Crying (possible loss mentioned)

jeremiah3019 · September 2013

I've just received a call from my OB. hCG levels did not double as they should have. She wants me back tomorrow for another draw and US. She did not give me much of hope (mc, ectopic or blight ovum). I am heartbroken. More than words can say. I am here sobbing alone....this is my third loss. God why???? this is too hard. it is too hard. This time is killing me. I dont know if I can do this again.... I guess this is my goodbye, mamas. Please be grateful for every moment you get to spend with your babies, life is a gift and a miracle.

MrsG325 · September 2013

Oh no I am so very sorry. I cannot imagine the pain. I'm so sorry.

Laroo0220 · September 2013

Are you sure there is no hope? What were your levels? How far along are you?

apollonia10 · September 2013

What was the increase? My HCG with DS didn't double (only went up 60%).

porterlove525 · September 2013

((Hugs)) I am so very sorry. FX that perhaps your numbers are better tomorrow and this is not the end.

jeremiah3019 · September 2013

I should be at 6weeks. I was confused on the phone.... I did not even hear the number. I just recall her saying "they should have gone up to 1200, but they only raised at 860". I think it is over. I feel like this time is taking also part of me. I just pray that I can keep a smile on this face for when my DS comes back from the park. I feel so little right now. God please help me.

Laroo0220 · September 2013

I'm so sorry you are going through this. Take care of yourself and after you have spent time mourning, do something nice for yourself.

seannasmommy16 · September 2013

Don't give up hope just yet.. The extra stress isn't good for the baby or you. Just keep calm and keep praying. God will do what's best for you and the baby. Prayers to you and your family

lin681 · September 2013

Iam so sorry. T&P'S.

MamaFantastic · September 2013

i'm so, so sorry for your loss. in my darkest hour right after i found out my numbers were not good with my third miscarriage, i just sobbed and held on to my son and shut the rest of the world out for awhile. i took SO much comfort in my son in that awful time. i pray you'll find peace as you snuggle with your sweet boy today too.

Twirple · September 2013

I am so sorry that you are going through this. I can only imagine how hard it is to go though this pain multiple times. Try not to give up hope just yet.

Rogue237 · September 2013

I am so, so sorry. Thoughts and hugs to you.

CandaceMarie321 · September 2013

So so so sorry.

Kristy774 · September 2013

This brought tears to my eyes. I'm so sorry for your loss.

hordol · September 2013

I am very sorry for what you are going through.

I'm praying for the best for you at the doctor's tomorrow.

Cocomammy · September 2013

It's still very early. Have faith. I'm so sorry you have to go through this.

pineconey · September 2013

So sorry to hear this

KatieDoodle25 · September 2013

My Dr. told us a 53% increase was positive. Did they give you the HCG percentage? Hoping for the best, positive thoughts your way.

dhaas1313 · September 2013

I am sooo sorry for your loss, words can not express my sympathy for you. You shouldn't cry by yourself, call someone to come sit with you.

RocksInTheWater · September 2013

I am very sorry you are going through this. I pray that the low numbers do not mean you are losing your baby. Sending lots of positive thoughts your way. (((Hugs)))

J&NL · September 2013

I'm so sorry for your loss

jap618 · September 2013

I'm so sorry for your losses but try not to lose hope yet!!! Was that over 48 hours? My first beta draw only doubled in 72 hours (which is average!) and that stressed me out and I had assumed I was out too. My next draw was doubling at 48 hours. FX everything goes well tomorrow. If you haven't seen this before hopefully it will help calm you at least until you get more information tomorrow:

https://americanpregnancy.org/duringpregnancy/hcglevels.html

(((hugs)))

RubiksElf · September 2013

I am so sorry for what you are going through. That is a heartbreaking experience. Huge ((hugs))! ETA: Fixed autocorrect mistake.

JNova78 · September 2013

I'm so sorry that you are going through this. T&P for you and your family.

WifeofaComposer · September 2013

Don't lose hope. I'm really hoping your numbers will be more satisfactory tomorrow. Please let us know what you find out.

mdarmetko · September 2013

I'm so sorry you are going through this... again. Like the other women have mentioned, if the levels have increased, all hope is not lost. Many of us start to mourn before we have a definite confirmation. Somehow I imagine it makes a confirmation of a loss hit less hard, and if it turns out to be okay, then it's the best gift you didn't expect. I'm really keeping my fingers crossed for you. Please keep us updated.