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Feeling hopeless

Gator_Bride07Gator_Bride07 member
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3rd round of Clomid 100mg + PreSeed was a bust. So that makes this failure #11. I'm not sure where to go from here..if I should give it another shot or walk away. I'm so over this emotional roller coaster.
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Re: Feeling hopeless

  • +SouthernMomma++SouthernMomma+ member
    Awe honey :( Sending you the biggest hugs ever!! Keep your head up. Im so sorry... I hope you don't give up, we are all here for you!!
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  • Gator_Bride07Gator_Bride07 member
    Thank you. Your response made me cry (again..I'm overly emotional today). I appreciate the support, I really do.
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  • +SouthernMomma++SouthernMomma+ member
    Sometimes we just need a good cry, and that's OKAY!! But when its all said and done you just have to pick yourself back up and keep on trucking!! Im sorry I stirred the hormone pot, lol... that wasn't my intentions, but you guys are like my second family on here and if it wasn't for you ladies I wouldn't have been able to keep on, keeping on. We are all riding this emotional train together, you don't have to sit by yourself ... Shoot some of us are sitting in each others lap on the "train"  lol... Sending more HUGS your way!!!!
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  • Jen071407Jen071407 member
    edited October 2013
    +SouthernMomma+ said:
    Sometimes we just need a good cry, and that's OKAY!! But when its all said and done you just have to pick yourself back up and keep on trucking!! Im sorry I stirred the hormone pot, lol... that wasn't my intentions, but you guys are like my second family on here and if it wasn't for you ladies I wouldn't have been able to keep on, keeping on. We are all riding this emotional train together, you don't have to sit by yourself ... Shoot some of us are sitting in each others lap on the "train"  lol... Sending more HUGS your way!!!!

    Beautifully said! @gator_bride07 I'm so sorry about the bfn :( There aren't really any words, but hugs your way!

    Two DDs 10/08 and 08/10, no primary IF
    TTC #3 since 10/2011 - dx unexplained/weak ovulation
     3 BFN clomid + TI cycles, 5 BFN clomid/gonal f IUIs, 1 mmc IUI
    2/19/2014 IVF #1 Unexpected low E2 (oversuppressed) -> increased to max doses = 3 or 4 follicles, converting to IUI
    BFFP Saw 1 beautiful heartbeat at 6w6d, follow up u/s at 9w showed mmc. Eff this.
    NTNP 5/2014-9/2014, OPKs and TI 10/2014 - 1/2015. 
    RPL testing all normal, AFC, AMH, and FSH all normal. 
    IVF 1.2 1/22/2014 natural cycle start, AFC 28, 300 gonal f/150menopur. 
    ER 2/3/15 14R 8M 3F w/ICSI Day 5 transfer on 2/8/15 of one "Grade A+" blast and have TWO frosties! 

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  • cerad5cerad5 member
    So sorry :(
    DD 12/1/2009
    TTC#2 Since May 2012
    Dx PCOS February 2013 on Metformin 1500 mg
    Met with RE October 2013, we've got a plan!
    Surprise BFP on "break cycle" 10/12/13. EDD 6/17/14.
    MMC discovered 11/25/13 at 10 weeks. D&C 11/27/13.
    BFP 2/8/14 Beta#1: 176, Prog 18! Beta#2:335, Prog, 19.5!
    EDD 10/16/2014

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  • freakyfastfreakyfast member
    +SouthernMomma+ said:
    Sometimes we just need a good cry, and that's OKAY!! But when its all said and done you just have to pick yourself back up and keep on trucking!! Im sorry I stirred the hormone pot, lol... that wasn't my intentions, but you guys are like my second family on here and if it wasn't for you ladies I wouldn't have been able to keep on, keeping on. We are all riding this emotional train together, you don't have to sit by yourself ... Shoot some of us are sitting in each others lap on the "train"  lol... Sending more HUGS your way!!!!

    She is right we are here for you. I am so sorry.  Lots of ((HUGS)). 



      


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  • AlmostWrightAlmostWright member
    I am so sorry :(

    DS born Jan 2010

    TTC#2 since Nov 2010 with breaks for DH cancer tx (remission!)

    Tube with hydro removed Feb 2013

    BFP 11/11/13 IUI#2 clomid+trigger+prometrium

    Beta #1 14dpIUI=106; Beta #2 16dpIUI=287; Beta #3 20dpIUI=1158

    5w6d 1 hb 109 and 2nd smaller sac; 7w0d 1 hb 125 and confirmed vanishing twin

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  • KC1212KC1212 member
    So sorry :(
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    Me: 27 DH: 33
    Married 6 years
    Conceived DS after 4 years of MFI

    TTC # 2 (not trying,not preventing ever)
    May 2013 - August 2013 Timed Intercourse = BFN
    September 2013 Timed Intercourse, Weekly Acupuncture, Herbs=BFN
    October 2013 Timed Intercourse, Weekly Acupuncture, Herbs, and "warming foods" = BFP
    Beta #1 19, Beta #2 18 Progesterone 4.6 Miscarried 11/9/13
    November 2013 - Benched, waiting for first post-loss AF.
    No longer benched per New RE/OB!
    Jan. 15 2014 - BFP. HCG 3900 - Ectopic :( 
    Jan. 16 2014 Left tube removed and D&C
    March 2, 2014 First AF


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  • kndeckarkndeckar member
    Thinking of you. I think we all feel this way from time to time :( Hang in there! Maybe we need another positive quote thread????
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  • roughkatroughkat member
    I'm so sorry.  It's a punch in the gut every time.  I just always think, every month, which will bring me the least pain?  Trying again, or finding peace in the small family that I have?  So far, I'm still in the "trying again" camp, but I can certainly see moving over to the other one if I don't get knocked up soon.

    We are always here for you.  It's done wonders for me to know there are other ladies out there who understand.

    TTC #2 since 1/2012

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