Hi, I'm new here and would love some support!  Some days I feel like TTC takes over my life- it's all I can think about.   I am 36, DH is 39; we have a beautiful little girl born 07/11.  It took us 8 months to get pregnant that go around, but no major (known) problems and no infertility treatments needed.  Fast forward 2 years and we are 10 months in to TTC #2.  I am not ovulating on my own, therefor have super long cycles.  I just saw an RE and completed more bloodwork; bloodwork and SA for DH; and I'll get an HSG after I get my period again.  DH's SA came back today; 'fantastic' results on all areas except morphology at 3%.  The nurse seemed hopeful, but I'm not sure how much to read into that?  Once I get my period again (on my own or Provera), we are going the clomid route.  Hopefully that's all my body needs?!  Not sure if we'll try TI or IUI? 
The very frustrating part of all of this is  that my husband keeps changing his mind: No- he doesn't want another baby or Yes, he's just going along with it because it is what I want.  I feel like I have a small window of opportunity before he changes his mind for good (which seems to be narrowing in around his 40th birthday) if clomid doesn't work, I might be able to convince him to try IUI, but we have agreed we are not going to IVF.  Excited, trying to be positive with our plan of action!  But too scared to think about how I will feel if we cannot have another baby...  Thanks!  Feels better just to get that off my chest!                  
                             
        
Re: Intro
TTC since July 2011
BFP #1: 2/15/12-Ectopic/Mtx at 6 wks
BFP #2: 10/12/12-m/c at 5 wks.
Me: MTHFR, Low AMH (1.1), High NK cells and Antiphospholipid Antibodies.
IVF with ICSI in August 2013 brought us our babies. ER-9R, 7M, 4F w/ICSI ET of 2-Grade 2 blasts.
Dx shortened cervix, PTL, and preeclampsia during pregnancy. Lots of medications and 13 weeks of bedrest, babies were born healthy at 34w4d!
TTC #1 since June 2012
Me (28) - DOR (AFC <10, undetectable AMH, >10 FSH), homozygous E429A MTHFR
DH (29) - MFI low count and morphology
September 2013 IUI#1 - Clomid + Trigger + IUI = BFN
October 2013 IUI#2 - Letrozole + Menopur + Trigger + IUI = BFN
Nov 2013 IVF/ICSI #1 - Protocol: BCP prep, high doses Menopur and Bravelle (12 days), ganirelex
Results: 5 retrieved / mature, 4 fertilized, 1 arrested and 3 complex abnormal after day 3 PGS = Cancelled after ER
Jan/Feb 2014 IVF/ICSI #2 - Protocol: Estrogen priming, high doses Menopur and Bravelle (11 days), microdose lupron
Results: Cancelled after 11 days of stims due to low response and E2 levels
Feb 2014 IVF/ICSI #3 - Protocol: No prep, low dose Menopur (6 days), ganirelex, Bravelle booster with trigger
Results: 1 retrieved / 0 mature = Cancelled after ER
Officially moving on to embryo adoption! We used and love Embryo Adoption Services of Cedar Park
October 2014 FET #1 - BCP/Lupron/Estrace/Prometrium, transferred 2 of 4 from match #1, BFN
December 2014 FET #2 - BCP/Lupron/Estrace/Prometrium, transferred 2 of 4 from match #1, BFN
March 2015 FET #3 - BCP/Lupron/Estrace/Prometrium, transferred 2 of 6 from match #2, BFN
May 2015 FET #4 - BCP/Lupron/Estrace/Prometrium, lost 2 to thaw, transferred 2 of 6 from match #2, BFN
October 2015 FET #5 - Natural cycle, lost 1 from match #3 and 1 from clinic backup to thaw, transferred 1 backup, BFN
February 2016 FET #6 - Natural cycle, transferred 1 from match #4, B FREAKING P!
Beta 1 = 162, Beta 2 = 316, doubling just over 48 hours