I can't believe I did this. I am SO angry with myself and upset and just pissed.
In February my sister, DH, and myself figured out the dates for DS's bday party and DD's. We did this so she could get the time off of work, she works in Angio at a hospital and has to get her time off in way in advance. Well some time in the last 2 months, the last time we confirmed the dates, I switched the date in my head. I sent out bday invites, have my schedule to clean my house and buy party supplies set up, for Oct 12. the date we planned was Oct 5. My sister is coming in 2 days, and everyone else is coming next week. My house is trashed because I haven't been getting any sleep, the room they sleep in is the play room and you cant even walk in there right now. I am just beyond mad at myself.
I just found the school directory, would it be ok to email the parents of DS's friends and explain my mistake and see if the kids can come this Saturday?
My sister ALWAYS helps with his parties, she helps clean, decorate, she's my bff and I need her. I'm already a mess about my mom being in FL and not able to make it to the party. She's never missed anything with him. I don't know if my dad or any of my other siblings will come. My sister in Chicago said it's unlikely, my brother pretty much avoids me, my other sister is always busy it seems...
I'm going to have to stay up crazy late trying to get the play room in order. I've been trying to organize one thing a day, that's not going to help now.
I never do things like this, I feel like such a failure. I know my sister is going to be disappointed, Bryce will be too, gah!
Re: Well Fu..
We are going to go to chuck e cheese with my sister and BIL and maybe my inlaws too. Bryce still gets his gift and we will get some better family time.
Now I'm stressing about getting the play room clean, with DD taking super short naps the past few days, I'm not sure how I will find the time. She is not allowed in there because of small big kid toys.
I'm not dealing with it tonight, I'm too tired. I'm going to gorge on coffee tomorrow and maybe a friend can come and play with Milla.