---- Thursday Crazy Train ----

RedTwizzlers · September 2013

Welcome to Crazy Train. This is a thread posted daily for any of us who need to get out our frustrations or vent about our cycles.

If you find yourself checking FF obsessively, MF is getting the best of you, POAS issues, let it out here!

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Crazy level from 1-10:

CD/DPO:

Can I just ______ already?!:

Signs/Symptoms:

Explain your Crazy here:

kalynn12 · September 2013

I think I need a ticket today but it's more of just a vent Crazy level from 1-10: 10 CD/DPO: 19/0 Can I just __have sex ____ already?!: Signs/Symptoms: positive OPK last night and this morning, peak on CBFM this morning Explain your Crazy here: We have not FWP! I have tried everything to get DH to BD with me this week and feel like we have totally wasted this cycle. He has been crazy busy at work (working 12+ a day) and exhausted but he has had time to go out with his buddies after work and do his hockey pool yesterday. Thanks for letting me get that off my chest!

RedTwizzlers · September 2013

kalynn12 said:
I think I need a ticket today but it's more of just a vent

Crazy level from 1-10: 10

CD/DPO: 19/0

Can I just __have sex ____ already?!:

Signs/Symptoms: positive OPK last night and this morning, peak on CBFM this morning

Explain your Crazy here: We have not FWP! I have tried everything to get DH to BD with me this week and feel like we have totally wasted this cycle. He has been crazy busy at work (working 12+ a day) and exhausted but he has had time to go out with his buddies after work and do his hockey pool yesterday.

Thanks for letting me get that off my chest!

Oh no!! That is so frustrating. Your DH needs to step it up! I think it's time to pull out all the stops. Lingerie, powers of seduction, etc. Will he be home tonight? I hope you can HIO!

kalynn12 · September 2013

Thanks @redtwizzlers I tried my darness last night and even tried waking him up this morning in a fun way but no go

definitely need to think up something tonight. Grr men!

Eliz77 · September 2013

@kalynn12 that was similar with me this past week. One day H was sick, next day I was sick. Day after H worked a zilion hours and I fell asleep before he got home. I was always ready to go and, except for twice, could not get H to comply. I was expecting to O around my usual day 13/14, and O'd late at day 16, which means our timing is not great. Frustrating. But if H went to play with his friends and couldn't DTD cuz too tired...heads would roll. Hope you have better success tonight!!!

::::waves to @RedTwizzlers ::: I've never ridden a train you conducted before, so let me grab a ticket!

Crazy level from 1-10: maybe a 4?

CD/DPO: 19/3

Explain your Crazy here: Not so much crazy, or really a vent, but some thoughts...I was holding out hope I would O CD 15, and FF had dotted CH for me yesterday. But today's temp gave me solid CH for CD 16. We had better timing for CD 15 (O-3, O-1) and our timing is only O-2 now. So, I am holding out hope a couple of strong swimmers were hanging around! We go away for 3 days before the day FF says to test (if applicable of course!), so I will hold out until testing day and not torture myself with a BFNs while surrounded by family and their kids/babies. At least my LP has been very consistent at 14 days, so AF would not be expected before we get home. One saving grace!

MrsWallick · September 2013

kalynn12 said:
Thanks @redtwizzlers I tried my darness last night and even tried waking him up this morning in a fun way but no go definitely need to think up something tonight. Grr men!

This reminds me a comedian that I saw a few years ago. He tells a joke that "cupcakes are the second best way to wake up". I'm assuming by your post that you tried the first way already lol. Try cupcakes and high heels! :-P

MrsWallick · September 2013

Hi fellow crazies!

Crazy level from 1-10: 5, not too crazy today

CD/DPO: 1

Can I just _figure out my body_____ already?!:

Signs/Symptoms: The past week I had sore boobs, exhaustion, and this weird aversion to yogurt. I had spotting on DPO 9 and 10 and was hopeful that it was implantation bleeding.

Explain your Crazy here: I was wrong about my body again! AF is 4 days early and tricked me into believing that she could possibly be implantation bleeding! I'm so disappointed! Not so crazy, more sad. Luckily, DH was still home and I told him and I was able to squeeze some hugs out of him. It was my first cycle off the bench, so it's difficult. But I'm trying to stay hopeful.

kalynn12 · September 2013

@eliz77 Urgh, sorry your FW didn't go as planned either, o-2 isn't bad though, you are still in it. Enjoy your trip! I always like when I have things planned for my 2ww to keep my mind off it. @mrswallick I think you are right, time to pull out the cupcakes

Never had this issue with DH before, darn work.

RedTwizzlers · September 2013

@eliz77 - hi!! I'm on mobile so temporarily unable to chart stalk but I will look at your chart when I get home in a little but. But O-2 is still excellent timing. I know it doesn't feel like it but studies show that O-1 and O-2 seem like the best days. So you are not out!

@mrswallick - I'm so sorry about AF ((hugs)) she is a biatch.

ashellypnut · September 2013

Hi @RedTwizzlers! I think I need to take a ride today! This may turn out to be a vent.
Crazy level from 1-10: 7

CD/DPO: CD9

Can I just _understand what's going on_ already?!:

Signs/Symptoms: very low temps, EWCM

Explain your Crazy here: Yesterday I had low temps and EWCM but it's soo early in my cycle...CD8? Really?! WTF. Last cycle I O'd between CD 18-20 and now possibly CD8?! Gimme a break! I was shouting at my ute yesterday.

I keep thinking that maybe we should be doing something more, you know? We've both had lots of BW & tests done. We're working with my OB/GYN & my RE. I'm taking my prenatals & synthroid (levels are finally under 2.5!) DH's been taking Cialis and we've been having TI for several cycles (he's a champ!) I'm temping, charting, & using OPKs. I just started reading TCOYF too. We've *only* tried for 3 cycles and I know I've got another 3 before going back to RE but it seems like an eternity.

Thanks for listening. Cheers to my fellow riders today!

blackbird818 · September 2013

Big (((Hugs))) for CD1 @MrsWallick!!

Eliz77 · September 2013

Thanks @RedTwizzlers -I know technically I'm not out! I guess I just had it planned in my head how I wanted this cycle to go and when it didn't, feels like we didn't place ourselves in the best situation to succeed. TTCAL is a serious mind fluck! (Oh, is that what MF stands for???) And then last night when H was all in the mood, I almost said out loud,"What's the point, I already O'd?" I hate that I even thought it!

It is our 1st cycle off the bench, and leaves us 3 cycles until we try some sort of assisted/medicated cycles. I think if H was more with the program last week, if we are not successful this cycle, it would be easier to process and move on to the next cycle.

SuperKim13 · September 2013

Choo choo! I'll ride today!

Crazy level from 1-10: 6

CD/DPO: 11

Can I just __get KU____ already?!:

Signs/Symptoms: cramps this morning, lots of spotting this cycle.

Explain your Crazy here: I temped and went back to sleep this morning and forgot to check the temp when I woke up! (My thermometer stores it) I am not expecting a spike or anything, so it doesn't really matter, but still! AHHH! I will not know what that temp was until I get home!

RedTwizzlers · September 2013

@ashellypnut - Sorry your body is messing with you! It seems like you've had some low temps in other cycles, so I wouldn't worry. And also, some people have a temp drop before/during O, but that is NOT the case for everyone or every cycle. The only thing temping tells you is that you have O'ed. I would stay start HIO EOD if you can since you have EWCM, but it sounds like maybe you need to save your HIOs until closer to O bc of your H's issues. I dunno, hard to say. But I doubt you're O'ing at CD8, so I wouldn't worry too much! (Easier said than done, right?!)

I know it can feel frustrating, like you want to do more, but try to remember that 3 cycles is really not that long. I know, also easier said than done.

@eliz77 - MF can stand for mind fluck or mind fetus (symptoms in the 2WW). I looked at your chart just now, and I agree with FF, CD16. The OPKs and temps (your CL is where is normally is) point to CD16. But O-2 is still really good! FX this is it for you anyway!

SuperKim13 · September 2013

@kalynn12, Do you get home before your DH? If so, I suggest the he come home to you preparing a favorite food or snack wearing nothing but an apron and a smile! GL!

@Eliz77, O-2 is good timing! It only takes one! FX for you!

@MrsWallick, So sorry for CD1, love! How short was your LP?

@ashellypnut, WTF? Sometimes I have watery or EWCM early in the cycle without O. I hope your ute gets its act together!!

RedTwizzlers · September 2013

@superkim13 - Well, that is suspenseful! LOL! Although it seems like you're pretty early for O, looking at previous charts.

SuperKim13 · September 2013

RedTwizzlers said:

@superkim13 - Well, that is suspenseful! LOL! Although it seems like you're pretty early for O, looking at previous charts.

Definitely early for O. I just want to know what the temp was!

buggirl72 · September 2013

ashellypnut said:

Hi @RedTwizzlers! I think I need to take a ride today! This may turn out to be a vent.

Crazy level from 1-10: 7

CD/DPO: CD9

Can I just _understand what's going on_ already?!:

Signs/Symptoms: very low temps, EWCM

Explain your Crazy here: Yesterday I had low temps and EWCM but it's soo early in my cycle...CD8? Really?! WTF. Last cycle I O'd between CD 18-20 and now possibly CD8?! Gimme a break! I was shouting at my ute yesterday.

I keep thinking that maybe we should be doing something more, you know? We've both had lots of BW & tests done. We're working with my OB/GYN & my RE. I'm taking my prenatals & synthroid (levels are finally under 2.5!) DH's been taking Cialis and we've been having TI for several cycles (he's a champ!) I'm temping, charting, & using OPKs. I just started reading TCOYF too. We've *only* tried for 3 cycles and I know I've got another 3 before going back to RE but it seems like an eternity.

Thanks for listening. Cheers to my fellow riders today!

(((hugs))) and it sounds like the Cialis is helping with the ED issues. How are the OPKs working for you? Are you getting a good enough pattern that you can trust a negative? That is one of the things that helps me when I get worried that O is going to either come early or at a time when DH and I have less than stellar timing.

I know EOD for an extended period may not be a great option for you so what I would aim for is in the window - if you BD today and you don't O today, how many days to O-3? It's a sanity control for me, especially when I know that the odds of me actually Oing on that day (or the next) is pretty low and don't want to risk a tired DH in case my body is faking me out.

shandorfml2 · September 2013

Hey ladies

Crazy level from 1-10:   7

CD/DPO:     CD 29

Can I just __wtf?____ already?!:

Signs/Symptoms:   Weird...so, I was thinking I was leading up to O, with maybe O yesterday. For those who dont know me, I have PCOS, and crazy weird cycles. Don't think I've Od since I lost my daughter 7 months ago. Putting in my temp today, it has dotted ch's for cd 21. I'ehad sore boobs on/off for a week, some ewcm.

Explain your Crazy here:   What do you ladies think? Any chance I actually Od?

RedTwizzlers · September 2013

Hey @shandorfml2! I haven't seen you in a while, have you been around or have we just missed each other? Either way, hi!

I don't agree with FF, but I think there is a chance you might've O'ed yesterday. You don't really have a temp shift yet, though. All your temps except for today's are kind of in the same range. Sorry but I don't think you O'ed on CD21

shandorfml2 · September 2013

RedTwizzlers said:

Hey @shandorfml2! I haven't seen you in a while, have you been around or have we just missed each other? Either way, hi!

I don't agree with FF, but I think there is a chance you might've O'ed yesterday. You don't really have a temp shift yet, though. All your temps except for today's are kind of in the same range. Sorry but I don't think you O'ed on CD21

Hi! I've been really busy with work. Been mostly lurking. It's ok, I'm used to not thinking I Od haha. Just have to wait and see I suppose...

MrsWallick · September 2013

Thanks for the hugs @ahenson818!

@superkim13- my LP was only 9 days. It is possible that I O'd earlier than usual. I do chart but I don't keep up with my temps so I suppose I have no actual confirmation.

shandorfml2 · September 2013

ninthgirl said:

shandorfml2 said:

Hey ladies

Crazy level from 1-10:   7

CD/DPO:     CD 29

Can I just __wtf?____ already?!:

Signs/Symptoms:   Weird...so, I was thinking I was leading up to O, with maybe O yesterday. For those who dont know me, I have PCOS, and crazy weird cycles. Don't think I've Od since I lost my daughter 7 months ago. Putting in my temp today, it has dotted ch's for cd 21. I'ehad sore boobs on/off for a week, some ewcm.

Explain your Crazy here:   What do you ladies think? Any chance I actually Od?

Do you think maybe you O'd on CD 27 or 28? That might line up a little better with your CM.

Yeah, I just put in a dummy temp for tomorrow and it moves O to cd 27 which would make more sense.

blackbird818 · September 2013

waves at @shadorfml2. Hi lady!!

PS I sent you a FF friend request...all the better to stalk you, my dear

Laurelyn2012 · September 2013

My first time riding the crazy train but I think I need it...

Crazy level from 1-10: 7

CD/DPO: 24 /9

Can I just ______POAS already?!:

Signs/Symptoms: None really other then the occasional cramp and upset stomach

Explain your Crazy here: This is my first cycle after my MC and my GP gave me the go ahead to start trying again whenever I felt ready. He did not track my betas or check anything but I was able to turn a pregnancy test negative so that is a positive. My DH and I did the deed a few times around the time I think I was O'ing but I can't be too sure since I don't temp but the cramps I was having sure felt like it. So what is making me ride the crazy train is the huge urge to start POAS. I felt the same way initially when I went off BC in Jan but I just made sure I didn't have any around the house but this time I have 9 of them just sitting there staring at me. I want to wait until a missed period but I don't think I can resist temptation! Also I know I should really start to temp next cycle but I don't know if that would just make me more obsessive and crazy...

SuperKim13 · September 2013

shandorfml2 said:

ninthgirl said:

shandorfml2 said:

Hey ladies

Crazy level from 1-10:   7

CD/DPO:     CD 29

Can I just __wtf?____ already?!:

Signs/Symptoms:   Weird...so, I was thinking I was leading up to O, with maybe O yesterday. For those who dont know me, I have PCOS, and crazy weird cycles. Don't think I've Od since I lost my daughter 7 months ago. Putting in my temp today, it has dotted ch's for cd 21. I'ehad sore boobs on/off for a week, some ewcm.

Explain your Crazy here:   What do you ladies think? Any chance I actually Od?

Do you think maybe you O'd on CD 27 or 28? That might line up a little better with your CM.

Yeah, I just put in a dummy temp for tomorrow and it moves O to cd 27 which would make more sense.

Hey, @shandorfml! It's been awhile. I was recently thinking about you. I also friended you on FF for stalking purposes. And I agree with the CD27 O if the temp stays up tomorrow. FX that it does!

SuperKim13 · September 2013

Laurelyn2012 said:

My first time riding the crazy train but I think I need it...

Crazy level from 1-10: 7

CD/DPO: 24 /9

Can I just ______POAS already?!:

Signs/Symptoms: None really other then the occasional cramp and upset stomach

Explain your Crazy here: This is my first cycle after my MC and my GP gave me the go ahead to start trying again whenever I felt ready. He did not track my betas or check anything but I was able to turn a pregnancy test negative so that is a positive. My DH and I did the deed a few times around the time I think I was O'ing but I can't be too sure since I don't temp but the cramps I was having sure felt like it. So what is making me ride the crazy train is the huge urge to start POAS. I felt the same way initially when I went off BC in Jan but I just made sure I didn't have any around the house but this time I have 9 of them just sitting there staring at me. I want to wait until a missed period but I don't think I can resist temptation! Also I know I should really start to temp next cycle but I don't know if that would just make me more obsessive and crazy...

Yeah, I am an early POASer. My excuse is usually wine related, but I go into it expecting the BFN. If a BFN would bother you, then definitely wait until AF is late.

shandorfml2 · September 2013

SuperKim13 said:

shandorfml2 said:

ninthgirl said:

shandorfml2 said:

Hey ladies

Crazy level from 1-10:   7

CD/DPO:     CD 29

Can I just __wtf?____ already?!:

Signs/Symptoms:   Weird...so, I was thinking I was leading up to O, with maybe O yesterday. For those who dont know me, I have PCOS, and crazy weird cycles. Don't think I've Od since I lost my daughter 7 months ago. Putting in my temp today, it has dotted ch's for cd 21. I'ehad sore boobs on/off for a week, some ewcm.

Explain your Crazy here:   What do you ladies think? Any chance I actually Od?

Do you think maybe you O'd on CD 27 or 28? That might line up a little better with your CM.

Yeah, I just put in a dummy temp for tomorrow and it moves O to cd 27 which would make more sense.

Hey, @shandorfml! It's been awhile. I was recently thinking about you. I also friended you on FF for stalking purposes. And I agree with the CD27 O if the temp stays up tomorrow. FX that it does!

*Waves* hiiii @SuperKim13!

shandorfml2 · September 2013

ahenson818 said:

waves at @shadorfml2. Hi lady!!

PS I sent you a FF friend request...all the better to stalk you, my dear

Hello my fellow PCOS crazy cycle lady!

slensic · September 2013

Crazy level from 1-10: 7-8

CD/DPO: 27/2 I think!?!

Can I just __be done with this cyle____ already?!:

Signs/Symptoms: I am pretty sure I o'd on Monday although I had EWCM for a week now but based on temps I think Monday.

Explain your Crazy here: I am on the crazy train mostly because this is just the longest month ever. If I o'd on Monday that's a week later than my normal cycle and so now I wait to see when AF shows. If she shows on time that mean my LP is way short. The rational part of me knows that this is my first cycle after MC and that they can be weird and long and not to worry until I have had several weird cycles. The crazy in me is just constantly going through all of the what if's? I am hoping by putting it down I can walk away from Google and actually get some work done

instead of obsessing about things out of my control.

On the plus side though this is my first month temping and I was feeling like I wasn't doing it right, after the last 2 days though I definitely think I am seeing the o!

Laurelyn2012 · September 2013

SuperKim13 said:

Laurelyn2012 said:

My first time riding the crazy train but I think I need it...

Crazy level from 1-10: 7

CD/DPO: 24 /9

Can I just ______POAS already?!:

Signs/Symptoms: None really other then the occasional cramp and upset stomach

Explain your Crazy here: This is my first cycle after my MC and my GP gave me the go ahead to start trying again whenever I felt ready. He did not track my betas or check anything but I was able to turn a pregnancy test negative so that is a positive. My DH and I did the deed a few times around the time I think I was O'ing but I can't be too sure since I don't temp but the cramps I was having sure felt like it. So what is making me ride the crazy train is the huge urge to start POAS. I felt the same way initially when I went off BC in Jan but I just made sure I didn't have any around the house but this time I have 9 of them just sitting there staring at me. I want to wait until a missed period but I don't think I can resist temptation! Also I know I should really start to temp next cycle but I don't know if that would just make me more obsessive and crazy...

Yeah, I am an early POASer. My excuse is usually wine related, but I go into it expecting the BFN. If a BFN would bother you, then definitely wait until AF is late.

So how early would you say is too early? I will probably end up drinking this weekend, so I guess I could always use that as an excuse tomorrow to test... I don't think a BFN would bother me so much since I think its probably healthier to have at least one period after a MC plus its my DH's 30th Bday the following week so I can for see a lot of drinking next week.

RedTwizzlers · September 2013

Laurelyn2012 said:

My first time riding the crazy train but I think I need it...

Crazy level from 1-10: 7

CD/DPO: 24 /9

Can I just ______POAS already?!:

Signs/Symptoms: None really other then the occasional cramp and upset stomach

Explain your Crazy here: This is my first cycle after my MC and my GP gave me the go ahead to start trying again whenever I felt ready. He did not track my betas or check anything but I was able to turn a pregnancy test negative so that is a positive. My DH and I did the deed a few times around the time I think I was O'ing but I can't be too sure since I don't temp but the cramps I was having sure felt like it. So what is making me ride the crazy train is the huge urge to start POAS. I felt the same way initially when I went off BC in Jan but I just made sure I didn't have any around the house but this time I have 9 of them just sitting there staring at me. I want to wait until a missed period but I don't think I can resist temptation! Also I know I should really start to temp next cycle but I don't know if that would just make me more obsessive and crazy...

I say POAS tomorrow, lol! But I'm a pee pusher. Also, I think that 10dpo is not even too early to test. As long as you are ok with a BFN, then do it. If a BFN is too hard to see, then try to wait. 9dpo is a torturous time, but the end is in sight! FX this is your cycle!

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RedTwizzlers · September 2013

slensic said:

Crazy level from 1-10: 7-8

CD/DPO: 27/2 I think!?!

Can I just __be done with this cyle____ already?!:

Signs/Symptoms: I am pretty sure I o'd on Monday although I had EWCM for a week now but based on temps I think Monday.

Explain your Crazy here: I am on the crazy train mostly because this is just the longest month ever. If I o'd on Monday that's a week later than my normal cycle and so now I wait to see when AF shows. If she shows on time that mean my LP is way short. The rational part of me knows that this is my first cycle after MC and that they can be weird and long and not to worry until I have had several weird cycles. The crazy in me is just constantly going through all of the what if's? I am hoping by putting it down I can walk away from Google and actually get some work done instead of obsessing about things out of my control.

On the plus side though this is my first month temping and I was feeling like I wasn't doing it right, after the last 2 days though I definitely think I am seeing the o!

Ugh, O'ing late makes me a total crazy person. The first cycle I temped, I O'ed on like CD49 instead of my usual CD15-ish. Like you, I was like this temping thing is stupid, it must be lying! But alas, my body was just being dumb. I like this temp jump so far, hopefully this was O! How was your timing?

slensic · September 2013

RedTwizzlers said:

slensic said:

Crazy level from 1-10: 7-8

CD/DPO: 27/2 I think!?!

Can I just __be done with this cyle____ already?!:

Signs/Symptoms: I am pretty sure I o'd on Monday although I had EWCM for a week now but based on temps I think Monday.

Explain your Crazy here: I am on the crazy train mostly because this is just the longest month ever. If I o'd on Monday that's a week later than my normal cycle and so now I wait to see when AF shows. If she shows on time that mean my LP is way short. The rational part of me knows that this is my first cycle after MC and that they can be weird and long and not to worry until I have had several weird cycles. The crazy in me is just constantly going through all of the what if's? I am hoping by putting it down I can walk away from Google and actually get some work done instead of obsessing about things out of my control.

On the plus side though this is my first month temping and I was feeling like I wasn't doing it right, after the last 2 days though I definitely think I am seeing the o!

Ugh, O'ing late makes me a total crazy person. The first cycle I temped, I O'ed on like CD49 instead of my usual CD15-ish. Like you, I was like this temping thing is stupid, it must be lying! But alas, my body was just being dumb. I like this temp jump so far, hopefully this was O! How was your timing?

No timing yet, not cleared to TTC until after AF shows. which is fine since I want to see what my body is up to anyway. I am just pre-panicking for next month

CD49 how stressful! My normal is like CD 17 or 18.

ETA: My smiley's didn't work

:-SS 8-}

MrsWallick · September 2013

emily_sharp said:
Crazy level from 1-10: 8

CD/DPO: CD11

Can I just _survive the BD-fest_ already?!:

Signs/Symptoms: Gearing up to O, I think, with some fullness and twinges in my pelvic area. Low temps, watery CM, and two days in a row of +opk. Oh, and extreme emotionality... holy moly the waterworks are beyond explanation.

Explain your Crazy here: Just feeling more emotional and driven this month, and frustrated with DH, who says he's on board and on the same page as me but then we end up in a big emotional fight when I'm trying to initiate BD. At least the make-up sex is decent and still counts towards baby-making, but I could really do without all the sobbing tears on the way there. It happens that I get this emotional during O, sometimes more than others, so I'm chalking it all up to that. Here's hoping I don't TP DH before the end of the week....

MH does this too! It's like listen, this is going to end in sex so lets just skip to it now! And they say women are difficult! Pffft!

But good luck!!

RedTwizzlers · September 2013

emily_sharp said:

Crazy level from 1-10: 8

CD/DPO: CD11

Can I just _survive the BD-fest_ already?!:

Signs/Symptoms: Gearing up to O, I think, with some fullness and twinges in my pelvic area. Low temps, watery CM, and two days in a row of +opk. Oh, and extreme emotionality... holy moly the waterworks are beyond explanation.

Explain your Crazy here: Just feeling more emotional and driven this month, and frustrated with DH, who says he's on board and on the same page as me but then we end up in a big emotional fight when I'm trying to initiate BD. At least the make-up sex is decent and still counts towards baby-making, but I could really do without all the sobbing tears on the way there. It happens that I get this emotional during O, sometimes more than others, so I'm chalking it all up to that. Here's hoping I don't TP DH before the end of the week....

I hate when HIO becomes stressful. Maybe take a day off if it's stressing you guys out, EOD is sufficient. Happy humping!

RedTwizzlers · September 2013

meagpt22 said:

Crazy level started today at a 5 but now up to 10. CD 18 I haven't posted on this tread before but posted a question last week regarding discharge (tmi sorry) this past weekend around O time that was similar in pre mc except was brown tinted. Had it happen again today except today with mild cramping. I allowed myself to get excited and probably read into my nausea in the am and increased fatigue. Then my craziness level went to a 10 and I noticed later on this evening that it was no longer discharge but blood, not period bleeding though. Not sure if I have a question if this is normal or just wanted to vent. This is my first cycle after first AF after mc. And I'm starting to really feel like my body is letting me down. One step forward two steps back!

I'm not really sure if you are asking a question, either! haha! So it's hard to help. But feel free to vent. Sorry your body is messing with your head. It's really common to have weird things happen after a loss, most of us have experienced it. Try to stay patient if you can (easier said than done, I know). Hang in there!

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