I joined this group when it started and have been kind of MIA ever since. Work and my crazy toddler have consumed my life for the past... how many?... months! So, first off... Hi again!
My daughter is 20 months today. Can't believe she is almost 2. Where did the time go? I work with special needs kids and today we had a beautiful little 8 week old girl come in the clinic. She was so squishy and sweet. Thoughts of "I could do this again" and "oh I just want to squeeze her" came in my head.
We had a difficult time getting pregnant and staying pregnant... then I had a miserable pregnancy... labor and delivery was awful... and her first year? That was a nightmare! Let me clarify... I do NOT ever want to do it again. Under any circumstance. I am 100% OAD!
But do any of you have those pangs of, "maybe I could do this again". Even though you KNOW you are OAD? Am I absolutely crazy?! I can't talk with anyone else about this because they'll start the whole "you should just have another" debate. I figured of all people, you ladies would understand.
BFP #1 - 5/15/10, EDD 2/11/11, missed m/c no heartbeat at u/s, D&C 7/14/10
BFP #2 - 3/14/11, EDD 11/25/11, natural m/c at 5 wks
BFP #3 - 4/27/11, DD born 12/14/11