I wasn't even given a chance this cycle, my body has already failed me.  3DPO and I'm spotting.  I get to bleed for 19 days now.  I'm so depressed, scared, frustrated, sad, angry... the worst part is I was SO hopeful.  I really felt we did it this time.                  
                
 Baby #1 BFP 6/10/2011-EDD 2/19/2012-DS Born 2/10/2012!

  CP BFP 1/6/2013-EDD 9/19/2013-CP 1/9/2013

 Baby #2 BFP 1/3/2014-EDD 9/12/2014 -DD Born 9/10/2014!

 Baby #3 BFP 7/8/2018-EDD 3/17/2019-Team Green!
 
        
Re: utterly defeated
Me: 27 DH: 33
Conceived DS after 4 years of MFI
TTC # 2 (not trying,not preventing ever)
May 2013 - August 2013 Timed Intercourse = BFN
September 2013 Timed Intercourse, Weekly Acupuncture, Herbs=BFN
October 2013 Timed Intercourse, Weekly Acupuncture, Herbs, and "warming foods" = BFP
Beta #1 19, Beta #2 18 Progesterone 4.6 Miscarried 11/9/13
November 2013 - Benched, waiting for first post-loss AF.
No longer benched per New RE/OB!
Jan. 15 2014 - BFP. HCG 3900 - Ectopic
Jan. 16 2014 Left tube removed and D&C
March 2, 2014 First AF