I'm in a rut. I've had the same group of awesome girlfriends since I moved to San Francisco about five years ago. It didn't happen overnight, but we all got pretty close and our SOs are good friends too. Of these ladies, I'm the only one with a baby, let alone another on the way. I'm 23 weeks pregnant. (My siggy - I've tried everything - will not work.....another story.)
I've felt more and more out of touch with these girlfriends lately. I've been the only mom in the group for over two years. Sometimes between work - which has been good but crazy busy for the past month- and a kid I just can't be "there" as much as some of the other girls can. However they're amazingly supportive. DH and I get free date nightsbabysitters occasionally and everyone in our group loves having our DD around. I think I communicate how appreciative I am well; always thanking friends anytime they help and giving any sitters bottles of wine, buying their drinks when we're out or finding other ways to return favors.
Some of them are moving on a bit with their lives, so I can't say it's all me. Two are specifically coupling up and and doing more with their (awesome!) BF's and less with the group. One is becoming very serious with sailing; the America's Cup inspired her! I'm really happy for all them!
Stilll....I just feel like I'm drifting apart. I invited everyone for a girls night at my place later next week. I sent the email early this afternoon and haven't gotten any responses yet.
Ugggg.g.......If I wasn't KU I'd open a bottle of wine and throw myself a legit pity party!
Anyone else ever feel this way??
Re: ever feel disconnected from friends?
Girls night sounds like a fab idea! Suggest doing one on a rotating schedule every xx weeks. It's a great way to catch up and feel connected. And don't worry about the life stage...you only started the wave of kids amongst your friends. They will be seeking your advice when it's their turn.
My childless friends are off doing their own thing, and tend to be more spontaneous. It's hard to keep up.
My WM friends, all of whom I work with, tend to feel overextended like I do, and like to spend their weekends catching up with their families. We try for play dates now and then, but it's tough as kids get older and we try to jam in activities over the weekend.
I'm feeling like this is just a part of life that I have to get through. That eventually, I'll feel like I'm in a routine a bit more. But right now I feel like I'm all over the place, and very unsettled. I know it will pass...
It's really tough to keep up with friends.
My childless friends are able to do things on a whim--parties, happy hours, shopping trips--so unless it's planned out far in advance, I miss out. My SAH mom friends hang out during the day, so again, I'm out. My WM friends are busy, just like me, and it's hard if not impossible for us to get together outside of work.
The bulk of the people I hang out with outside of the office are neighbors because it's easy. Kids can play together, adults can have a drink, and there's no real preparation or planning.
I feel like that too. I don't have a lot of established friends in the city since I didn't grow up here or went to school here, but I did use to hang out a lot with my work friends. But ever since I had DS, I just can't. I can't go to happy hour every Friday and I can't just spontaneously meet up to go shopping or for dinner on the weekends. Luckily we have found a few "parents friends" who have LOs that are the same age as DS, so now we hang out with them a lot. To be honest, sometimes the conversations get a bit boring since we are always talking about our LOs, but at least it's social interaction!
When I had a young infant, I felt very disconnected and hung out with new moms more than my close friends. Now that I have a toddler and a few great babysitters, I've had an easier time getting some girl's nights in.
I also have no problem leaving DD with DH so I can catch up with friends, or we will have friends over for dinner, drinks, etc. after DD is asleep. We just make it work, but it wasn't so easy when she was super young.