Im so bummed about the turn of events lately in my life. My husband was supposed to leave today to begin the job hunt in LA so we could possibly move by the end of the year. Then my van broke down, a week ago. I haven't left my house in a week. I am going insane, if this last ditch effort to fix the van doens't work today it will be in the shop come monday. It sucks but I have to get it fixed, it will drain my savings which really blows.
So now everything is pushed back AGAIN, part of me says that obviously this is meant to be and what will be will be. Then theres the bratty whiney side that just wants to go home and be done with all this nonsense. I am having to stay off facebook because im insanely jealous of my cousin who is helping take care of my dad. He talks about how much she reminds him of me and how much we look alike and all I can think is that should be me taking care of him and it just turns me into a huge green jealous monster instead of just staying greatful for her help. She posted this a minute ago and I just had to hide her on facebook..
I just feel the need to boohoo for a minute I suppose.
Oh andplusalso my child has learned how to climb on the kitchen table and in the windowsills! Im thinking of investing in a leash, that I can tie to my ankle...
Re: Can I be a brat..
Married: 5/21/05 **~** Emery Aylin 6/30/12
BFP#1-11/5/10- Surgery for ectopic pregnancy 11/15/10 BFP#2-11/1/11 Due 7/8/12 Born 6/30/12
Oops we did it again... BFP 03/23/14 Due 12/6/14 Nora Born 11/23/14
I would recommend going out somewhere, anywhere though, just to get out of the house.
"I'll love you forever,
I'll like you for always.
As long as I'm living,
my baby you'll be."