTNP 5/2014-9/2014, OPKs and TI 10/2014 - 1/2015. 
    RPL testing all normal, AFC, AMH, and FSH all normal. 
    IVF 1.2 1/22/2014 natural cycle start, AFC 28, 300 gonal f/150menopur. 
    ER 2/3/15 14R 8M 3F w/ICSI Day 5 transfer on 2/8/15 of one "Grade A+" blast and have TWO frosties! 

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  • annibesannibes member
    AF should come any day now. Feeling crampy like that's what's coming. :( I took a dollar tree hpt yesterday anyway, BFN after 3 minutes so I tossed it. Stupid old me, I looked at it again tonight on a whim and saw my first-ever evap line so now I can't sleep. What a mind eff! 24 hours is outside of the window, so I know the results are invalid but my mind is racing anyway.

    Good luck to all in the next several days!
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  • Jen071407Jen071407 member
    edited October 2013
    annibes said:
    AF should come any day now. Feeling crampy like that's what's coming. :( I took a dollar tree hpt yesterday anyway, BFN after 3 minutes so I tossed it. Stupid old me, I looked at it again tonight on a whim and saw my first-ever evap line so now I can't sleep. What a mind eff! 24 hours is outside of the window, so I know the results are invalid but my mind is racing anyway. Good luck to all in the next several days!

    Oh the mind games!! I don't even want to admit how long I messed with adjusting colors and squinting at a pic of a hpt tonight. Fx that second line is hinting at something to come!

    Two DDs 10/08 and 08/10, no primary IF
    TTC #3 since 10/2011 - dx unexplained/weak ovulation
     3 BFN clomid + TI cycles, 5 BFN clomid/gonal f IUIs, 1 mmc IUI
    2/19/2014 IVF #1 Unexpected low E2 (oversuppressed) -> increased to max doses = 3 or 4 follicles, converting to IUI
    BFFP Saw 1 beautiful heartbeat at 6w6d, follow up u/s at 9w showed mmc. Eff this.
    NTNP 5/2014-9/2014, OPKs and TI 10/2014 - 1/2015. 
    RPL testing all normal, AFC, AMH, and FSH all normal. 
    IVF 1.2 1/22/2014 natural cycle start, AFC 28, 300 gonal f/150menopur. 
    ER 2/3/15 14R 8M 3F w/ICSI Day 5 transfer on 2/8/15 of one "Grade A+" blast and have TWO frosties! 

     image

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  • annibesannibes member
    Thanks- that would be amazing! I didn't even say anything to DH. I've been able to avoid getting his hopes up for 3 years, so I don't want to start tonight!
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  • annibesannibes member
    And Ugh to the testing. Adjusting the dimmer light. Looking toward the light, turning away from the light. Glasses on, glasses off, tilt every which way. Look against different colors/surfaces.. What else? I don't think I'll believe it if there ever is a legit 2nd line!
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  • Jen071407Jen071407 member
    Lol you just described my night!! I even resorted to posting a pic on countdowntopregnancy.com. I'm ashamed L-)

    Two DDs 10/08 and 08/10, no primary IF
    TTC #3 since 10/2011 - dx unexplained/weak ovulation
     3 BFN clomid + TI cycles, 5 BFN clomid/gonal f IUIs, 1 mmc IUI
    2/19/2014 IVF #1 Unexpected low E2 (oversuppressed) -> increased to max doses = 3 or 4 follicles, converting to IUI
    BFFP Saw 1 beautiful heartbeat at 6w6d, follow up u/s at 9w showed mmc. Eff this.
    NTNP 5/2014-9/2014, OPKs and TI 10/2014 - 1/2015. 
    RPL testing all normal, AFC, AMH, and FSH all normal. 
    IVF 1.2 1/22/2014 natural cycle start, AFC 28, 300 gonal f/150menopur. 
    ER 2/3/15 14R 8M 3F w/ICSI Day 5 transfer on 2/8/15 of one "Grade A+" blast and have TWO frosties! 

     image

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  • annibesannibes member
    Hopefully it turns toward a clear answer in your favor! I am too lazy to post pics, haha. I just stare and analyze forever.
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  • Jen071407Jen071407 member
    Bfn today. Meh. I need to relax. You test again?

    Two DDs 10/08 and 08/10, no primary IF
    TTC #3 since 10/2011 - dx unexplained/weak ovulation
     3 BFN clomid + TI cycles, 5 BFN clomid/gonal f IUIs, 1 mmc IUI
    2/19/2014 IVF #1 Unexpected low E2 (oversuppressed) -> increased to max doses = 3 or 4 follicles, converting to IUI
    BFFP Saw 1 beautiful heartbeat at 6w6d, follow up u/s at 9w showed mmc. Eff this.
    NTNP 5/2014-9/2014, OPKs and TI 10/2014 - 1/2015. 
    RPL testing all normal, AFC, AMH, and FSH all normal. 
    IVF 1.2 1/22/2014 natural cycle start, AFC 28, 300 gonal f/150menopur. 
    ER 2/3/15 14R 8M 3F w/ICSI Day 5 transfer on 2/8/15 of one "Grade A+" blast and have TWO frosties! 

     image

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  • annibesannibes member
    Ugh, I'm sorry. Yes I tested again, BFN. Waited the whole 10 minutes this time then threw it out. I wish I had an HPT lockbox I could throw them in when I'm done.. I'm sure I'll be looking again tonight and tomorrow morning.

    AF is due any minute so I'm waiting for the spotting to begin.
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