So annoyed with myself!

+SouthernMomma+ · October 2013

Yesterday I had baby fever so bad that I went and I got a puppy, She is the cutest little thing but it was instant regret the minute I got her home. I've done this twice this year already, the first time was 2 adorable kittens and within 24 hours I had rehomed them. I've already put this puppy back up for sale, and I cant help but feel guilty. These poor animals don't deserve to be sent from home to home. NO MORE ANIMALS for me! It just sucks because I am constantly trying to desperately fill that void of wanting a baby, any way that I can... and nothing works. Now im mad at myself for letting my emotions take over and getting a puppy that deserves someone that really really wants her. Poor puppy and dumbass me -_-

On another note, Welcome back insomnia! ... My DR. told me not to take the melatonin during the TWW. This just isn't going to work, I need sleep.

You win Monday, you win!

Gator_Bride07 · October 2013

I've had that itch, too. We've actually gone to a few pet adoption events, but then I start thinking of the cost, and the extra mess, and what we'd do when we go on vacation... It is hard to resist though.
I use melatonin too, but I haven't needed it during the TWW bc the progesterone pills knock me out. I love them.

I hope you can find a good home for the puppy soon!

Jen071407 · October 2013

I added a cocker spaniel puppy to our family back in January

I had a few moments of wth was I thinking (we already have a dog and a cat!), but now I'm so glad she's here

Eta posted before I was done! I don't think you have to beat yourself up. This is all emotionally draining, so a few moments of impulsiveness is bound to happen!

pettycrocker · October 2013

I know exactly what you mean! I am filling this void by shopping to the max and I get pretty effing disgusted with myself. There are times where I get so caught up in shopping (trying to distract myself from IF) and I end up with 10-12 jars of expensive face creams or hair products, and I'm like "REALLY?! Wtf do I need with 12 jars of $90 fucking face cream!?!" Then I cry because I am so ashamed of myself.

Now I started shopping for DD for xmas, and in my mind I was just gonna get a couple things whenever I saw a good deal.. Umm.. Yea, I've spent around $1500 already, and I'm sure I'll see more shit that I think she just HAS to HAVE. It's so ridiculously stupid, because I KNOW I am doing this because the whole process just gets so overwhelmingly depressing some times, it's my way of trying to "vent" it all out, I guess

Well we have enough pets (2 boxers) but I swear the other day I was telling H "Wouldn't it be nice to get a kitten?" LOLOLOL then I said "But they always stink, no matter how often you change the box, and I am just not trying to deal with that"

8-}

Jen071407 · October 2013

Mrs Castillo said:

I know exactly what you mean! I am filling this void by shopping to the max and I get pretty effing disgusted with myself. There are times where I get so caught up in shopping (trying to distract myself from IF) and I end up with 10-12 jars of expensive face creams or hair products, and I'm like "REALLY?! Wtf do I need with 12 jars of $90 fucking face cream!?!" Then I cry because I am so ashamed of myself.

Now I started shopping for DD for xmas, and in my mind I was just gonna get a couple things whenever I saw a good deal.. Umm.. Yea, I've spent around $1500 already, and I'm sure I'll see more shit that I think she just HAS to HAVE. It's so ridiculously stupid, because I KNOW I am doing this because the whole process just gets so overwhelmingly depressing some times, it's my way of trying to "vent" it all out, I guess

Well we have enough pets (2 boxers) but I swear the other day I was telling H "Wouldn't it be nice to get a kitten?" LOLOLOL then I said "But they always stink, no matter how often you change the box, and I am just not trying to deal with that"
8-}

I'm with you on the retail therapy...

+SouthernMomma+ · October 2013

I found that sweet puppy a loving home, thank goodness. Okay, im staying off the pet websites from now on!

Jen071407 · October 2013

+SouthernMomma+ said:

I found that sweet puppy a loving home, thank goodness. Okay, im staying off the pet websites from now on!

Perhaps a new purse or pair of shoes next time

Does wonders for me!

+SouthernMomma+ · October 2013

Jen071407 said:

+SouthernMomma+ said:

I found that sweet puppy a loving home, thank goodness. Okay, im staying off the pet websites from now on!

Perhaps a new purse or pair of shoes next time Does wonders for me!

Lol, I think you're right!

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