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It's over...got my monthly friend.

JalepenoPepperJalepenoPepper member
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Well, IVF #1 was a big fat fail. Got my period this morning. Why do I even have to go to the dr for a blood test? Just another reminder how my body is screwed up and failing me. 

Probably going to take the holidays off from TTC. I don't want to see another needle for a long time. I'm done for now. We may change our minds in January, but for my own sanity and for my son, I want to be 100% for him for the holidays this year. I've been too consumed with having #2 this past year, it's not fair to him. 

Good luck everyone! 
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  • +SouthernMomma++SouthernMomma+ member
    Awe!! :( Im so sorry honey!!! I think we all understand that feeling, Its just not fair!! I hope you enjoy your holidays stress free, we will miss yah! Good luck!!
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  • Jen071407Jen071407 member
    I'm so sorry :( IF is so unfair. There aren't any words anyone can say to make you feel better, especially today. My thoughts are with you.

    Two DDs 10/08 and 08/10, no primary IF
    TTC #3 since 10/2011 - dx unexplained/weak ovulation
     3 BFN clomid + TI cycles, 5 BFN clomid/gonal f IUIs, 1 mmc IUI
    2/19/2014 IVF #1 Unexpected low E2 (oversuppressed) -> increased to max doses = 3 or 4 follicles, converting to IUI
    BFFP Saw 1 beautiful heartbeat at 6w6d, follow up u/s at 9w showed mmc. Eff this.
    NTNP 5/2014-9/2014, OPKs and TI 10/2014 - 1/2015. 
    RPL testing all normal, AFC, AMH, and FSH all normal. 
    IVF 1.2 1/22/2014 natural cycle start, AFC 28, 300 gonal f/150menopur. 
    ER 2/3/15 14R 8M 3F w/ICSI Day 5 transfer on 2/8/15 of one "Grade A+" blast and have TWO frosties! 

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  • freakyfastfreakyfast member
    I am so so sorry.  Lots of ((HUGS)) to you. 



      


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  • pettycrockerpettycrocker member
    I am so to hear this :(  What a huge bummer! I wish I could give you a big hug :( 

    Gah! I hate IF, I feel so bad when one of us has to go through another stupid treatment cycle and it doesn't work. Especially now that I know what you have to go through to do an IVF cycle, it's just not effing fair! ugh!   


    Spontaneous pregnancy #1
    DD1 July 31, 2011

    Trying for #2 since Oct 11
    732973 Clomid Cycles
    2 IUIs 
    3 Fresh IVFs= 1 Ectopic treated with MTX
    Spontaneous pregnancy #2= Ectopic #2= lost left tube
    Spontaneous pregnancy #3= DD2 January 29, 2016
    Spontaneous pregnancy #4= Ectopic #3
    Spontaneous pregnancy #5= Baby #3 is a BOY!!! 



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  • Gator_Bride07Gator_Bride07 member
    I'm so sorry. I hope the time off is healing for you.
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  • cerad5cerad5 member

    So sorry :( I hope you enjoy the holidays :)

    DD 12/1/2009
    TTC#2 Since May 2012
    Dx PCOS February 2013 on Metformin 1500 mg
    Met with RE October 2013, we've got a plan!
    Surprise BFP on "break cycle" 10/12/13. EDD 6/17/14.
    MMC discovered 11/25/13 at 10 weeks. D&C 11/27/13.
    BFP 2/8/14 Beta#1: 176, Prog 18! Beta#2:335, Prog, 19.5!
    EDD 10/16/2014

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  • gmc222gmc222 member
    Oh no! I'm so sorry. Enjoy the holidays with your son :x

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    After 3 failed Clomid+TI cycles, DD was conceived with IUI#1

    TTC #2

    Clomid 50 mg + IUI#1  = BFP, m/c and D&C at 7w1d

    Clomid 50mg + IUI#2 = BFN

    Clomid 100mg + IUI#3 = BFN

    Lupron + Follistim + IVF#1 = 11ER, 10M, 10F, ET of 1 expanded BBA 5-day blast, 2 Frosties. BFP! Beta 10/13 = 264! Beta 10/15 = 702! EDD 6/21/14

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  • kndeckarkndeckar member
    I'm so so sorry :( You sound like a wonderful mom for caring so much about your son. I hope you can enjoy your break & have a wonderful holiday with your family.
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  • ally510ally510 member
    I'm so sorry! ((hugs)) Please try to give yourself a break. We all have enough mommy guilt in our lives without allowing our IF experiences to contribute. I'm sure your DS has not sensed that your focus may have been elsewhere from time to time over the past year. Enjoy the holiday season with your family.
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  • ScarletBegonia79ScarletBegonia79 member
    I am so sorry. I know what you mean about it being unfair to child #1. It's piling stress upon stress. I hope that your break is healthy and you can let go for a little while.

    TTC #2 since 8/2012

    IUI #1 April 2014: BFN

    IUI #2 July 2014: BFN

    IUI #3 August 2014: BFN

    BFP: September 15, due May 22nd 2015

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