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I'm sad.
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My team lost today.
My parents went on a ride to go buy a new lawnmower without me. I am alone and bored.
I hurt my leg doing something and every time I move it wrong it feels vaguely like a knife twisting inside my shin. It is not pleasant.
....I'm very bad at being alone, I think.
Although reading things I am clearly not the only one having a bad sunday and I have all the sorries for those of you with sick DHs or LOs.
My parents went on a ride to go buy a new lawnmower without me. I am alone and bored.
I hurt my leg doing something and every time I move it wrong it feels vaguely like a knife twisting inside my shin. It is not pleasant.
....I'm very bad at being alone, I think.
Although reading things I am clearly not the only one having a bad sunday and I have all the sorries for those of you with sick DHs or LOs.
Formerly known as KJLx121.
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Re: I'm sad.
Our Little Raspberry Born 3/27/12
@wiggyslilsis - I would normally go with them but my dad had to take the truck and only 2 seats versus 3 people so.
Our Little Raspberry Born 3/27/12
Actually, I just have weird anxiety attacks when I'm alone without having prepared myself to be alone. I'm starting counseling in October. It's not particularly enjoyable however. Spending the night by myself right now is traumatizing. Strangely, it was not during college dorming.
Although I would love to babysit your kidlets for like half a day if you lived in NY. I'd be cool with that.
Unable to even.
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Unable to even.
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You don't understand the appeal of Benedict Cumberbatch / think he's fug / don't know who he is? WATCH SHERLOCK. Until you do, your negative opinion of him will not be taken seriously.
@Mackalien - thank you. I just HATE when I'm alone and I haven't been able to prepare myself for it. It's a weird phenomenon. Also my puppy is a jerk and refuses to cuddle ever so he is not helpful to such anxieties.
But today was better
But it's been going on since high school and I really think I could have been a better student back then I had I been sleeping accurately and not dealing with what I thought was depression at the time. Also, 2.86 first college semester. It hurt.
SO. Time for some changes.
But yeah. We'll see how this goes. I'll probably be back whining in October because the therapist will probably make me cry every session or I'll start freaking out about having to talk about my feelings (which we do not do in this family), BUT, positivity as of now.
If you get a good therapist, he or she will let you work through your feelings in a constructive way. I'm not a crier, either. My first therapy session I was an ugly-crying-sobbing-mess.
Unable to even.
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You don't understand the appeal of Benedict Cumberbatch / think he's fug / don't know who he is? WATCH SHERLOCK. Until you do, your negative opinion of him will not be taken seriously.
Like I said, if I'm prepared to be alone, it's fine. If I know in advance, no big deal, turn on Doctor Who and all is well with the world. But last time my parents took an anniversary trip and my friend was supposed to stay over. Her boyfriend's cousin was killed in a car accident the night before and she only was able to tell me that morning she wasn't going to be able to come. Called allll my other friends, no one. THAT really really sucked.