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#CurbStompOvariesandUterus

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So, after bragging about how acupuncture was helping to regulate my cycles, my hateful, f---ing lady parts have decided that on cycle day 14 that I should start full on spontaneously bleeding again. So, I'm either having ANOTHER period or some weird, unexplained anovulatory bleeding. Apparently, my stupid body is so dysfunctional and broken that not even acupuncture (a treatment that has been around for thousands of f----ing years) can help. The level of self-hatred and rage that I have for myself right now is nuclear. I can barely look at myself in a mirror without having a strong desire to punch it until my fists bleed, which even I know is a pretty sick thing to say about one's self, but I'm just so goddamn discouraged that I don't know what to do with myself.
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Re: #CurbStompOvariesandUterus

  • ronniesgirl1981ronniesgirl1981 member
    Don't bully yourself.  Grieve this setback and then keep on moving.  It's all we can do. 
    Me: 34 | He: 40
    TTC since 08/2012
    DX: DOR




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  • hope2bmom83hope2bmom83 member
    I am so sorry you are having this issue.  I am having one of those days today too!  My body just isnt responding to meds and I am angry and pissed off one second and crying the next.  Try to keep your head up.
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    Me-30 DH-34
    2002- Diagnosed with PCOS at 18
    10/11-10/12 - tried to conceive naturally with Metformin, due to PCOS never had a cycle
    10/12-12/12 3 cycles of Clomid - fail
    6/13- 1st cycle on Clomid 50mg, Metformin, Follistim, and Ovidrel- BFN
    7/13 2nd cycle on Clomid 50 mg, Metformin, Follistim, and Ovidrel 1st IUI - BFN
    8/13 3rd cycle on Clomid 50 mg, Metformin, Follistim, and Ovidrel 2nd IUI - BFN
    9/13 4th cycle on Clomid 50 mg, Metformin, Follistim, and Ovidrel - Benched with Cysts
    From 12/13 to current I have ovulated 4 times naturally
    Currently on break to get healthy.... 35 pounds down, 13 to go!
    All Are Welcome!!

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