So my LO was resting peacefully in his crib this morning. Not sleeping, but just hanging out. I decide that since he is awake and looking around, I should pick him up. Of course, he starts crying and now I am crying because I think my baby would rather be alone in his crib than in my arms...which is weird since at night he will only sleep if cuddled on my chest.
Now, I can't put him down, I can't hold him, nothing works. After the long fussy night, then MH coming in at 4am and having all sorts of cuddle time while I pump like a cow, I just feel exhausted and frustrated. I love my little man, but sometimes it is just so overwhelming.
Hope you ladies are having a better morning. Maybe things will look better after I eat. ..
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