I am crawling back to you

Re: I am crawling back to you

• SandSunBliss member

  August 2013

  So very sorry to welcome you back.  This has not been a good day for our TTCAL grads... ((hugs))

  married my best friend 10/04/08, TTC since July 2012
  BFP#1 Thanksgiving 11/22/12, mo-mo twins(one sac), traditional EDD 7/27/13, EDD due to risk 6/15/13
  mmc Angel 2/7/13 @ 15w3d, mmc Aubrey 2/13/13 @ 16w2d, D&E 2/16/13

  BFP#2 9/21/13, EDD 6/2/14, DD born 5/17/14 

   

  All AL always welcome in my threads!

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• toomanycats1 member

  August 2013

  Sorry for your loss.  ((Hugs))

  
  

  
  

  

  Me: Endometriosis, PCOS, Insulin Resistance, Estrogen Dominance, Irregular Cycles
  

  DH:  100% Abnormal Sperm Morphology

   BFP #1 (Surprise!)  "Monkey"- 09/16/2006. DS born 06/01/2007.   

  BFP #2  "Quinn" EDD 06/21/13- MMC @ 8 weeks - Disc. 12/12/12 @ 13w0d 
  

  BFP #3  "Luna" EDD 03/31/14- MC 07/29/13 @ 5 w0d 

  BFP #4  "Star" EDD 07/06/14- MC 11/28/13 @ 8 weeks

  BFP #5 "Baby J"- 02/07/14. DS born 10/29/2014 My Rainbow!

  ~Everyone Welcome~
  

  
  

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• MollySm member

  August 2013

  I'm so , so sorry.  ((hugs))

  

  BFP 3.8.16  EDD 11.20.16

  
  
  

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• kalynn12 member

  August 2013

  Thank you ladies. I really wish this board didn't have to exist and we all had our rainbow babies.

  I'm 31 and DH is 36
  
  Started dating in 2008 and married November 10, 2012
  
  TTC#1 Since Oct 2012
  
  MC#1 5/30/2013 ~ EDD 1/4/2014 natural @ 9 weeks
  
  MC#2 8/12/2013 ~ EDD 4/13/2014 natural @ 5 weeks 5 days
  
  BFP #3 EDD 12/9/2014
  
  *~*~*Everybody is Welcome*~*~*
  
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• alleycat39 member

  August 2013

  So very sorry to hear that you are back

  PCOS & ute crew member

  BFP #1: 10/24/2012  EDD 7/3/13, missed m/c @ 9 weeks, D&E 
  DX: Septate Uterus. Septum resection 6/4/13

  BFP #2: 12/20/2013  EDD 9/1/14, missed m/c @ 7weeks, D&E

  BFP #3: 5/26/2014 EDD 2/7/15, missed m/c @ 9 weeks, D&E- DX Trisomy22

  RPL, Karyotyping, and SHG: All Normal

  BFP #4: 9/6/14 EDD 5/16/15 Praying for our RAINBOW!

  
  

  Baby GIRL on the way!!

  **All AL Welcome**

  
  

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• HeyMrsPotter member

  August 2013

  I'm so very sorry. ((hugs))

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• katee2184 member

  August 2013

  So sorry for your loss, welcome back.

  
  

   

   

   

   

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• carlsonbaby2014 member

  August 2013

  ((hugs)) I'm so sorry for your loss.  Thinking of you.

  Began trying for a baby January 2012
  BFP 4.25.2013  EDD 1.3.2014  MMC 6.3.2013  D&C 6.19.2013
  BFP 11.3.2013  CP 11.6.2013
  BFP 3.31.2014 EDD 12.10.2014 Baby boy Carlson born 12.19.2014 

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• kalynn12 member

  August 2013

  J&J09 said:

  (((hugs)))  I am so sorry to welcome you back here.  I am recently back as well. 
  

  Thanks, sorry to see you back too

  I'm 31 and DH is 36
  
  Started dating in 2008 and married November 10, 2012
  
  TTC#1 Since Oct 2012
  
  MC#1 5/30/2013 ~ EDD 1/4/2014 natural @ 9 weeks
  
  MC#2 8/12/2013 ~ EDD 4/13/2014 natural @ 5 weeks 5 days
  
  BFP #3 EDD 12/9/2014
  
  *~*~*Everybody is Welcome*~*~*
  
  My Ovulation Chart
  
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• Serenla member

  August 2013

  lindsayhilleary said:

  I'm so sorry for your loss(es) and that you've got to be back here. I recently suffered my second loss. It sucks, and it's not fair that any of us have to go through this. (((HUGS)))

  Me as well, it isn't fair ((Hugs)) I'm sorry.

  
  

  
  

  
  

           PAL Sep challenge George Takei

  Started dating in 5/9/05, Married 6/25/11

  Started TTC Feb 2013, BFP #1 3/4/13 EDD 11/10/13. MMC 4/9/13 D&C 4/22/13.

  BFP #2 7/17/13, EDD 3/29/14 ended in a CP on 7/22/13.

  BFP#3 8/19/13 EDD 5/3/14 Nerdling was born 4/29/14, welcome little one!

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• zapgurl44 member

  August 2013

  I'm sorry you find yourself back here. It sucks but it will get better (((hugs)))

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  BFP #1 9/6/2009 EDD 5/29/10. Missy Moo born 5/12/10 after 3 months of bedrest due to PTL, IC and a bicornuate ute causing IUGR
  BFP # 2 1/28/12 EDD 10/6/12 No heartbeat seen @ 10 weeks, Autumn
  BFP #3 8/18/12 EDD 5/2/13 No heartbeat seen at 7w3d, Mae
  BFP #4 01/31/2013 EDD 10/15/2013 No HB seen in our little girl at 10w2d due to trisomy 12, Abigail
  BFP #5 6/27/2013 EDD 3/10/2014 diagnosed with protein S deficiency heparin twice a day. Luke's HB stopped at 8wks
  BFP#6 12/22/2013 EDD 9/4/2014 No HB seen at 7w2d, Leia

  BFP #7- 5/12/14 EDD 01/2015, ruptured ectopic 5/31/14

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• MrsGoody428 member

  August 2013

  I'm so sorry for your loss, @kalynn12. Welcome! Hope you're hear for a short amount of time!

   

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• harleychic726 member

  August 2013

  I am so sorry you are back here. (((Hugs)))

  
  

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• Heeb918 member

  August 2013

  So so sorry. ((((Hugs))))

  
  
  
   
  Married 9/18/10
  TTC 1/1/12
  BFP #1 12/13/12 MMC Confirmed 1/30/13
  BFP #2 6/17/13, (Clomid+Ovidrel) CP Confirmed 6/26/13
  BFP #3 8/14/2013 (Letrozole+IUI) Charlie Grace born 5/2/2014

  
  

  Laparoscopic surgery 8/15 to remove misplaced IUD

  BFP #4, #5, #6  (Letrozole+IUI)all MMC, BFP #7 EDD 1/3/2017

  
  

  
  

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• Poppy715 member

  August 2013

  So sorry you have to re-join us. ((big hugs))

        THE DARK SIDE IT IS

   and GBCB

      

  
  

  BFP 8/2/12 EDD 4/9/13 Addie was delivered 1/4/13 at 26 weeks due to Eclampsia  

  BFP 9/15/14 EDD 5/28/15 Please be our R A I N B O W take home baby BOY
  

  
  ~All AL always welcome~

   

   

  
  

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• gingerkid9989 member

  August 2013

  I'm very sorry for your losses.

  BFP#1 4/17/2013 EDD 12/25/2013, MC 5/17/2013 8 weeks 3 days D&C 5/18/2013

  BFP#2 1/20/2014 EDD 9/28/2014, Baby Evie born on 9/23/2014 at 8:50pm.  6 lbs 15 oz!

  

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• kimmyberly26 member

  August 2013

  I am so sorry that you have to come back. Hugs!

   

  Our 3 Precious Angels That Left Us Too Soon
  BFP #2-EDD 07/05/13 - Tater and Tot passed at 12w3d. D&C 1/17/13
  BFP #3-EDD 12/19/13 - Peanut passed at 9w1d. D&C 05/31/13

  Diagnosed with Hypothyroid 05/20/13 

  BFP #4 - 09/22/13 - DD#2 born 05/27/14

  All Alers Welcome!

  
  

  
  

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• BluEyedGirl26 member

  August 2013

  I'm so very sorry for your loss and that you have to come back. Big hugs!

       

  TTC #1 since January 2013

  BFP #1: April 5, 2013; EDD December 11, 2013; Missed M/C May 15, 2013

  BFP #2: February 17, 2014; EDD October 30, 2014; M/C March 15, 2014

  BFP #3: August 1, 2014; EDD April 14, 2015 - Praying for our RAINBOW!
  

  

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• kalynn12 member

  August 2013

  Serenla said:

  lindsayhilleary said:

  I'm so sorry for your loss(es) and that you've got to be back here. I recently suffered my second loss. It sucks, and it's not fair that any of us have to go through this. (((HUGS)))

  Me as well, it isn't fair ((Hugs)) I'm sorry.

  Thanks you @lindsayhilleary and @serenla. Sorry you are here as well!

  I'm 31 and DH is 36
  
  Started dating in 2008 and married November 10, 2012
  
  TTC#1 Since Oct 2012
  
  MC#1 5/30/2013 ~ EDD 1/4/2014 natural @ 9 weeks
  
  MC#2 8/12/2013 ~ EDD 4/13/2014 natural @ 5 weeks 5 days
  
  BFP #3 EDD 12/9/2014
  
  *~*~*Everybody is Welcome*~*~*
  
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• kalynn12 member

  August 2013

  meladoriestar said:

  I'm so sorry you're here again! I've also had two losses in a row. Definitely push for the testing! I guess some insurance won't cover testing before 3 losses and some doctors are hesitant to do it, but if your insurance covers it, you should definitely try to convince your doctor. It can really help to get some answers, and sometimes it can be a long process to figure out what is wrong, so the sooner you can start that process, the better. Welcome back.

  Thanks @meladoriestar, I only see my family doctor so I think it will be a struggle but I am going to push hard.
  
  

  I'm 31 and DH is 36
  
  Started dating in 2008 and married November 10, 2012
  
  TTC#1 Since Oct 2012
  
  MC#1 5/30/2013 ~ EDD 1/4/2014 natural @ 9 weeks
  
  MC#2 8/12/2013 ~ EDD 4/13/2014 natural @ 5 weeks 5 days
  
  BFP #3 EDD 12/9/2014
  
  *~*~*Everybody is Welcome*~*~*
  
  My Ovulation Chart
  
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• husker10 member

  August 2013

  I'm so sorry you have to come back.  ((hugs))
  

  
  

  BFP #1 - 1/23/13.  HB of 157 @ 12 weeks.  U/S 3/8/13 .  Natural MC @ 13 weeks 3/11/13.
  BFP #2 - 9/19/13. EDD 5/21/14. Baby girl born 5/25/14.
  

  

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• jbasore1123 member

  August 2013

  I'm so sorry you find yourself back here
  

  TTC since April 2012

  BFP #1, 10/03/2012 - EDD 6/15/2013 - MMC 11/15/2012 - D&C 01/04/2013

  BFP #2, 04/06/2013 - EDD 12/17/2013 - MC 04/19/2013

  6/12/2013 Diagnosed with Balanced Translocation (12 & 16)
  

  IVF #1 with PGS: 10/2013: Canceled 9/27/2013 for issues with genetic lab
  

  IVF #1.5 with PGS: 11/16/2013: Canceled. 11 eggs retrieved, 9 mature & 9 fertilized, all unhealthy embryos

  IVF #2: 1/22/14: Canceled. 16 eggs retrieved, 14 mature, 7 fertilized, all unhealthy embryos

  IVF #3 with PGS: 5/10/2014: Switched to FET in July. 10 eggs retrieved, 9 mature, 8 fertilized, 2 healthy embryos!

  FET #1: 7/31/2014: Transferred 2 nearly perfect (6AA, 6BA) healthy embryos- BFFN

  Laproscopy: 10/2014: Healthy uterus

  IVF #4: 12/8/2014: Canceled. 17 eggs retrieved, 15 mature, 10 fertilized, all unhealthy embryos
  

  
  

  
  

  

  
  

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• ashellypnut member

  August 2013

  Welcome. I'm sorry for your loss. I hope your stay here is short. GL (((hugs)))

  
  

  Me: 38, DH: 40 | Married April 2012 | TTC since October 2012  

  DX: Hypothyroid, DOR, Right Tube Blocked, Uterine Fibroid (awaiting hysteroscopy) | DH: Beta Thal Minor, ED (Cialis)

  OCT - DEC 2012 | TI | BFN

  JAN 2013 | BFP ~ EDD 9/23/13

  MAR 2013 | MMC due to Trisomy 10 ~ D&E MAR. 8

  APR - JUN 2013 | TTA

  JUL - NOV 2013 | TI |  BFN

  NOV 2013 | HSG & SHG ~ Right Tube Blocked & "Thickening" of Uterus

  DEC 2013 - JAN 2014 | NTNP |  BFN ~ Switched to new practice

  JAN - FEB 2014 | 3-D u/s & SHG ~ Uterine Fibroid ~ Awaiting Hysteroscopy

  ***All Are Welcome!***
  
     

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• SA1112 member

  August 2013

  I'm so sorry for your loss. (((hugs)))

  
  

  My Ovulation Chart
  

  BFP #1 3.16.12. mmc 5.7.12 at 11 weeks ~Avery Cameron~

  BFP #2 12.12.12. mmc 1.22.13 at 10 weeks ~Theodore Michael~

  D&C #2 Chromosome analysis results: Translocation Trisomy 14

  My RPL Testing: Homozygous MTHFR, normal karyotype

  DH's karyotype results: Robertsonian Translocation 13:14

  BFP #3 9.10.13 mc at 4 weeks~Our little May Flower~ 
  

  BFP #4 10.13.13- Our Rainbow Baby, a little girl, arrived June 25, 2014! 

                                                                            
  

  
  

   

   

   

   

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• jdono1 member

  August 2013

  I'm so sorry for your loss

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• meli1025 member

  August 2013

  I am so sorry ((hugs)). I hate this for everyone that finds themselves back here again.

  

   

  

  BFP#1 - 11/27/09 EDD 8/5/10, DS1 arrived 7/24/10 via emergency c-section.

  BFP#2 - 6/18/12 EDD 2/23/13, sweet baby girl born sleeping on 10/4/12 at 19 weeks, 3 days.

  BFP #3 - 1/18/13 EDD 10/1/13, natural mc on 2/2/13 at 5 weeks, 4 days.

  BFP #4 - 8/29/13 EDD 5/12/14, our sweet rainbow, DS2 born 4/29/14 via c-section
  

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• peelester429 member

  August 2013

  I am so, so sorry for your loss.

  BFP#1 1/31/11 ~ CK came on her due date, 10/10/11!
  

  BFP#2 11/20/12, EDD 7/30/13 ~ heard heartbeat at 6w2d ~ mmc discovered at 8w

  1st medicated cycle ~ 6/11/13 ~ Clomid ~ BFN

  2nd medicated cycle ~ 7/12/13 ~ Clomid and trigger shot ~ BFN

  SHG on 8/13/13 ~ uterus looked good!

  Diagnosed with DOR on 8/16/13 ~ AMH 0.27 ~ repeat AMH 0.19

  3rd medicated cycle ~ 8/9/13 ~ Femara and trigger shot ~ BFN

  4th medicated cycle ~ 9/4/13 ~ Bravelle, trigger shot, IUI ~ BFP! ~ EDD: 6/11/14 ~ heartbeat of 118 at 6w3d ~ mmc discovered at 9w1d

  Follow my journey: http://cupcakesandrunningshoes.blogspot.com

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• golfingdarwinfish member

  August 2013

  so sorry for your second loss. push your doctor and be your own advocate.  you deserve testing.  if your ob is resisting, sometimes the best route to go is to go directly to a genetic counselor as they can often "own" your case and can run all the genetic screenings necessary, and influence your ob to run the other set of labs that often accompany multiple losses. 
  
  Sending hugs your way.
  

  Loss Blog (finally updated)
  

  
  

   

  
  

   

  

  5 cycles of "TTC" - 3 intentional, 2 not so intentional.  5 BFPs.  My rainbow arrived 10/15/14.
  TFMC 08.02.13 at 19+ weeks. Everyday I grieve for my little Olive.
  
  

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• [Deleted User] member

  August 2013

  So sorry for your losses

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• AnyMax member

  August 2013

  I am so very sorry for your losses. (((hugs))) I hope your doctor will go ahead with testing for you, and that you can find some peace of mind.

  
  
                                                       

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• KMW08 member

  August 2013

  (((HUGS)))  I'm so sorry.

  
  

  I'll add you back to the January snowflakes check in.

  
  

  
  

  BFP#4 3/17/14 - rainbow Baby BOY arrived 11/10/14 !!
  

  DX: Uterine Septum - Resection 9/5/13 || MTHFR Hetero A1298C || My Chart

      
  

  
  

   

   

   

   

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• MsAmandaPants member

  August 2013

  I hate to see folks come back. I am very sorry for your loss. 

  Me: 36 yo, TTC #1 since Feb. 2012
  BFP #1, 3/12, EDD 11/9/12, MMC 3/27/12, D&C 4/10/12
  
  BFP #2: 11/16/12, EDD 7/25/13, MMC 12/5/12, D&C 12/6/12, Complete molar pregnancy confirmed 2/9/13, benched for 6 months until  August 2013
  
  IUI #1, 8/16/13 Femara + Menopur, 3 mature follicles, BFN

  IUI #2 (back-to-back, 9/12/13 and 9/13/13) Femara + Menopur, four mature follicles, BFFN
  IUI #3, 10/8/13 Femara + Menopur, six mature follicles, BFN
  
  BFP #3, 12/9/2013, while on treatment break, EDD: 8/22/2014  Please stick and grow, LO!
  
  Additional Dx: hypothyroidism, TgAb positive & anti-TPO positive, POR/DOR (2/2013), and suspected endometriosis
  
  ******All AL always welcome******
  

  
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• SoxFan777 member

  August 2013

  Very sorry to hear that you're back.  I wish none of us had to be here, but I'm glad we're so supportive...

  TTCAL Siggy Challenge: "He's my favorite.  His birthday is the same as mine almost"

   

  Missing my little one lost at 9 weeks on 2.24.13. brokenhearted but not broken... 

  d&c 5/21/13... Still Healing, Still Standing... 

  MMC discovered 10/2/2013, TWINS... d&c 10/7/2013.  I still miss you, little ones. 
  

  Surgery December 2013 to remove a 10+cm fibroid... Open myomectomy. Benched for 3-9 months... 
  Will TTC summer Summer 2014 we hope!

  Dear God, Since I couldn't hold my little one in my lap and tell him about you, could you hold him in your lap and tell him about me? 

  PgAL and PAL always welcome...
  

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• chknma member

  August 2013

  So sorry for your losses ((hugs))

  little chkn born 06/30/11

   baby chkn born 04/22/14

  05/13 07/13
  

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• rmpar29 member

  August 2013

  I'm so sorry for your loss and I hope your doctor does some testing to figure out what is going on!  ((HUGS))

  TTC #3 since 8/2012
  DX Endometriosis 2/2002 (lost left tube due to a cyst), PCOS 6/2010
   BFP - 10/18/2012, EDD - 6/26/2013, Baby Girl lost at 22 weeks (T21), D&E 2/15/2013
  BFP - 4/23/2014, EDD - 1/2/2015 Twin Boys lost at 12 weeks, M/C 6/25/2014
  My chart here  All ALers welcome!
  

  
  
  

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• kateitho member

  August 2013

  I am sorry that you find yourself back here.

  BFP 11/24/2012  MMC 1/21/2013 - BFP 3/29/2013  MC 4/8/2013 - BFP 4/25/2013 MC 5/6/2013 - 5/17/2013 Diagnosed with LPD - BFP 8/24/13  MC 9/6/2013

  BFP: 12/19/13  - Beta 1@11dpo: 26.8 - Beta 6@23dpo: 3,672

  Our Rainbow Son Born August 26, 2014

  

  
  

  All ALers welcome!
  

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• ky29 member

  August 2013

  So sorry for your loss.

  
  TTC since March 2012
  DX: MFI (4% motility)
  Cycle 13: Natural cycle w/ HSG test = BFP
  Identical twins! 
  Lost my angel boys at 10.5 weeks
  Cycle 14-16: Natural Cycles = BFN
  Cycle 17: Follistim + Trigger + IUI = BFN
  Cycle 18: Natural Cycle = BFN
  Cycle 19: Follistim + Trigger +IUI#2
  Polyp found: SIS 11/11 - hysteroscopy 11/14
  Cycle 20: Follistim + IUI#2 = BFFN
  Cycle 21: Follistim (adj. dosage) + IUI#3 TI  = BFN
  IUI cancelled due to weather
  Cycle 22: Follistim + IUI#3.1 = BFN
  Cycle 23: treatment break, IVF consult
  Cycle 24 - 26: natural cycle w/ acupuncture + Chinese herbs = BFN
  Cycle 27: Follistim + IUI#4 = BFFN
  Natural Cycles until IVF
  Cycle 30: IVF#1 - Starting with Menopur + Follistim + Ganirelix
  17 retrieved, 12 fertilized, 5dt w/ 2 blasts, 5 frosties
  Betas:  #1-156(9dp5dt), #2-1200(13dp5) #3-6112(17dp5)
  Ultrasound #1 10/6: 1 bean!
  TEAM BLUE!
  My Chart
  ~~ALL WELCOME~~

  

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• ksyknelvr73 member

  August 2013

  I am so sorry you find yourself back here. ((HUGS))

  
  
  BFP # 1 - 12/19/09 EDD 08/27/10 - D&C 1/26/10 @ 9w5d
  
  BFP # 2 - 06/05/10 EDD 02/17/11, DS1 born on 2/14/11
  
  BFP # 3 - 04/10/13 EDD 12/21/13 - D&C 05/15/13 @ 8w4d
  
  BFP # 4 - 07/27/13 EDD 04/08/14 - CP 07/29/13

   

  BFP # 5 - 09/14/13 EDD 05/28/14, DS2 born on 5/22/14 

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• BellanieNJ member

  August 2013

  I am so sorry for your losses - that's alot to go through in such a short time.  I hope your follow up with doctor goes well and you're able to get some definite next steps. ((Hugs))

  

   BFP 1/23/13; US 1/28/13 Perfect Peanut @ 7w! So in love!; 2/23/13 Peanut Says Goodbye; 2/24/13 Natural MC at 11w

  BFP #2: 10/5/2013; EDD 6/11/2014

   

        

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