Warning long:
So I had my baby on augest 19th threw c section, I wasn't to happy about that because I knew recovery would be hard... I got a infection from the surgery and couldn't really walk stand hold my baby or change him! My husband has been the mom & dad threw all this change/feeding the baby and me while I just sit there. I can't get out of bed by myself to pee and every time I try to do something on my own I hurt myself! I don't even feel like a mom when we go out I just hide away in the background. I haven't talked to my doctor because I'm Embarrassed! I can't do a thing for my son but pump milk out for him. I'm in a really dark place I want to just leave because I don't feel like a active part of our little family and it's killing me! I hope you all could give me some words of hope so I don't feel so alone! Thanks
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