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kjf114kjf114 member
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Today is one of those really bad days!! It's a beautiful Chicago day and I think about our journey and we wish we could have our little one to take to a pumpkin patch. This is going to be such a long couple of weeks till transfer day. God grant me more patience please!

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Me: 28, DH: 30 TTC since March 2012
PCO & MTHFR Homozygous/Severe MFI (undescended teste & double hernia as baby)

12/12: 50mg clomid= bfn
1/13: 100mg clomid= bfn
2/13: 100mg clomid= bfn 
6/13: IVF/ICSI (x1 4AA)=BFFN ~49R, 44M, 33F, 14 frosties  OHSS
8/13: FET #1 (x1 4AA)=First EVER BFP 4dp5dt!! d&c @ 6.5 wks, blighted ovum
10/13: FET #2 (x2 4AA)= BFP 4dp5dt! Twins!!, perfect u/s then spontaneous m/c @ 5 wks
11/13= RPL/Karotyping= MTHFR Homozygous c667t
1/14= FET #3 our 2 year anniversary & hopefully our miracle

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  • RunCC37RunCC37 member
    I hope your day perks up & I'd like to put in the formal request for the time to stop dragging along too. The clock over here in Jersey is crawling! 
    **SIGGY WARNING**

    Me: 32 DH: 35  TTC#1 since March 2012
    Dx: Poor Embryo Quality, Arcuate Uterus, Poor Uterine Blood Flow, Mild Endo, 
           Protein S Deficiency, Sjorgen's Syndrome 

    IUI #1-5: BFN
    Laparoscopy & Hysteroscopy: minimal endo, partial septoplasty
    IVF #1: 10R/6M/6F ~ Day 3 ET = BFN
    IVF #2: 14R/9M/5F ~ transfer canceled ~ all embryos arrested at 1-2 cell stage
    IVF #3: 9R/5M/5F ~ 1 frosty!
    IVF #4 (FET #1): BFN

    IVF #5 (DE IVF #1 with Dr. KK protocol): Currently PREGNANT!!!!!!
    Synthroid + Prednisone + Metformin + Baby Aspirin + Supplements Galore = 15+ pills a day
    Lupron + Lovenox + Delestrogen + IVIG + B/W = 2-5 pokes a day
    19R, 17M, 17F - transferred two Grade A blasts 11/16, four frosties!!!
    Beta #1 11/24 (13dpo/8dp5dt) = 367 ~ Beta #2 11/26 (15dpo/10dp5dt) = 709
    Beta #3 11/29 (18dpo/13dp5dt) = 1,997 ~ Beta #4 12/1 (20dpo/15dp5dt) = 3,403

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  • RG0405RG0405 member
    I'm getting impatient too and We barely just froze our embryos....i'm getting antsy!!!! Wishing I would have some great news to announce at our family Christmas dinner :)
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  • amcastordamcastord member
    That WV clock is as slow as our southern draw!!

     

     


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  • FutureMrsW9FutureMrsW9 member
    I'm right there with you girl!  This whole frozen cycle thing is crap! lol  I know it's for the benefit of all of our health, but the waiting is so ridiculous.  I've felt like time has been crawling since I had my ER, and even moreso since I got my FET date.  I also get jealous of pics I see on fb with people and their little kids and picture in the pumpkin patch....why not me?!?  FX we all can do that next year!
    Me 31 ~ DH 30
    IVF/FET #1 - BFP!!
    <3 CJW 6/15/2014 <3
    DX - PCOS 2004
    FET #2 - scheduled for 11/24/15
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  • kjf114kjf114 member
    edited September 2013

    @geordie314 yes you are right. I do tag along with the niece & nephews just buts a bittersweet because that's when we announced to the family last year we were having troubles and talking to the doctor.

      us      dogs

    Me: 28, DH: 30 TTC since March 2012
    PCO & MTHFR Homozygous/Severe MFI (undescended teste & double hernia as baby)

    12/12: 50mg clomid= bfn
    1/13: 100mg clomid= bfn
    2/13: 100mg clomid= bfn 
    6/13: IVF/ICSI (x1 4AA)=BFFN ~49R, 44M, 33F, 14 frosties  OHSS
    8/13: FET #1 (x1 4AA)=First EVER BFP 4dp5dt!! d&c @ 6.5 wks, blighted ovum
    10/13: FET #2 (x2 4AA)= BFP 4dp5dt! Twins!!, perfect u/s then spontaneous m/c @ 5 wks
    11/13= RPL/Karotyping= MTHFR Homozygous c667t
    1/14= FET #3 our 2 year anniversary & hopefully our miracle

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  • kjf114kjf114 member
    FutureMrsW9 said:
    I'm right there with you girl!  This whole frozen cycle thing is crap! lol  I know it's for the benefit of all of our health, but the waiting is so ridiculous.  I've felt like time has been crawling since I had my ER, and even moreso since I got my FET date.  I also get jealous of pics I see on fb with people and their little kids and picture in the pumpkin patch....why not me?!?  FX we all can do that next year!

    It really is this is sooooo long, more cruel impatient waiting.

      us      dogs

    Me: 28, DH: 30 TTC since March 2012
    PCO & MTHFR Homozygous/Severe MFI (undescended teste & double hernia as baby)

    12/12: 50mg clomid= bfn
    1/13: 100mg clomid= bfn
    2/13: 100mg clomid= bfn 
    6/13: IVF/ICSI (x1 4AA)=BFFN ~49R, 44M, 33F, 14 frosties  OHSS
    8/13: FET #1 (x1 4AA)=First EVER BFP 4dp5dt!! d&c @ 6.5 wks, blighted ovum
    10/13: FET #2 (x2 4AA)= BFP 4dp5dt! Twins!!, perfect u/s then spontaneous m/c @ 5 wks
    11/13= RPL/Karotyping= MTHFR Homozygous c667t
    1/14= FET #3 our 2 year anniversary & hopefully our miracle

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  • TaylorH84TaylorH84 member
    I feel the same way...I'm having to move on to ivf #2 and its so hard thinking of waiting to begin again and then all the waiting that goes on during the process. I'm actually kind of scared...
    2013- 2 IVF cycles with PGD to prevent genetic disorder from being passed on. Both BFFN :(
    2/2014 pregnant!  EDD 10/17/2014

    All always welcome! :)
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  • Sunny BSunny B member
    The waiting is so tough, but you're getting so much closer to go time. Sorry you are having a crappy day, girl!
    TTC since May 2012
    Me: 32 H: 31
    DX: MFI-Very Low Count, I have Hashimotos.
    IVF prep September 2013 cancelled due to Ovarian Cyst
    IVF #1 October 2013 Antagonistic Protocol with ICSI  ER 10/31/13 (18R 16M 11F- 6 blasts to freeze)
    ET delayed due to OHSS 
    FET scheduled for July 8. Delayed due to a crazy high TSH (it had been under control for YEARS!)
    FET #1 8/5/14 sET BFN 

    All welcome!
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  • Km672Km672 member
    I hear ya.... Went apple picking with my dad a few days ago (we go every year) and he was like 'hopefully this time next year we will be pushing a stroller with us'....

    Very sweet. I couldn't help but imagine bringing a LO with a cute hat with little bear ears on it wrapped in a blanket in a stroller....I could go on.

    The holidays and special times like this, doing all the things I'm dying to do with a baby are really tough.

    Hope you still had a great day-

    Me (32) DOR, elevated NK Cells/ 2 copies of MTHFR mutation/ MH (35) azoo/high DFI   (TTC#1 since 2009)

    IVFs#1-4: (4/10-2/12) all BFN

    Surprise Bfp (9/11) - c/p

    DS IUI#1-2 (9/12, 10/12) - BFN

    DS IVF: (11/12) - BFN

    DE/DS IVF#1: (10/13) - 2 day 3 embies transferred-BFFN

    FET of 2 day 6 blasts: (12/13) - c/p

    DE/DS IVF #2: (4/14) - 1 day 5 blast transferred...BFFN...again.

    FET 5/14: 1 day 5 hatching blast transferred...another BFFN

    Repeat SHG 6/14-normal / Endometrial Receptivity Array biopsy 7/14-Receptive Uterus

    New RE, additional testing reveals elevated NK Cells

    FET of 1 day 5 blast (RE recommends transferring 1 due to elevated NK cells) with lovenox, steroids & intralipids in October

     

     

     

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  • HeatherHam10HeatherHam10 member
    Ah yes this time of yr is one if the worst. Im sorry :( hope time flies to your transfer.
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    Me 28 DH 30

    After 4+ years TTC

    FET #2 = DS Madden Jeffery <3 July 29, 2014 <3
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  • ttc23ttc23 member
    Sorry you're having a rough time at the moment :( Holidays and celebrations are hard. IF is a long and painful journey. I hope it's your time very soon. Big hugs >:D<

    TTC since mid-2011---Husband and I both late 20's---
    Laparoscopy, hysteroscopy and dye test in Sep 2012- moderate endometriosis removed---
    Diagnosed with unexplained infertility---
    Clomid cycle 1 in Feb 2013- BFN---
    Clomid cycle 2 in Mar 2013- BFN---
    IVF #1 in May 2013- BFN---
    IVF #2 in August 2013-BFN---
    Endometrial biopsy identified high natural killer cells---
    FET #1 in Oct 2013-delayed---
    FET #1 in Nov 2013 with Intralipids-BFN---
    FET #2 in January 2014- BFN---

    IVF #3 in March 2014 (new doctor new plan)-BFFN
    IVF #4 in June 2014 (last cycle with own eggs)- BFN
    IVF #5 in September 2014 (with donor eggs)- BFP plus 6 frozen blasts :)

     


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     May Emerald / August Shooting Star / October Precious Pumpkin / November Harvest Hopeful / January Snowdrops / March Shimmering Shamrocks / June Bugs


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  • walker14walker14 member
    I hear you.  Waiting is so hard, and time seems to drag!  I agree that this time of year is hard.  I remember thinking last Christmas that I really wanted a baby by this Christmas, and yet here I am still waiting.  Hang in there and hopefully good things are coming soon. :)
    Me 32/DH 36
    Diagnosed w/ endometriosis 6/12
    TTC since 8/12
    HSG/MRI in 2/13 showed unicornuate uterus
    Depot Lupron 3/13-7/13
    IVF#1 8/13; 3 embryos frozen
    FET #1 10/13 BFN
    Moving on to GC w/ transfer hopefully Summer '14
    IVF #2 3/14


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  • MrsC430MrsC430 member
    edited September 2013
     @kjf114 It's so tough. We've been talking about going apple picking this weekend, and I feel the same way as you. Hang in there, I hope you get your happy news soon!

    It's twin girls!! Born on 11-2-14!
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