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Jen071407Jen071407 member
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I know this is nothing new to any of us, but I am SO dang impatient right now waiting for my first AF after discovering a mmc in mid August. I just want to get back to ttc. No point to this post other than to vent :) Happy Monday, everyone! 

Two DDs 10/08 and 08/10, no primary IF
TTC #3 since 10/2011 - dx unexplained/weak ovulation
 3 BFN clomid + TI cycles, 5 BFN clomid/gonal f IUIs, 1 mmc IUI
2/19/2014 IVF #1 Unexpected low E2 (oversuppressed) -> increased to max doses = 3 or 4 follicles, converting to IUI
BFFP Saw 1 beautiful heartbeat at 6w6d, follow up u/s at 9w showed mmc. Eff this.
NTNP 5/2014-9/2014, OPKs and TI 10/2014 - 1/2015. 
RPL testing all normal, AFC, AMH, and FSH all normal. 
IVF 1.2 1/22/2014 natural cycle start, AFC 28, 300 gonal f/150menopur. 
ER 2/3/15 14R 8M 3F w/ICSI Day 5 transfer on 2/8/15 of one "Grade A+" blast and have TWO frosties! 

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  • AprilDrew04AprilDrew04 member
    It sucks to have to wait for AF. I've been there a few times. Hoping it shows soon, so you can get back to ttc.

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    DD conceived after 3 years of ttc.
    MFI - DH had varicocele repair and took Clomid to get DD b. 02/2010

    TTC #2 since 6/2010
    10/2012 DH diagnosed with Epilepsy
    A few failed IUIs summer 2012 and 2013. 
    DH taking clomid and waiting to see if he needs another vericocele repair. 
    Hoping for a 2015 baby or babies. 
    Wishing, hoping, waiting.


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  • lizok22lizok22 member
    how about still waiting for AF since a mmc on July 5??? yeah sucks.
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  • Jen071407Jen071407 member
    lizok22 said:
    how about still waiting for AF since a mmc on July 5??? yeah sucks.

    That does suck. Everything about mc and 2IF sucks. Hope af shows for you soon.

    Two DDs 10/08 and 08/10, no primary IF
    TTC #3 since 10/2011 - dx unexplained/weak ovulation
     3 BFN clomid + TI cycles, 5 BFN clomid/gonal f IUIs, 1 mmc IUI
    2/19/2014 IVF #1 Unexpected low E2 (oversuppressed) -> increased to max doses = 3 or 4 follicles, converting to IUI
    BFFP Saw 1 beautiful heartbeat at 6w6d, follow up u/s at 9w showed mmc. Eff this.
    NTNP 5/2014-9/2014, OPKs and TI 10/2014 - 1/2015. 
    RPL testing all normal, AFC, AMH, and FSH all normal. 
    IVF 1.2 1/22/2014 natural cycle start, AFC 28, 300 gonal f/150menopur. 
    ER 2/3/15 14R 8M 3F w/ICSI Day 5 transfer on 2/8/15 of one "Grade A+" blast and have TWO frosties! 

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  • Sweetest116Sweetest116 member
    edited September 2013
    I think waiting for AF to arrive, when you know for sure she's definitely coming is even a worse wait!! I always feel like I'm just wasting time.  Then when she arrives it's like friggin Christmas morning in my bathroom... you'd think I got a BFP, nope just AF!
    <3 Baby #1 BFP 6/10/2011-EDD 2/19/2012-DS Born 2/10/2012!
    :'(  CP BFP 1/6/2013-EDD 9/19/2013-CP 1/9/2013
    <3 Baby #2 BFP 1/3/2014-EDD 9/12/2014 -DD Born 9/10/2014!
    <3 Baby #3 BFP 7/8/2018-EDD 3/17/2019-Team Green!




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  • CheesyPeasCheesyPeas member
    I'm so sorry for your loss.  Have you "failed" a pregnancy test yet?  Maybe I'm the only crazy who continued to obsessively POAS after my loss but that was one of the things that kept me busy while i impatiently waited for AF to show up.  Kind of gave me a frame of reference for how much longer I would be waiting.
    November 2010 - 10.5 week loss  o:) 
    October 2011 - DS (7)  <3 
    July 2014 - Stillborn DD (24 weeks)  o:) 
    August 2015 - DD (3)  <3 
    April 2018 - 5 week loss o:) 

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  • Jen071407Jen071407 member
    Lindsey8301 said:
    I'm so sorry for your loss.  Have you "failed" a pregnancy test yet?  Maybe I'm the only crazy who continued to obsessively POAS after my loss but that was one of the things that kept me busy while i impatiently waited for AF to show up.  Kind of gave me a frame of reference for how much longer I would be waiting.

    I haven't let myself buy any, but I think I might tomorrow. I did get a blaring positive opk a week ago, and then finally a negative opk two days ago. I'm taking that as a sign the hcg is dwindling. My beta was 109000 3 weeks ago

    Two DDs 10/08 and 08/10, no primary IF
    TTC #3 since 10/2011 - dx unexplained/weak ovulation
     3 BFN clomid + TI cycles, 5 BFN clomid/gonal f IUIs, 1 mmc IUI
    2/19/2014 IVF #1 Unexpected low E2 (oversuppressed) -> increased to max doses = 3 or 4 follicles, converting to IUI
    BFFP Saw 1 beautiful heartbeat at 6w6d, follow up u/s at 9w showed mmc. Eff this.
    NTNP 5/2014-9/2014, OPKs and TI 10/2014 - 1/2015. 
    RPL testing all normal, AFC, AMH, and FSH all normal. 
    IVF 1.2 1/22/2014 natural cycle start, AFC 28, 300 gonal f/150menopur. 
    ER 2/3/15 14R 8M 3F w/ICSI Day 5 transfer on 2/8/15 of one "Grade A+" blast and have TWO frosties! 

     image

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  • CheesyPeasCheesyPeas member
    Jen071407 said:
    Lindsey8301 said:
    I'm so sorry for your loss.  Have you "failed" a pregnancy test yet?  Maybe I'm the only crazy who continued to obsessively POAS after my loss but that was one of the things that kept me busy while i impatiently waited for AF to show up.  Kind of gave me a frame of reference for how much longer I would be waiting.

    I haven't let myself buy any, but I think I might tomorrow. I did get a blaring positive opk a week ago, and then finally a negative opk two days ago. I'm taking that as a sign the hcg is dwindling. My beta was 109000 3 weeks ago

    The negative OPK sounds like a very good sign.  I got AF 10 days after my first BFN.  Hopefully that means it's right around the corner for you.
    November 2010 - 10.5 week loss  o:) 
    October 2011 - DS (7)  <3 
    July 2014 - Stillborn DD (24 weeks)  o:) 
    August 2015 - DD (3)  <3 
    April 2018 - 5 week loss o:) 

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