...and I'm barely surviving!! Don't get me wrong, they are AWESOME and I love them so much, but if I could chose to have one of my babies a little later I would. This is number 5 and 6 for me (one of my children is an almost 2 year old) and I feel like I'm barely making it. I barely get a chance to eat, sleep, clean, spend time with my toddler, etc. I know it will get better. I've heard it gets better once they're 3 months old. It feels like that's years away at this point. I'm surprised I don't see more posts like this one.
I think I'd be handling it better if I had more help. I have the help of my 13 year old daughter when she's home from school and my boyfriend when he gets home after working 2 jobs. I was supposed to have help from the in-laws, but it didn't happen. So it's just me and my three youngest most of the time. This is not easy. Not that I thought it would be... I had 4 other babies with no problem! I've dealt with colic, reflux, etc. and it's not even close to having twins.
Not trying to scare any new moms. I see a lot of MoMs that handle their twins with no problem. I feel like a big baby. Probably just lack of sleep. I haven't napped since they were born.
Anyway, sorry for blabbing. Just needed to vent I guess.
Mine are one month on the 29th, so tomorrow or the next day. I have lost all concept of time:) I am lucky enough that for now DH and I are both home. I can't imagine doing it alone, especially with other children. The little things like having someone to hand you a baby make such a difference. Hang in there, soon we won't believe how quickly time has passed!
We have all been there!! To say you have seen moms handle their twins with no problem - no way! I was composed in public but broke me down in private all the time when my boys were that age! You will get through this! It doesn't seem like there is a light at the end of the tunnel but it's there! Hang in there mama! Hugs!
Mine were still in the NICU at a month, but this feeling you're having followed shortly after they came home. I will be honest that it did not get better for me until 6-7 months. They both had colic until 4-5 months, slept crappy until 6ish months. It was just rough, but the biggest contributor to things getting better for us was sleeping better. I did it/do it without any help. Not saying that it was easy by any means, but you just learn how to juggle everything. It's OK to walk away for a moment to collect yourself, to sit your toddler in front of the TV to catch a break for yourself, to let your house get a little messy and order take out on those extra rough days. My guys will be a year old in less than a month, and I am still mostly sane on most days! Hang in there, mama. It is soo rewarding once they start interacting and playing with each other.
Mine are three months, and it for sure has gotten better. The babies are crying less and interacting more, and that helps SO much. I don't always feel like it's race to try and get them back to sleep again every second of the day, and they're not nursing 3+ hours each every day anymore either. My toddler still doesn't get enough attention, my house looks like a bomb went off, and if I don't eat lunch from a drive-thru I usually don't get a chance to eat it at all, but it's better.
>:D< Big hugs! It is sooo hard at first, and I imagine even more so with other children to take care of! Hang in there, though.....it will get better! Like @yinyang124 said, it might not be at 3 months, but, for me, by 6 1/2 months there was a definite change for the better. Now they are so much fun (getting into everything in the house, but it's a different, more fun, kind of crazy). Come here for support as often as you need to.....we can all relate!
Re: My twins are a month old...
>:D< Big hugs! It is sooo hard at first, and I imagine even more so with other children to take care of! Hang in there, though.....it will get better! Like @yinyang124 said, it might not be at 3 months, but, for me, by 6 1/2 months there was a definite change for the better. Now they are so much fun (getting into everything in the house, but it's a different, more fun, kind of crazy). Come here for support as often as you need to.....we can all relate!