Big hugs to all you mamas. It Does get better. I had PPD/PPA after both of my sons were born and was a crying, fussing (at my husband) mess of emotions/guilt/fears.
I started 25mg. of Zoloft about 4 months pp and noticed a change very quickly. I've been on it ever since (except when I was TTC my second son and while I was pregnant with him) and have no desire to stop taking it.
I just want to say that it will get better and try to remind yourself that the combo of hormones and a lack of sleep can make you feel crazy. Big hugs. Parenting is never easy, but those first few months are just hell!
Re: I'm just going to put this out there...
Mason 7 - 1/8/10
Samantha 4 - 6/28/13
A year later, my son has settled into my normal, my body is back to normal, and my meds are working great. Light reached! There is a light at the end of the tunnel!
TTC #1 since 5/2010 dx: annovulatory
RLP: 2/2012: normal HSG 3/2012: normal
BFP #1 7/20/11 M/C 7/25/11. BFP #2 11/29/11 M/C 12/21/11
I have two angel babies that I will see again one day
BFP #3 10/27/12 EDD: 7/6/13
Baby Emma arrived at 35 weeks by surprise on June 3rd, 2013!!
BFP #4: 5/23/14 EDD: 1/30/15 Emma's gonna be a big sister!
Beta #1 19DPO: 213 Beta #2 21DPO: 674