I already have a low supply, but I think I might pump and dump tonight because I haven't had more than 2 drinks in an evening since...February of last year? We got a babysitter for the second time ever since DS was born, we're going out for our anniversary tonight, and I already told DH that he's the DD!
My sister had her baby last night. Despite her being in the same hospital as my dad, I have no intention of visiting her when I go see him. I keep telling myself that I was tired and the visitors got overwhelning, but I am not sure that is the real reason. :-S
While I am excited and happy every time someone announces they are pregnant on our BMB it sends me into a frenzy of emotions.
What if the snowbabies don't take. What if I never get pregnant again. Why am I so ungrateful. I should be happy with the one I have. Guilt over wanting another one. Guilt for feeling like I would be sad if I only have one child. Guilt Guilt Anxious Panic Guilt.
I also wonder if there will ever be a day when I hear someone say, "I'm pregnant" and I don't have those emotions. When I am ok with however many children I have or will the fertility struggle always been nagging at me.
While I am excited and happy every time someone announces they are pregnant on our BMB it sends me into a frenzy of emotions.
What if the snowbabies don't take. What if I never get pregnant again. Why am I so ungrateful. I should be happy with the one I have. Guilt over wanting another one. Guilt for feeling like I would be sad if I only have one child. Guilt Guilt Anxious Panic Guilt.
I also wonder if there will ever be a day when I hear someone say, "I'm pregnant" and I don't have those emotions. When I am ok with however many children I have or will the fertility struggle always been nagging at me.
@persephonerose, I think you're entitled to all of these emotions and should never feel guilty for it. You're a wonderful mother to an amazing little boy, but that doesn't mean you can't want more. I hope your snowbabies get on board!
My nephew who is five and lives next door doesn't like A much. Only when it suits him, and it upsets me. I get he was the only one for four yrs, but he needs to get over it and deal. We don't treat him any different. He's so jealous though because A is a baby.
Makes me want to not be around him, and I don't like feeling that way. Keep trying to make this work and have him understand they are equal and will be / could be best friends some day. If he just wouldn't be so mean and rude!!
Re: fftc or whatever the acronym is.... lets GO
@gargita.. I'll go google that so I can respond....
My kid ate cheese this morning....? sorry weak I know .. I always think of my Friday comments on Tuesday and then forget them
What if the snowbabies don't take. What if I never get pregnant again. Why am I so ungrateful. I should be happy with the one I have. Guilt over wanting another one. Guilt for feeling like I would be sad if I only have one child. Guilt Guilt Anxious Panic Guilt.
I also wonder if there will ever be a day when I hear someone say, "I'm pregnant" and I don't have those emotions. When I am ok with however many children I have or will the fertility struggle always been nagging at me.